Ti Avrò Stasera
"Again!" I scream as the female falls harshly on to the ground, palms facing downward and knuckles bleeding. These past few days have been taking a toll on me. The ride back and forth to Giovanni's pack and training the females till the sun hides.
She gets up swiftly, jumping on the other while wringing the neck of the female she is sparring with. Both females trying to overtake not allowing the other to breathe. There can only be one at the end.
The weaker female gives in and bangs her palm onto the ground. A sign of surrender. Her face red, swelling up as tears well in her eyes. She struggles to breathe.
"Don't allow her to hold onto you like that. Use your legs! Do not give in." I scream encouraging the weaker one to fight but she lies still in the arms of the other.
I sigh deeply holding my forehead with the tips of my fingers. "Let her go." Elriam commands as the two females break away from each other. Elriam guides the winner of this spar away to the other group as I keep the one who lost with me.
"What is your name?" I ask her.
"M-Mia, Luna." She whispers head down as she shuffles around. She is embarrassed.
"Look at me, Mia." I say gently as her eyes slowly look up to meet mine. "Do you not wish to fight?" I ask her.
"I... I j-just want to help others. I can never hurt another. I don't want to do this." She says softly.
"Do you have a mate?" I ask her as she shakes her head. "Would you like to meet him one day?" She quickly nods her head cheeks turning to a soft hue of red. "What if one day an attack breaks out and there is no one to protect you. Would you be okay with meeting the moon instead and not your mate?" I ask her as her eyes widen.
"I wouldn't w-want that." She whispers. Body shivering with fear as she bites her inner cheek.
"Exactly. Now I want you to focus that fear into your fighting. Trust me I can and will make you stronger, Mia." I say gently lifting her chin making her look at me.
"Yes, Luna. I will work harder." She replies.
"Good. Now run along. We will train again tomorrow." I say as she bows and runs to her group of friends who hug and comfort her. My body is aching and the scorching sun does not seem to make it any better.
"I think my female needs a little break, no?" Deimos asks surprising me whilst engulfing me in a hug from behind. I turn around only to find my male's bare upper torso shimmering under the blazing sun.
He lets go of me and stretches his limbs circling his neck and bouncing on his feet, relaxing his body. Grabbing the water bottle off the bench he gulps down half the content while pouring the rest on his face, hair, and body.
What a seductive look. I watch as droplets of water trail down from his wet strands of hair to his chest. "It's really hot today. I feel as if my skin is burning." He complains but I am distracted by the stares of the females present. Yes, his skin must be burning but from their thirsty gazes, not the sun.
Their eyes find his neck, then find mine. I see the confusion in their eyes as to why we are unmarked. They take it as a sign that he is a free male and rake their eyes all over his body. But the usual jealousy does not overfill me... I am sick of getting jealous just because my male wants me to remain a damn virgin until I meet the moon.
I stare at him, clenching my jaw. Anger seeping forward. He looks defenseless, perhaps I will take him raw on this bench for the viewing pleasure of all these females filled with want.
He stops wiping his body with the towel as his eyes finally meet mine. "Did I do something wrong? Your eyes seem angry." He asks wary and confused. Maybe I will tie him up to that tree and have my way with him.
"Are you done seducing all the females in this pack?" I ask him clenching my fist tightly.
"What? Seducing who? What are you even on about, mate?" He asks me confused.
"Maybe I should do the same and seduce all the males in this pack! Does that sound good to you?" I spit my question through clenched whilst quickly walking away from him.
A loud snarl seeps forth from deep within his chest as he grabs me by my wrist and turns me around to face him harshly. "I don't know what has upset you. But do not provoke me, Lumina!" He growls and I remove my hand quickly from his grasp only for him to grab it again and bring me to his chest in one pull.
I try to push him away but his hold gets stronger. Tighter. "Why did you say that? Do you think your words don't affect me? Answer me, Lumina." He says as I bang my fists on his chest, nails scratching through the material to get to his flesh.
"Let me go, Deimos." I warn trying to push his warmth away.
