His Song
WARNING :- This chapter contains heavy sexual content not suitable for young readers.
Change. Change is inevitable. It possesses a deep power. The power to bring forth a new beginning or the power to destroy everything. When a person changes every single individual in that person's life is affected.
The little changes that Deimos is going through affect me as his mate and his wolves as his pack. Ragon says it's because of me however I think I merely showed him the path and he was the one who took the first step. No matter what Deimos chose to take the first step. He accepted he needed to change and that's what is important.
My eyes snap open to the loud beeping of the alarm as I groan and shut it off. Slowly getting up leaning upon the bed's headrest I look towards my window. Daylight isn't born yet and the sky still holds darkness. Thinking about what the day holds makes my heart squeeze. I am nervous. Deimos requested to have breakfast alone with me today.
I kept my alarm early as I thought an early run would calm me both emotionally and physically for the day. I need to relax my nerves. Heading towards the bathroom I wash my face and look up towards the mirror. Is it what I think it is? Did Deimos ask me out on a first date? If yes, what should I wear? Formal or informal? I mean it's just breakfast there is no need to dress well, yes?
Sighing loudly, I stop myself. I don't want to get myself excited. The more expectations you have the more disappointments it brings forth. Putting on my work out clothes I tiptoe towards the castles' entrance not wanting to wake up the sleeping wolves.
Striding towards the running path I softly stretch my limbs doing a small warm-up before I set out in a jog. The weather is quite wonderful today. The breeze is soft as it caresses my skin and it's extremely quiet at this time of the day. Not an eerie quietness but a peaceful one. The birds are asleep making it so that the only sound you hear is the soft rustle of the trees.
As I enjoy the peaceful feeling and the scenery my jog turns into a sprint and I swift through the trees my wolf howling with pleasure of us being one with nature. I run until the sun rises and the birds begin their morning lullaby. The sunlight gives way to more paths and turns that were hidden before by darkness and I take it.
I feel a sudden soft tap on my shoulder from behind and I act quickly. I turn around and pounce on my attacker banging the wolf on the forest floor sitting upon him I snarl baring my teeth gripping his neck tightly my chest heaving. Who dare touches an Alpha?
"I surrender." Deimos says holding his palms up towards my face as I see a hint of amusement on his face. I slowly retract my hands away from his neck and shift backward.
"Deimos." I whisper.
"Mate." He replies.
"Deimos?" I say again but questioningly.
"Mate?" He copies my tone.
"Why are you here? Why are you even awake?" I ask him.
"I could ask you the same thing." He says with a soft tilt to his head.
"I came for an early jog. Needed to clear my head." I answer swiftly as he nods.
"Same here. But it's not my head. Something else was bothering me all night." Deimos says as his voice turns husky.
"Something else? What was it? Are you alright?" I ask him worried scanning my eyes over his body as he stares at me quietly. Holding my elbow in his large hand, he tugs me towards him chest to chest, face to face as I gasp my heartbeat increasing its pace. He looks deep into my eyes as his lips tilt up softly.
"I would love to tell you but I think the position we are in right now...." Deimos looks at our current position. Him lying upon the soft grass with me sitting on top of him. "Would cause some heated.... problems." He whispers as my cheeks burn.
I get up quickly and move a few steps back as he gets up dusting his sweatpants. "I apologize I didn't notice." I say softly as he looks down at me.
"It's alright. I quite enjoyed it." He says his tone serious as I look away. He's straightforward these days. He doesn't hold back anything and says exactly how he feels. It's a new thing for me so it often surprises me.
"Are you not hungry mate? The sun is up." Deimos asks as he shields his eyes from the sun looking up at the sky. I don't reply as my eyes are busy watching the drops of sweat sliding down his neck and the bulge of his arms to his every movement while my mouth is busy salivating with the thought of tasting him. I want to lick every inch of his body. How would he react if I touched his...?
"Mate?" Deimos calls out to me.
