Chapter 206 ROSA'S RETURN
Chapter 206 ROSA'S RETURN
POV: Rosa
My brother tugged at my sleeve for the third time in ten minutes. "You're going to say no, aren't you?"
"I didn't say I was going to say no."
"You're thinking about saying no. I can tell."
We were sitting at the small kitchen table in the apartment David's team had arranged for us after relocation, an invitation from Brittany open on my phone between us, and Marcus, thirteen now, entirely too observant for his own good, wasn't wrong about what I was thinking.
"It's a launch event, Marcus. Press. Cameras. Hundreds of people."
"It's also a party, and you never let me go to parties."
"That's not fair."
"It's completely fair."
I looked at the invitation again. Brittany's name was at the bottom, personal, not something forwarded by an assistant. David's team assured me the invitation was unconditional, no obligations attached, no expectation that I perform gratitude or explain myself to anyone who recognized my face from the headlines. I still felt the old fear humming under my skin anyway, the specific fear that lingers even after every threat has technically been removed, the fear of being seen.
"You keep saying we're safe now," Marcus said, quieter this time, less like a thirteen-year-old negotiating and more like a kid who actually needed the reassurance. "Are we safe now?"
"Yes."
"Then why does going to a party feel like the scariest thing you've had to do all year?"
I didn't have a good answer for that, so I didn't give him one. I just looked at the invitation a while longer, and eventually I typed back three words. We'll be there.
The mansion's grand hall looked nothing like it had the night of the poisoning, nothing like the sterile, watched version of it I remembered from my months living inside its walls performing a role I hated every second of. Warm light. Music that wasn't trying to impress anyone. People moving through the space easily, the way people move when nothing terrible is about to happen to them.
Marcus disappeared almost immediately toward a table of food, leaving me standing near the entrance feeling exactly as exposed as I'd feared I would.
"Rosa."
I turned. William stood a few feet away, holding a glass of something he wasn't drinking, looking almost as out of place as I felt.
"You came," I said, surprised. Last I'd heard, his probation kept him well outside the kind of public appearances his brothers had never managed to avoid.
"David invited me," he said. "I wasn't sure I should say yes either."
"What made you say yes?"
"I got tired of being the version of my family that only shows up in courtroom footage." He looked around the hall, at the music, at the food, at people simply existing without an agenda. "This is the first Blackwell event in my whole life that doesn't feel like it's about to end in someone's arrest."
"Small mercies."
"Big ones, actually." He raised his glass slightly, a private toast to nothing in particular, and moved off toward the bar, leaving me a little steadier than I'd been a minute before.
"You made it."
Brittany appeared beside me before I'd fully settled into my discomfort, and something about her presence took some of the edge off it, the way it always seemed to.
"Barely," I admitted. "My brother had to talk me into it."
"Smart kid."
"He usually is."
We stood together near the windows for a while, not saying much, just watching the room. Elena passed with a tray of something that smelled better than anything I'd eaten in months. Leo was somewhere near the back arguing animatedly with Daisy about a slideshow that kept glitching on the main screen. David moved through the crowd with the twins' bassinet monitor clipped to his belt, checking it every few minutes with the specific vigilance of a new father who hadn't fully learned to trust the quiet yet.
I recognized most of the faces around me from the operation, people who knew exactly what I had done, exactly what I had participated in during those eight months of administering poison to a man who deserved none of it, and none of them looked at me the way I expected them to. Nobody flinched. Nobody whispered. It was, I realized slowly, the strangest kind of safety I'd ever experienced, one that wasn't conditional on me performing a role for anyone's benefit.
"You okay?" Brittany asked, watching my face.
"I don't know how to describe it," I said. "I keep waiting for someone to remember what I did and decide I don't belong in the room."
"Nobody here thinks that."
"You don't know that."
"I do, actually," she said, echoing something she'd said to Bianca once, in almost the same words, and I wondered how many times over the past year she'd had to say some version of that sentence to someone standing exactly where I was standing now.
She led me toward the windows on the far side of the hall, quieter there, away from the main noise of the party.
"I want to tell you something," she said. "Before the announcement happens tonight."
"What announcement?"
"The foundation's first scholarship. Fully funded, unrestricted, no strings attached to anything." She paused, choosing her next words carefully. "We named it in your mother's honor."
I stared at her, genuinely confused for a second, because my mother had died when I was young, long before any of this, long before Harrison, long before the operation, long before any of it touched my life at all.
"My mother's been gone since I was a kid," I said slowly. "She never had anything to do with any of this."
Brittany's expression softened. "Not your mother, Rosa," she said gently. "Grace. Leo's mother."
I didn't understand at first, my mind still trying to fit the pieces together, and Brittany must have seen the confusion on my face because she kept going, careful, patient.
"Your file listed you as her replacement identity. Remember? Whoever built your cover for Harrison used Grace Fuller's real name and real history as the foundation for the fake one they gave you. We thought it was time the name meant something other than what Harrison made it mean."
Something in my chest cracked open, sudden and complete.
I had carried Grace Fuller's identity for over a year without ever thinking of it as anything but a costume, a tool used against me, a name that had been weaponized to control my life and hold my brother hostage. I had never once considered what it meant that a real woman's real history had been stolen to build the cage I lived inside. A woman who had died fighting the same monster we'd all eventually helped bring down. A woman whose son had built the network map that finally caught him.
"She's Leo's mother," I said, mostly to myself.
"She is," Brittany said. "And now the scholarship carries her name into something good. Something she would have wanted, I think, if she'd ever gotten the chance to see how it all ended."
I couldn't speak for a moment. The party noise kept moving around us, oblivious, and I stood at the window with my hand pressed against my mouth, trying to hold something together that didn't want to hold. Across the room I could see Marcus laughing at something Leo had said, easy and unguarded, thirteen years old and finally allowed to simply be a kid instead of leverage in someone else's plan.
"I need a minute," I finally managed.
"Take as long as you need."
I had to leave the room entirely before I could trust myself to speak again, walking fast through a side hallway until I found somewhere quiet enough to fall apart properly, alone, the way I'd learned to fall apart during three years of pretending I was someone else, except this time the tears weren't fear. They were something I hadn't let myself feel in longer than I could remember. Gratitude, sharp and overwhelming, for a name I'd once hated finally being given back its dignity.