Chapter 108

"Lazarus, son. I can see the potential in you. Business is business."

I was in his study. I was standing in front of his study table while he was sitting in his chair and wearing reading glasses. Reading some files and reports.

what comes out of the contour of his tongue is not funny. I think he still has plans to control my future.

I have no dreams. I don't know what course I will take in college.

"Dad, why not Laki? O Kuya Law, he's the eldest. he should be the next one to run the company," my voice was full of fake respect. I tried to respect him.

I know none of my siblings are interested in running our family business.

Money could fuck our lives up.

"Laki don't take business seriously and Law wants to proceed law after graduating a four year course in college," he reasoned, pushing me more and forcing me to follow his footsteps.

"How about Kry?"

"She's too young... and stubborn," he shook his head slightly as he continued to read the reports.

"Fine."

Not even a second after I said that, he looked up at me and dropped the folders he was holding.

"I've filed all the application for you to transfer," he took another folder and placed it on the desk before pushing it closer to the end so I could see its contents. "And also, I have rented a dorm but you can use the condo if you want to. they are both close to the university you will be moving to."

"When?" I honestly asked but I didn't show it to him.

"You can pack your things now."

I do not want. Fuck. I don't want to, I don't want to transfer to another school but it's too late because I agreed without even thinking about Francesca.

The girl I love just entered my mind when I was alone in the room here in the mansion. I've been here for a week and it turns out that this is the only purpose my father has for me.

I wanted to go back to Mom's house.

Fortunately, Francesca and I had a good talk about my school transfer. It's good that he understood me.

"Bruh, look at it, it looks like grade 7, doesn't it? He's in grade 10, he's a little short in height but he's cute. I've seen him enter P.E. they, timing their swimming activity so I peeked into the pool. Ask me what I saw," I heard Kyle say who was right next to Domino. he was showing something on his cellphone. I think it's a photo. The fools immediately crowded around to see it.

We were in the cafeteria, around a table. But I didn't get involved in what they were talking about because I knew it was a girl again.

"What?"

"Fuck, her body is beautiful. you know? It's good to caress your butt and chest, suck and bite your breast-"

"You idiots. Why are you still fighting over cellphones? That's what you're talking about," Domino pointed outside the cafeteria. "You idiots are child abusers. Your trip to junior high?"

I couldn't help myself and I followed the woman who was being taught by Domino.

"Bet none of us will notice that," Harold chuckled before taking a bite of fries. "As far as I know, he doesn't like rich people like us. maybe he had only a few friends. I think it's Kiana and your brother Dome who is his new friend."

All of them were staring and gawking at the said girl. They looked like old men and the woman didn't seem to notice them. because he was busy typing on his cellphone.

"Don't expect it. Poor thing, he's still young."

"Try to chat with him, bruh. Tell him you're satisfied."

They laughed as if excited about what they were planning to do.

I noticed that they were talking about the girl before. I often force myself not to look at him but often I can't stop myself. When I started looking at him, it was hard to look away.

She's something. It's hard to hold back.

I have a girlfriend.

I want to stare at his face and body all day, but it's still wrong even if I just stare. I don't want to hurt Francesca.

But why is that? I stared at him several times, but he didn't notice me. why am i annoyed at the thought that he doesn't notice me? I also feel angry every time they talk about that girl.

I tried to hold back so much not to approach him or touch him or even talk to him. I feel the same way my friends feel about him.

I want to fucking touch her skin, nip it, suck it, bite it 'til she moans my name seconds after seconds. Lust, that was what I felt.

My eyes burn every time I see him. I don't know what the reason is or maybe it's just because of his body?

But all my restraint for Francesca seemed to disappear when I saw her trying to kiss Kuya Law. The day I went home to the mansion for an occasion, he was there too.

Fuck.

I can not accept. It's hard to accept that I almost died from holding back my feelings for that girl so that I wouldn't hurt Francesca because I was just waiting for the time when I could touch all of Francesca's body. I love him, he should be my only thought and no one else.

Then this is what happened? There was no point in trying to control myself because even the girl I loved couldn't control herself.

even though he didn't go through with kissing Kuya Law, I still can't really forgive him.

I'm not mad at my brother because Kuya Law doesn't do anything and I know he likes another girl, I just don't know who.

I hate Francesca more. she was the only girl I cared about and I didn't force her or touch her because I didn't want her to be surprised. I waited but it turned out I was just wasting my time waiting for him.

Bitch, I even cried for him and I know my brothers witnessed it.

my friends said the next day when I immediately returned to the dorm that there was only one way for me to temporarily forget everything.

Drink.

I sleep in the dorm when there are projects to do and I often go home to the condo when there is nothing much to do. The condo that Dad mentioned is the one I use most of the time.

I didn't want to drink but when I saw him come in with our drinks, it was like someone urged me to drink.

So I drink.

"What's up Laz? Do you still remember my cousin? Should I call you?" Domino laughed teasing me.

"Forget it," said Kyle and he still slapped my back. "I thought she was still a virgin that's why you don't always score?"

I didn't pay attention to them because by the time I finished the wine I felt something strange.

I felt damn aroused. My body is getting hot and I know it's not just an ordinary body heat. I'm not drunk yet, I feel like I'm high right now.

I went out without saying goodbye and they didn't seem to notice my absence. They were too busy to bother with their fun.

I got to my car and just hit the car door because I felt like my penis was disappearing inside my clothes.

"E-Excuse me, are you okay?"

I violently turned to look at that voice, just hearing his voice made me feel even worse.

My pants tightened and I was panting. Heat, I was fucking suffering from this addictive heat.

I stared at him and it was as if I was hallucinating what I was seeing. the softness of his skin looks like it's delicious to lick. Especially the part of her neck, it was so fucking sexy and irresistible. I wanted it.

I wanted it so badly.

I always sleep and dream about him. She's always visiting me every night in my shit wet dreams. that's why I often go home to the condo because I'm the only one there and no one can see me soaking the sheets when I wake up.

Just one look at his innocent face makes me want to go out, what if he touches my penis?

Oh fuck. It's hard to hold back.

"W-What-"