"You will answer me first. The words you spew in anger at me for whatever reasons, do you think they would not affect me when you throw them?" He asks me eyes staring into my soul. Calm words but filled with anger simmering under the surface. I see his wolf behind his eyes standing guard caged by Deimos.
"I do not wish to answer you." I grind my teeth and turn my face to the left away from his prodding eyes.
Grabbing my jaw harshly he makes me face him indirectly demanding my answer. I see as his eyes cloud over whilst a pitch-black shadow covers his sclera. His wolf is present. If I speak now, I do so to both. Yet his presence does not kill my anger rather adds fuel to the fire.
"I find it so funny." I scoff as Deimos frowns not removing his hold from my jaw. "You both fucked and found pleasure in so many females without a second thought yet choose to act like a couple of virgins with your moon blessed." I spit my words at them.
I didn't want to make a scene but oh well it sure is happening now. No matter what he always overpowers me. In everything including when we will mate. I hate it. It's getting frustrating. I cannot seem to keep this promise with him to wait. I am standing at the edge of it all.
The fact that I have survived this long with the mate bond's arrows striking me is a miracle. My next heat could do something severe to my body if we are not in union by then.
"If I let him loose, he will have you on your knees right here. Right now. Are you okay with that?" He asks me taking deep breaths fighting his wolf for control. My eyes widen to his response. "I was the one who decided to wait. My wolf wanted to take you the day he laid his eyes upon you."
I see my male loose the battle of control with his wolf. My king surges forward to calm the insecurities of his female. Grabbing my waist he pushes me onto a tree encaging me in his hold. My eyes widen as I look up at him. I know what he's going to do. "No! I don't want to." I start pushing his body once more. He grabs my wrist and places it next to my face upon the tree. "Sto-."
He grasps my jaw in his hand and lifts my head to capture my lips in a harsh kiss. I struggle in his hold but he keeps me caged. Thrusting his hot tongue into the warmth of my mouth, he makes love to mine. His teeth bite and pull on my lower lip. The force of his passion catches me off guard.
My fight seems to resolve as soon as I look into his eyes and see the presence of both. The passion doubles as they both have their own way with me. They devourer my lips, claiming it as theirs.
My hands stop hitting him and lay there still upon his chest feeling the rapid beats of his heart. My eyes flutter close and I feel the aura around us bursting to life.
Holding my waist he brings me closer as our cores touch igniting fireworks in the pit of my stomach. His fingers move my hair away baring the flesh of my neck while his lips gnaw and suck on the tender skin open for him.
I fist his shirt tightly in the palm of my hand shifting my head with a soft whine allowing him more access. His hands go down to the globes of my ass and he squeezes and plays with them thrusting his hips into mine harshly. The back of my head bangs upon the tree with his thrusts and a deep moan escapes my lips.
"I am not seducing the females, Lumina. I am seducing you." He grunts into my neck and I whimper clutching onto his hair. My hips move back and forth meeting halfway with his. His tight hold on me softens allowing me some space.
The sound of a wolf clearing their throat stops us and I finally push Deimos away gathering the last of my strength with full force and while he stumbles back, I quickly fix my clothes and hair.
I blush which makes Alpha Giovanni blush further. We both cannot meet each other's eyes but Deimos stares at him calmly having no response to our witness.
"I-I am sorry to disturb you, but I would like to speak to you both about something. Please meet me in my office." Giovanni says it quickly staring at the ground and runs away as soon as he finishes not sparing us another glance.
"Goddess I feel bad for him." I whisper thinking how embarrassing this was. Wolves are often free with an open display of affection but I am not used to it and by the looks of it so is Giovanni.
"He will get used to it when he finds his female." Deimos replies. My eyes widen to all the females huddled together watching Deimos and I. Some older females are covering the eyes of the blushing juveniles and unmated ones.
"Oh, goddess." I say my blush deepening. We put on quite the show.
I flinch when Deimos bends down and whispers in my ear, "Well at least now they all know whom I belong to." He finishes with a bite to my right cheek. I don't look back at the staring females as my cheeks burn into flames.