"Y-Yes sorry. I am hungry." I say clearing my throat looking away. Should I have said thirsty? Very thirsty. We haven't touched in so long that a simple heated glance made my core wet begging for release. I don't know how much longer I could hold back.
"Then let's head back and do what we planned." Deimos says softly as I nod following him to the castle. As soon as we reach the castle, we both rush into our rooms. I take a quick shower and dress up. My nerves tangle with each other as I feel butterflies in the pit of my stomach.
I hear the sound of a paper sliding across the floor and I turn around looking directly at the paper by the door. I slowly walk towards it and pick it up. Scanning through the words written in black ink I smile.
"Come to the terrace, mate."
I fold the paper, keeping it up on my desk. I don't want to throw it. It's his very first written letter to me. His very first invitation and perhaps the first of many to come. I want to look at this letter one day and smile fondly about these memories.
Leaving my room, I head towards the staircase and for the first time, I climb it. I have never been to many parts of the castle and this area is one of them. It was prohibited. My hands begin to shake and get clammy as my eyes find the terrace door and I rub them harshly against my dress.
Opening the door softly my eyes widen at the sight. It was.... beautiful. I could see all of Deimos's land from up here but that is not what I am describing. What's beautiful is the sight of Deimos standing with his head lifted into the air, eyes closed and a soft smile on his lips. For the first time, I see Deimos looking peaceful.
I clear my throat softly as his eyes open and look straight towards me while his smile remains. "Mate." He greets me as I nod in return having a smile of my own to give him. A shy smile. He walks towards me and gives me his hand to take. I put my palm softly into his warmth as he guides me to the other side of the terrace.
I look around amazed at the setup. The table is quite big and the food is kept in large amounts enough to feed a family. Flowers are surrounding the table filling the place with a wonderful scent.
"Why aren't you saying anything? Do you not like it? I didn't know how to do all this so I researched. I thought you might like it. If you, don't I can-." Deimos speaks quickly his eyes moving back and forth from the table to me.
I cut him off squeezing his hand softly. "I love it. Thank you, Deimos." I smile as he takes a deep breath. I sit down on one of the chairs as Deimos sits opposite me. No one would serve us; we would do it all. No distractions. Just us. Him and me.
I look up at the sky as the cold breeze takes my attention. The puffed-up grey clouds bloated with rain join together as one. "It will rain tonight." I say and Deimos nods serving me some food.
"Do you not like rain?" He asks me as he cuts the fruits and I shake my head.
"I love it. It's my favorite weather." I say and he nods.
"Mine as well. At least we have something in common." Deimos whispers and I smile.
"What is your favorite color?" I ask him.
"Red. Remember I made you wear a red dress to the ball." He replies as I look at him curiously. "What's yours?" He asks.
"I didn't have one until recently." I tell him as he tilts his head softly munching on his food.
"Really? Interesting." He says softly. "So, what is it now?" He questions.
"Green. Not any green. I like the green of your eyes in particular." I reply confidently trying to hide my burning cheeks. Deimos stops munching as he stares at me as if digging into my soul.
Deimos clears his throat and I chew on my lower lip playing with my food. That took all of my courage to say. I didn't want to embarrass myself. I watch the shake of his left hand as he clenches it and puts it upon his thigh fisting it tightly. I know the reason behind his action. He does this whenever he controls himself.
Deimos controls himself only for a few reasons and mainly holding himself back from doing something to me.
"W-What do you like to eat?" I question him trying to erase the tension building between us. If I let the tension envelop us further, we would lose ourselves to the need. Deimos takes a deep breath and replies. "Meat." His voice is husky and low as I clench my thighs tightly together.
And so, we spend the rest of the day getting to know each other. Things of the surface, things you tell wolves when you first meet them. It was indeed like a..... first date. It seemed like a new beginning, a fresh start. We asked each other small things and satisfied our uncertainties.
As the sun sets and the moon and stars came out to play Elriam came to discuss my day. She was happy and excited for me. It was a huge thing that Deimos himself took the initiative and invited me for breakfast.
