Chapter 119 119

Chapter 119 119
Leah

As we kiss and discard more clothes between us, I continue to grow more and more nervous. Compared to the girls Tristian had already been with, where did I stand in his eyes? That hot and heavy look on his face answers my question but I still am very shy.

"Don't try and cover yourself," Tristian says making me blush. I didn't even realize I was doing such a thing. "You're beautiful, Leah. Never hide yourself from me." He kisses me again while his hands explore all over me.

I giggle as I'm rather ticklish and smile shyly. "I-I'm not so sure about that but... thank you for the compliment," I murmur and kiss him back. I take this time to explore him as well.

I feel his deep scars but I also feel his hard, rippling muscles. Being underneath him like this makes me realize how small I am... and how big something else will be. My face turns bright red at the thought.

"What's wrong?" Tristian tilts his head before grinning. "Ohh... you're having naughty thoughts now aren't you?" He kisses me as he undoes the back of my bra. "It's written all over your face. How cute." He kisses down my neck and heat rushes over me.

With every kiss down my body, the heat continues to build making me feel strange and tingly. "A-and you aren't?" I shoot back making him chuckle. I gasp out as he kisses in between my breasts and I clench the bed sheets tightly.

"Why of course. To say I've had plenty of naughty and lewd dreams about you is... an understatement." Tristian grins sheepishly. "The real thing is much better." His hot breath hits my left breast. "You're perfect in every way." 

I then gasp and cover my mouth when he starts to sck on my nipple. These new feelings make my toes curl and I moan out softly blushing even more. Is that... really me making these sounds?

Tristian grins more and gives the same treatment to the next before kissing down my stomach. I whimper when he kisses me between my legs over my underwear. "You're already so wet, love." He kisses my inner thigh as he looks down on me. "But don't worry... I'll thoroughly make sure you're all ready for me."

I gasp when Tristian teases my underwear off and I go to cover myself but he just takes my hands gently. As he kisses them and looks at me with calm, seductive eyes, I calm down as well... until he starts to kiss and lick my core eagerly.

I arch my back and moan out loud as Tristian seemingly tries to eat me alive. I've never even played with myself before so everything was new for me. I wished to experience everything with my mate... and here I am withering underneath him with pleasure.

"A-ahh... w-wait..." I put my hand on top of his head moaning as it seems to make his tongue just go deeper into me. "T-that's not clean... wait..." I whimper making him pull back his lips and tongue wet from me.

"You're not dirty at all, Leah. Never say that." Tristian says firmly. "You're quite delicious indeed..." I'm going to turn into a lobster at this point with how red I must be! He smirks and kisses my thigh again. "I believe you're quite ready... I just wanted you to squirt into my mouth is all." He winks

I scowl and huff. "You have no shame at all." Tristian laughs making me smile slightly. I haven't seen him this happy in a long time so the fact I'm the reason makes me feel powerful. "You have plenty of time to try that... not now... not when I want you to be mine now."

Tristian's eyes flash and he nods. "Be careful what you wish for." He pulls back and takes off his pants. I gasp as his member bursts out tall and proud. "I'm this close to losing all control and I don't wish to hurt you."

That's what's going inside of me? Instead of fear, my core aches with dull pleasure and I feel more wetness come out making me whimper. I do want him... more than anything, I want to be his. "Please Tristian... gently please..."

His hazel eyes soften and Tristian nods. He kisses me again as he hovers over me and guides himself over my core. "I won't stop until you feel nothing but pleasure from me." He whispers and with a swift motion, he fills me up.

I cry out and dig my nails into his back. He's too big stretching me out to the max but he doesn't move yet. He only kisses my cheek and whispers sweet nothings into my ear to calm me down. Why do people like doing this again? Are they crazy? 

Eventually, the pain dulls to a tolerable ache and I open my eyes to see Tristian's concerned ones. My heart melts and I take a deep, shaky breath. No turning back now with a popped cherry and all. "I-I'm ok," I murmur and kiss his cheek. "Slowly... please..." I move my hips shivering slightly. 

Tristian watches me closely before nodding. He pulls back leaving his tip inside of me before thrusting back in. Jolts run down my back making me gasp and whimper. It still aches but also feels good too. 

The conflicting feeling isn't that scary and it doesn't take long for me to start to moan and get frustrated. I want more of something but what? "More..." I moan out loud and gasp when Tristian growls and quickens the pace.

Tristian is devouring me once again making a mess of me as he goes. My question has been answered! This is why people do this and it's amazing. The closeness of my mate, his grunts and groans of pleasure, and the jolts going up and down my spine make everything worth it. 

Pressure builds up in my stomach making me whimper and moan loudly my legs wrapping around his waist. Deeper... I want every inch of him inside of me. "Don't stop... please..." I cry out and dig my nails in hard enough to draw blood.

Tristian grunts and chuckles. "Leah... so polite..." he kisses me deeply and groans. "I'm close..." I know what he means yet hold onto him tightly. It's a safe time which is good because I want everything he can give me right now.

The pressure builds until I can't take it anymore. "A-ahh~! T-Tristian!" I squirm trying to figure out what's happening to me as my vision turns white. I bite down hard onto his shoulder making Tristian growl and do the same.

At first, it hurts worse than losing my virginity but then it blinds me with pleasure. I moan and sink into the bed feeling something hot and warm fill my belly. Exhaustion runs through me as I close my eyes and fall into the darkness.



When I open my eyes again, I see sunlight hitting the wall. I'm about to sit up but moan softly feeling full still. "Leah?" I hear a sleepy voice say and look up. 

Tristian is holding me close looking down at me with a worried yet satisfied grin. He's still deep inside of me and even if I'm sore, it feels nice. "... Good morning, my handsome mate," I say sleepily. In my head I sense Eden wagging her tail happily.

Tristian chuckles and rubs my cheek. "Good morning to you too." He kisses my forehead. "Are you ok? I hope I didn't lose control too hard last night. Silas kept wanting to take over... but he has plenty of time to mate with Eden. Last night was our time..." 

I smile tiredly and nod. "I'm ok... it was just... wow..." I lean into him. "I never knew making love would feel so good." I look up seeing Tristian blush. "What? It seems more fitting than any other vulgar words I think. Unless you disagree?"

Tristian shakes his head. "No... that's perfect." He kisses me deeply and runs his finger over my shoulder. A jolt of pleasure runs through me making me gasp. He must have touched the mark he gave me last night. "Everything about you is perfect, Leah. I'm so lucky... to have you as my mate." 

I tilt my head and smile. "I feel the same way." I nuzzle myself into his chest and sigh not wanting to move. This is our moment. Work can come later. "... I love you, Tristian." I finally say those words.

Tristian doesn't say anything for a while making me anxious. Does he not feel the same way? Am I just another means to an end? Before I can overthink it, Tristian holds me close and kisses the top of my head. "I love you too, Leah. As my first and last love... I promise to cherish you forever."

I blush and close my eyes. I hear my heart pounding loudly and wonder if he can feel it against his chest. Never once did I think my first friend would turn out to be my mate in the end. Even after he hurt and forgot about me... here he was pledging his heart to me. That alone brings a smile to my face.

As I thank the Moon Goddess, I enjoy this moment together with my mate. I couldn't be any happier than I am right now.