I follow Deimos back to the packhouse and into Giovanni's office. Gia is on the fur mat gnawing on a plush toy. I slowly kneel on the floor and crawl toward her ready to pounce. She senses me and turns around swiftly making me stop half way.
My eyes widen with surprise. Pups don't have proper senses at this age but it seems like Gianna is a special case. Giggling she shakes her plush toy back and forth, her small hands trying to wave at me.
I chuckle sitting on the floor and she crawls and snuggles next to me. My hands slide through her soft black hair as she whines and shifts up to my lap. "Warm?" I ask her softly. I feel the hot gaze of Deimos on my back yet I pay him no heed.
Giovanni clears his throat as I look up at him. "Alpha Deimos and Luna Lumina, my pack wishes to hold a formal get together tonight as a welcome, and a thank you for you both." He says as I smile softly.
"There is no need for that. If they want to thank us tell them to train harder and pract-" Deimos says as I cut him off.
"That sounds wonderful. It will be our pleasure to attend won't it, Deimos?" I ask him my eyes on the little pup in my lap playing with the buttons on my shirt.
Deimos clears his throat and nods eyes on the floor. Giovanni looks back and forth from Deimos to me eyes wide while I choose to inform him about something. "The females are doing well. There are a few who do not wish to be trained like Mia. But I will train them differently. Remember this Giovanni, your females will be the ones to protect this pack." I say.
Giovanni bows and whispers, "Thank you, Luna." His voice soft and eyes grateful.
"The males are doing good as well. Ragon informed me that your warriors are growing more ruthless and tougher. Every wolf seems to be doing good except for you Giovanni." Deimos says voice cold and stern yet I know he only means the best.
Giovanni clenches his jaw and looks down on the floor while his hands shake. "I apologize." He whispers.
"I don't want your apology. I want you to tell me you can and will work harder. I am being as patient as I can with you. You are to be an Alpha and I will not be patient anymore with you. Do you understand me?" Deimos asks.
Giovanni nods and responds with, "Yes, I understand."
And so time flies. Deimos reprimanding and teaching Giovanni while I sit on the floor playing with Gia making sure she's taken care of. Halfway through the lesson, Gia begins to fuss and bawls taking Giovanni's attention. He looks at his watch frowning and looks back at Gia apologetically. "It's time to feed her, I am late. Mi dispiace, Gia."
"All right, then the class is over. Tomorrow we will have physical training. Be on time." Deimos says removing his glasses as Giovanni nods.
"We will see you both at the get together." He says taking Gia from my arms and walking out the door.
"Formal he said. I did not bring a suit. This is unnecessary." Deimos says running his hands through his hair frustrated.
"I am pretty sure that can be handled. Inform Ragon, he will fix up something for you." I tell him as he sighs deeply picking up his phone from the side table immediately calling Ragon.
"Get me a suit. Color? Any damn color is fine! What? For fuck's sake, I don't care." Deimos reasons with the excited Ragon.
Moving closer to where he is seated I bang my palm next to his head upon the sofa getting Deimos's attention as he looks up at me surprised. Bending down to his level I whisper into his ear, "I will wear red for you." I finish, my teeth sinking into my lower lip.
His adam apple bobs as he gulps. I hear Ragon calling out to Deimos through the phone but I have his entire attention. He fists his hand clenching it tightly as his eyes scan my body from head to toe probably imagining his favorite color on me again.
"Lumina." He whispers. His voice strained while his shaking hand moves to touch my flesh. I swiftly evade his touch surprising him.
"I will see you tonight, my male." I say with a smirk whilst flipping my hair walking out the door.
"Lumina!" I hear my male call out; his voice filled with need before the door shuts with a loud bang.
I spend the rest of the evening with Elriam keeping tabs on the improvement of the performance of the females. There are special cases like Mia who are too naïve. These kinds of females are the ones who have been sheltered and protected throughout their lives for them to know the truth about the world. They shall never know the true meaning of pain until they experience it.
Standing next to Elriam I sigh deeply looking at the blood-red dress laid out neatly on the white chair in front of me. "Yes?" She asks me
"No." I reply.