"So, was it good, Alpha?" Elriam questions me her arms folded tightly beneath her breasts as she watches me with her curious black orbs.
"Yes. It was just like the first time you and I met." I smile fondly at the memories flooding my mind. "Do you remember Elriam? The number of questions we asked each other?" I turn around as she responds with a chuckle.
"Of course, I do. Nothing will ever replace that memory, it's my treasure I will forever hold in my heart." She whispers.
"We have come a long way haven't we, Elriam?" I ask her softly as I look up at the sky.
"Yes, Alpha. Indeed, we have but there is still a long way for you." She says as I frown and look at her.
"What more?" I ask her curiously as she closes her eyes.
"My wish is to see you happy and one day I wish to hold your pups." Elriam smiles and bows deeply as my lips quiver. This female has always supported me from within the dark hiding. She never once asked anything in return always by my side.
"And I wish for the same." I say as I put my forehead upon hers. She's was and will always be my strength.
After our conversation ended, I take a walk away from the castle to relax. As I drift away with my thoughts as my heart is swollen with happiness and peace the sky thunders and the clouds stretch their bellies and push out all the rain they've been holding in all day. The rain pours down heavily beating down on the earth as I run towards the closest shelter I find.
I open the door and push myself in. Closing the door, I turn around and my mouth opens wide as my eyes take in the surrounding. I seem to be in some sort of a greenhouse. I have never seen this before; I didn't even know of this.
The greenhouse is beautiful with high ceilings and large French glass windows. The place possesses so much of nature the scent is cold and fresh as I take huge breaths filling my lungs. I stride deeper along the pebble steps into the greenhouse touching every flower along the way astonished with the different colors and types.
I walk blindly along the path until I find another door. Upon reaching closer the sound of music drifts through my ears. Someone is playing the piano. It is a slow melody that makes my heart pick up its pace. I press my ears upon the door and listen closely. Who could it be? Is it a wolf from the pack?
The melody takes turns. Sometimes painful portraying deep sorrow and sometimes joyous. I always loved music since I was a pup especially the piano. It was the only thing that had the power to make me feel something as I could feel no emotions till a certain age.
My curiosity wins as I slowly open the door softly to have a peek and I come face to face with Deimos who startles me. I gasp and take a few steps back.
"I was going to punish the wolf who dared to disturb me." Deimos says dressed in a loose white open shirt and black pants as a deep blush covers my cheeks like a heated blanket.
"I-I apologize. I didn't know, I just.... took shelter from the rain and one thing led to another. I heard music. It was so different so... I don't know how to put this. You see as a pup I... Do you play the piano Deimos?" I am so flustered that my thoughts jumbles in my mind and I don't even know what I am saying.
Deimos stares at me confused for a few seconds. "I do not know what you just said but to answer your last question, yes I do." He says and I nod in reply.
As silence enveloped us, I fidget with my hands and wet hair not knowing what to say. I don't look at Deimos and look everywhere around him. "Would you like to come in?" He asks me after a while opening the door further as my eyes snap to him and I nod softly.
Deimos sits on the duet bench in front of the piano and pats his hand next to him looking at me indirectly telling me to sit. I nod and shuffle towards the bench. Sitting next to him I feel him watching me.
"Comfortable?" Deimos asks once I settle down.
"Yes. Thank you." I reply.
"Do you like the piano?" He asks me gently.
"Yes, I love it but I don't know how to play. I like to hear wolves play more." I say as he understands. I would love to hear him play again.
"Do you want to see me play?" He asks as my eyes widen and look up at him.
"Yes, please." I say quickly without hesitation. It's as if he read my mind. Deimos nods warming up his fingers. Lifting his fingers, he softly places them on the keys. He begins a soft melody as I watch his face relax and his eyes follow his fingers. I remove my jacket as the wetness of it made me uncomfortable. I want to be free and enjoy this moment.
I don't know how long he played for as my eyes closed and I lie my head upon the piano listening to the song of his fingers. All of a sudden, he slaps his fingers upon the piano keys harshly as they give a loud sound waking me up from my little bubble.
