There was no way Alisha could be in love with him, she would prefer a man who showed quality time, and so much affection, someone who believed in love, was affectionate towards her, and wanted to raise a family with her.
He did not want a family even if he might be falling in love with her, there was no way he could have a family, and he was scared he would end up like his father.
"I'm proud of you Legend, you are not like your dad" grandpa Alexandra whispered and patted him at his back.
You didn't have to lie about loving me you know" Alisha said in their ride home after the anniversary celebration.
The driver was to drive them home and then leave for his off, other staff had gone.
The partition was up so the driver could not hear them.
"Who said anything about what I said being a lie?" Leonardo asked surprised, he was horny, he had been horny since he had kissed her, and here she was asking him why he lied about loving her, when all he wanted to do was devour her lips and make love to her.
"You don't love me, I know you only got into this contract for your inheritance, and now that you have secured your inheritance, you will serve me the divorce papers, I know so let's cut all this drama and go straight to sighing the fucking divorce papers" she was close to tears, but she could not hold on to any false hopes any longer, the earlier they ended it all, the better for them both.
Leonardo took down the partition, "Drop me off here, take her home and then you can proceed to have your two weeks off." With that, the driver responded, stopped the car.
"Where are you going to?" Alisha asked him. He looked at her, she could not read his eyes. He got out from the car and the driver drove off.
Alisha held her tears until she was alone in the mansion. She cried for a while, then she had her bath, washing off all the makeup. She wore her rose gold silk night gown and went to wait for Leonardo in the living room.
Alisha had dozed off on the couch when Leonardo staggered into the house. He was drunk and smelt of alcohol. Alisha locked the door while he went to sit on the couch.
"Good night" she said to him as she climbed up the stairs.
"Get back here, we need to talk" Alisha would have preferred to ignore him and go to sleep, but she often heard that a drunk man always spoke the truth, she was interested in hearing whatever truth he had in his mouth.
"Please sit" he said calmly and she did. He asked that she sat beside him and she did.
"Alisha, I am sorry that I hurt you, I've probably made you cry a few times, it was not intentional.
I also don't want you to leave yet, that was why even after grandpa told me I could have the inheritance, I did not want to give you the divorce papers.
I do not know if you believe me, but I love you, I really do, and I don't know when this happened but when I found this out I stopped going to look for those other women, I wanted to be a better man, I wanted to love you even if I have no idea how to go about it."
"Just stop this, stop saying all this to me Leonardo, please"
"I know you don't want to hear this, you probably have another man you are in love with"
"Yes, I do, I am in love with another man"
Leonardo got angry and threw his jacket across the room, "What makes him better than I am?" he undid the first three button of his shirt, he felt hot, probably from the alcohol or from jealousy.
"It's you Leo"
"Me?"
"Yes you, I love you Leo, I think I always have, watching you come to the bar, smiling when I mix your drink perfectly, when you kiss…"
She did not finish what she was saying when he went close to her, pull her up from the couch and crushed his lips on hers.
He kissed her, it was not slow or urgent, it was merely to the realization that they had been pushing away what they both shared.
The kiss ignited their passion, as he kissed her, she could feel herself getting wet. He made her melt into his arms.
She moaned in his mouth as he intensified the kiss, and as she moaned, his dick hardened.
"Leonardo, please stop" Alisha said when he stopped the kiss to catch his breath.
He ignored her and resumed kissing her, as he kissed her he held the back of her neck and took the other to squeeze her ass.
He pressed her into his body and she could feel his forming erection.
"Please Leo, let me go" she pleaded when he took his mouth to her neck. She was not ready to go further.
He ignored her, his grip tightened around her.
She did not want them to have sex yet until they were both sure they wanted this, but her body was not aligning with her brain. Her body wanted to share in his lust.
He pulled at his shirt and his buttons came flying.
He did not care, he undid his trouser and let them down, he was still kissing her.
He was left in his boxer and singlet, while Alisha was in her silk nightgown with nothing underneath.
He was still kissing her until they got to the edge of the stairs; he carried her in his arms and took her to his bed.
"Leonardo, we need to stop now, before we both have no control" she argued
"I lost control the moment you said you loved me" he laid her on the bed and took off his boxer.