"Yes!" She encourages
"Definitely no." I stop her my tone stern.
"He will like it." She whispers with a teasing smile eyeing my reaction from the side. My eyes scan over the dress once more. Yes, it is revealing for my taste possessing lace, side straps, and breast pads but it will make my male lose control which is exactly what I want.
"Accepted." I reply with a nod as she smiles. "And may I ask what you are wearing?" I ask her while removing my dirty clothes getting in the shower.
"A black suit." It is the last I hear after the sound of water takes over my senses.
Time seems to run with me trying to stay calm and composed as Elriam dresses me up like a doll. She is pretty good at it even though she has no prior experience so I let her have her fun with me. We finish up on time and head towards the ballroom.
The place is already energetic, filled with laughter and music. Pups running around with their mothers chasing them. The juveniles are in the corner chatting among themselves while the males are by the pool tables dressed in suits with a drink in hand.
"I hope this suits your taste. It's an honor to be your host." Giovanni says taking my attention. I stare at him for a while as he starts to shuffle around uncomfortably with the weight of my gaze.
"You don't have to be formal when it's just us. And I love it. Thank you." I reply as he blushes softly and leaves with a bow. I begin to walk and look around at the wolves gathered but stop mid-step.
My body senses it before my eyes do. The rush of heat envelopes me as electricity floods into my nerves and a tingle shakes my spine. I meet it head-on, the heated gaze of my male. My eyes find him across the room and look deep into his as he stands in a suit that matches the color of his eyes.
His palms clenched, knuckles submerging into the side rail of the pool table. He watches as a predator would to its prey. Licking his lips his deep eyes scan me from the tips of my hair to my bare legs clad in high heels. The dress worked its spell on him.
I do not make a move. The tension between us gives birth to electrifying sparks. A storm brews beneath those eyes. I gasp when I finally understand the look he gives me. It's not one of need nor want. It's of hunger along with a hint of a promise. My male has been starved. He is hungry and he will eat.
A soft whimper leaves my lips as I clench my thighs to hide my dripping core. My wetness pools through my soaking panties. His eyes notice the movement. His lips curve up illuminating his fangs. He wants a taste. I have satisfied him. He likes what his eyes have captured.
My body begins to shiver and legs shake with the weight of his hunger he instills upon me. I cannot handle it. He has been waiting for me to arrive, I can sense it. He takes a sip of whiskey never taking his eyes off me while his tongue circles the rim of the cup.
My teeth sink into my lower lip, my mouth salivating. I too am starved and wish to eat. I wish to eat what he would give me from his body. I want it to roll down my chin on all over my chest. And finally, he would feed it to my weeping core.
The room grows hotter and I begin to sweat. My thighs tightly clenched, my core waiting for his fingers. I wait for him to come to me. And so he does. Placing the now empty glass on the table he strides towards me. Steps soft but eyes fierce.
The wolves blocking his way to me whimper and bow moving away from the weight of his pheromones that strikes through to get to me. I push my back further into the wall nails digging into the lace of my dress. He stops a few inches from me.
"Come." His voice calls out to me urging me to fill the little space he put between us. One word filled with dominance and I tremble.
With shaking legs I fill the space like a pup who is just learning to walk. Reaching him, scorching heat leaks out in waves burning my body. I do not say a word. Holding my jaw he raises my face in one pull to look at him.
"Your small tease this afternoon pushed me off the edge I was barely standing on." He says, voice deep and husky.
"What?" It is all my mouth can utter.
His finger slides down my cheek while his thumb slides across my lips slowly. "I am at my limit, Lumina." He whispers.
His fingers slide down to wrap around my neck. Clutching it in a harsh grasp. I moan with need pushing my hips against his. I feel his hard cock straining in his pants. He grunts when our hips meet, his eyes watching the movement of our bodies.
Grasping my neck tighter he brings my face closer to his. Looking into my eyes whilst licking his lips, my male groans with a burning need,
"Ti avrò stasera."
(I will have you tonight.)