Each and every one of them were head over heels in love with me. Either for my body, which many professed to be without equal, or my status as Alpha , or even just the good sex. Regardless they all had affections towards me and I had my way with them till I tired of them. The omega with the tantalizing tits called Joyce was the latest in a long series of conquests, soon to be disposed of.
And then came 'her'..... Carla, the most alluring girl I had ever had the misfortune to set eyes upon for she seemed determined to be the undoing of me, from the moment that primal side of me cried mate I knew, KNEW she was the only one for me, that her love and affection would be the highest reward of my existence, that to hold her would be bliss, to make love to her, sublime. It was no cliché to say that without her I couldn't exist in this world because it would feel as though my heart had been torn from my chest.
And yet when I confessed my feelings for her, she tossed it aside like so much trash, rejecting me over and over again despite my pleas for a second chance, a chance to prove myself worthy of her love, and now…..and now she'd locked herself in her room for two days ever since the day of the inauguration, refusing to see anyonez eating scarcely little of the food brought for her. I sat on the table taking a few more gulps of wine, it's effects beginning to take hold as I ruminated.
I tried coaxing her from her room to no avail, she did not wish to see me , she hated me – in her words–
"Oh it all went so horribly wrong " I said aloud as I thought about the fiasco of an inauguration.
"What was I thinking" I thought aloud, I regretted my actions terribly but there was no way to remedy them now. She was my Luna just as I wanted and I became miserable because of it .
The best thing I could do for her now with the way I saw it, was to keep my distance, to give her the space she needed .
So as to not compound her hurt I would let her be. I wouldn't try to force her into my arms anymore. She would be free of me…..my Luna only in name.
And as much as it hurt me, I knew it was the right decision to make, I took another draught of wine, welcoming the numbing sensation it offered, embracing it's calming effect . I would exercise utmost restraint to rein in my feelings for her since she had made it abundantly clear she wanted nothing to do with me.
I wouldn't trouble her any further, I had already caused her enough suffering ….I wouldn't anymore.
As I downed the last dregs of wine in the goblet, I heard the door open behind me, thinking it was housekeeper Ann , I turned around and to my surprise I saw Joyce standing by the door bathed in golden light from the torches outside the door.
"What do you want" I said gruffly as I turned away my head not wishing to see her.
After shutting the door and making sure to bolt it securely behind her, she walked over to me dressed in just her bathrobe.
"I overheard housekeeper Ann asking for more wine to be brought up for you" she said while gently taking the cup from my hands, "and I guessed you were slightly unhappy about the way things turned out between you and Carla" she said while looking directly into my eyes.
"I warned you about her I told y–" she started to say before I cut her off with, "and what business is it of yours my relationship with Carla"? Standing up I grabbed her two arms…. tightly "I warned you to never say or do anything to harm her, and the consequences if you do" I said while putting my face barely an inch from hers.
"I'm aware and all I wanted to say was that she doesn't deserve you, she doesn't even want you" she said as she gently pushed me away before walking to one of the numerous windows and parting the curtains, allowing beans of clear moonlight to permeate the hall, and then she turned towards me.
"She doesn't want you" she repeated. "And it's unlikely she ever will" she said while she untied the knot holding the sheer fabric that was her bathrobe together, before letting it fall in a pool on the stone floor at her legs.
"But I do, I want you if you'll have me"she murmured softly. Looking at her as she stood in front of the window, moonlight dancing off her skin and shimmering on her hair brought the image of some angelic creature to mind, with her breasts bare and upright as if to appeal to the heavens in behalf of a suppliant.
I walked over to her, cupping her face in my hand and stared into her deep brown eyes , "you aren't afraid are you"? I questioned as we both stared at one another "most people tremble at the sight of me yet for some reason here you stand, fearless despite knowing the results of my temper" I said wanting to know the reason she seemed to care so much despite the fact that I usually treated her appallingly. She lifted up her arms and wrapped then around my shoulders and said "you taught me well" before kissing me , gently at first , a mere caress on the lips , before getting more aggressive , more fierce, I held both her legs and hoisted her up upon my torso and she wrapped her legs around my waist , both of us kissing each other fiercely, passionately the wine loosening my inhibitions as I have myself wholly to this act of pleasure .
I snuggled her neck while she bit my ear and wrapped her hands round my head running her fingers through my hair , I lay her down on the table,a tad bit roughly and suckled her boobs, exploring every crevasse her moans following every exploration.
"I need you now" she said her breath coming in short gasps as she tugged at the belt on my breeches, "oh really"? I asked my breath more rapid than normal , my heart beating in my chest , as my hard-on threatened to rip through my trousers. Finally she freed me and took my cock in both her hands guiding me towards her in passionate haste, emitting a loud groan as I entered her , her softness never ceases to amaze me as I thrust in and out,waves of pleasure crashing over us both with each thrust.
Her fingers dug into my back , giving me brand new marks to add to the myriad already there. I groaned as she wrapped her legs around me driving me into her ever more deeply as we both emitted loud guttural noises that anyone passing the door would've clearly heard. Again I thrust moving my hips faster and faster as she cried out pleading for release. We both felt it….the tingling of our entire bodies as we climaxed in unison. I let out a loud growl and kissed her fiercely clenching her fingers in mine as we both came .
I breathed heavily, beads of sweat running down my cheeks as I stepped away from her to sit back on the chair Stark naked. She walked over to me and sat in my lap , I ran my hands through her hair, caressing it as I said " you need not worry about Carla, you're right she doesn't want me and I don't go where I'm not wanted" to which she responded with a smile and a kiss upon my lips.