Alisha got up from the bed and was heading towards the door.
She was going to stay in one of the guest room; he could have the room alone.
Leonardo pulled her back and placed her on the bed. He climbed over her and trapped her.
He placed his lips back on her mouth, he kissed her roughly.
She wanted this but not like this, not in his drunk state, not when she was not ready.
She slapped him, and tried to push him off her.
He held her hands to the bed at both sides, he kissed her neck, and ear lobe.
He tore off her nightgown and held her back in position.
He sucked on her breast, first the right one, then he moved to the left.
"Stop this Leo" she kept saying, but it seemed he was deaf to her pleas.
Her body was also responding to his touch, she was dripping wet.
He kissed her stomach, then took his lips to her thighs.
He kissed her there, teased her with his tongue then took his mouth to her clit.
He tasted her, she was creamy, it was the first time he would have his tongue down there, he had never don't that to any woman before, not even when he was drunk, she was his first.
He stroke her with his tongue, licking her clit lips, and sliding his tongue in and out of her.
"Leonardo please" he pleas sounded like moans in his ears, she wanted him to stop but he though she wanted him to continue what he was doing.
He took his mouth back to her lips, she bit him and he left her mouth alone.
He held her hands with one of his hand and took the other hand to her clit. She was still very wet.
Leonardo massaged her there, and then spread her legs apart to give him entrance.
He slid into her, gently, he pushed through but she was tight, too tight for him to have access.
"Please, I can't, it hurts" she cried as he tried to break her hymen
"I'll be gentle I promise"
"Just stop entirely, I don't want to do this…" before she could finish what she was trying to say he slid into her and she yelled in pain.
Tears flowed down her cheeks as he waited for her to adjust to his size, her sobs were silent as he slid in and out of her.
As much as she did not want this, her body was loving it.
Her tears dried up as he pleasured her.
He was interested in getting her satisfied, so he touched her in places she didn't even know exist.
She hit orgasm and shivered underneath him as he kept on riding her in slow and fast pace.
Her walls tightened around him, she was going to climax, he increased his pace as he watched her close her eyes and shiver underneath him.
When she calmed down, he picked up his pace and rode her until he stiffened and poured his seed into her.
Leonardo was not thinking straight, it was probably the alcohol, or pure lust, or the fact that he lost control or a blend of the three, for in one night he did things he had never done.
He had given a woman heads, he had forced a woman against her will, he had made love and put her satisfaction before his, and he had not used a condom and had poured his seed into her.
He was going to regret this when he woke up the next morning and remembered what he had done.
Alisha rolled over to a side of the bed when he was done.
She could not think probably, he had taken advantage of her, he made her feel used, and her stupid body had loved it.
Leonardo lay on the bed and enveloped her into a cuddle.
He played with her hair until he fell asleep.
Alisha moved out of his embrace after he had fallen asleep.
Her torn nightgown was on the bed, a part of it and the bedspread had bloodstains on it.
This was not how she planned to give up her virginity.
She walked to the bathroom in her sore state and soaked in a hot bath.
She cried as she washed herself, trying to get rid of him from her skin.
When she closed her eyes, she could see the look of satisfaction on his face when he had broken into her.
She was sure from the beginning that he was going to hurt her, and now he had done that, how would she every look at him again without feeling anger or even hatred towards him.
How could she stand the guts of the man who had taken away her dignity against her will.
As she dried herself up, feeling much better around her sensitive part, she looked in the mirror and saw her pale looking red eyes.
She heard women glow after sex, but she looked miserable and felt miserable.
Alisha went back to the room and brought out her box, she packed the things she owned and left behind all that Leonardo had bought her, but she took the diamond earrings along.
She folded the torn and bloodstained silk nightgown and placed it on the bed, she kept the wedding ring on it, and went down the stairs quietly with her bag.
She stared at the giant wall clock in the living room, it was 12:43am, where could she go from here at this time of the night.
What would she do after this night she would live to never forget?
She stared around, this place held nothing for her, instead it took everything away from her. She had lost it all, not when he had forced his way into her, no, she lost it when she signed the wedding contract with Leonardo.