"What's wrong?" I ask him as his chest heaves up and down. I touch his bicep softly as he growls and I flinch. "Deimos?" I ask him softly shuffling closer to him genuinely worried.
"Don't come closer!" He says as his voice booms across the greenhouse. He breathes heavily as if panting. Like a female in heat. "Did you do this on purpose? Did you come here to seduce me?" Deimos asks as his voice drops low to a deep level.
"What are you talking about Deimos?" I ask him confused.
"Look at your goddamn shirt, mate!" He says as I frown and look down at my shirt. My eyes widen and my hands move quickly to cover my breasts. I had removed my jacket before as it was drenched but I didn't know my inner wear was drenched as well giving the perfect view.
Goddess I am embarrassed! I didn't even know! With flushing cheeks, I immediately get up and rush towards the door. I need to leave or he might get the wrong idea though we are mates. I manage to take a few steps forward until I am pulled by my hand backwards and I land on Deimos's lap.
I gasp and I look into his eyes, his wolf present as they watch me head to chest. Deimos lifts me up and swiftly positions me so that I am straddling him. My body shakes as my heart skips its beats. My nipples harden as he watches their reaction to him with pleasure. It has been so long since we touched that our bodies are on fire.
Deimos lifts his index finger and traces it across my lower lip and slides down my neck to my nipple. He swipes his thumb across as I moan softly. He licks his lips as I bite mine. Holding my ass in his large hands he pulls me further into him that my breasts are pressed against his chest.
I burn with need and I pull Deimos's face towards mine and smash my lips upon his. He growls deeply from within his chest as he pushes my back upon the piano and thrusts his tongue into mine. Our tongues tangle and I moan with pleasure as his hands clutch my hair tightly.
His tongue makes its path from my neck to my swollen breasts. He sucks on my nipple biting it as he fondles my other breast. I throw my head back and moan pushing my breasts deeper into his mouth.
"Deimos." I gasp my mouth open as he thrusts his hand into my panties. He rubs my clit slowly looking deep into my eyes as I moan into the heat of his mouth. He bites my lower lip softly, sucks and pulls it while I circle my core on his thigh wanting more.
I quickly open the button of his pants and hold his throbbing cock in my palms. Deimos puts his forehead on my shoulder and groans deeply. I rub him as he bites into the side of my neck. He startles me as he lifts me removing my pants and panties as I remove his. We rush in our actions like juvenile pups experimenting for the first time.
Holding my hips, he turns me around and pushes my front upon the piano in one fluid motion. My breasts press against the cold piano. There was no gentleness only a burning need. I feel the heat of his erection near my core and I shiver.
"I will not have you tonight for the day I shall take you will be the day I mark you as my female. But tonight, I shall taste you another way." Deimos whispers in my ears panting.
"What? I don't understa-" I moan loudly as Deimos thrusts his cock between my thighs. He holds my hips tightly as his claws puncture softly into my skin. He thrusts deep and with every strong thrust the sound of our bodies smacking against the other bounces of the walls.
My breasts sway back and forth and I push my ass further back into him. He roars as his thrusts grow faster and harsher. He fingers my core to the pace of his thrusts as I feel the warmth pooling at the pit of my stomach and I hold his right hand tightly.
Our bodies move in a synchronized rhythm while my mind focusses on nothing but the pleasure of this touch and thrusts. I sweat as my hair sticks to my neck which is marked with deep bites from Deimos.
He growls loudly increasing his pace and with one last deep thrust, he pours his seed across my inner thighs holding my body tightly to him while I come undone on his fingers. We both pant as he slowly removes himself off me softly guiding me into his arms. We lie on the floor with my head snuggled deep into his neck.
We both don't speak as we bask in the warmth of each other. He pulls me closer to his chest and I close my eyes softly listening to the beat of his heart.
As the sky wept and the moon hid, Deimos played his song where I was the instrument and he was the artist.