Chapter 199

"He can." I responded and then he returned to devouring my mouth. His hands moved up the fabric until he pulled away enough to take off my coat and blouse. I hadn't come in a bra. I took it off when I needed courage. Not that it made sense now, but it made me feel more confident when I needed it. Not that my boobs were big by any means, but they were enough. And at the moment I felt grateful that I wasn't wearing a bra, because it didn't take long for Joseph to kiss me again and slide his hands down my body to the pants I was wearing.

“Sophia, are you really okay?” I nodded and pulled his face back to mine, biting his lip and feeling my insides vibrate with desire.

He quickly unbuttoned my pants and lowered the zipper before pulling the waistband. Was fast. One minute we were kissing, the next we were naked, skin to skin and exchanging a heat so intense that it made every strand of hair stand on end. And my parents were right. Things happened without us even realizing it. A bestial and animalistic instinct that would scare me if I were seeing everything from the outside.

Joseph's lips trailed down my neck and his teeth slid down my shoulder until they met my breasts. Every touch and sensation was a hundred times greater.

“You smell amazing.” He whispered as he trailed his lips down my belly.

"You too." I sighed and smoothed his hair again as I saw him getting lower and lower. I swallowed hard. And for all that was sacred, every cell in my body went out of orbit when I felt his lips in that place I never imagined anyone touching, much less licking. But Joseph had a mouth that left me unable to think straight.

My eyes closed and I grabbed his hair when I felt him grunt as his tongue was...

“Joseph, I think I…” Apparently I couldn’t finish the sentences.

“Sophia, you have perfect taste.” He squeezed my thighs and my fingers tangled in the blond strands of his hair just so I had something to touch him. The noises I made didn't seem like mine and the sensations that rose through my body didn't seem like that.

When I reached the peak of my life, Joseph squeezed my thighs even tighter as I trembled and growled softly before standing up licking his own lips. And I had never seen eyes like those. His skin glistened with sweat and when he leaned over me and reached under the pillow pulling out a small package, I realized what we were about to do. It was real.

His breathing was irregular and seemed to be trying to compensate for the heat from his body when he ripped off his pants and opened the package with his teeth.

Joseph brought his face closer to mine again and whispered a word of comfort before kissing me and running his lips over my cheek. He was putting on the condom and positioning himself between my legs when he looked at me. Probably looking for some fear or apprehension before continuing, but Joseph had me calm, excited and completely prepared in a matter of minutes. His smell, taste and touch were the perfect stimulants for me at that moment, so I rested my arms around his neck and felt him rub his member between my legs.

I took a deep breath and pulled his lips to mine. His tongue slid back onto mine and he moaned when I bit his bottom lip. He moved down my vulva and pressed my entrance. Until I choked on the burn when he slid a little inside me. I squeezed his shoulder and Joseph stopped looking at me.

“I think it will be better if you go at once.” I said and he took a deep breath, touching his forehead to mine.

"He is sure?" I swallowed hard with my heart racing and nodded.” You need to relax.

"I know." I also took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

That's when he kissed the tip of my nose and entered at once. I bit my lip with the infernal sting I felt.

“I’m sorry…” He buried his face in my neck.” He is well?"

"I am. Just wait a few seconds.” He nodded, leaving hot kisses on my skin and sliding his tongue up to my ear for what felt like more than seconds, I believe. Wonderful seconds.

The pain didn't improve as much as I thought it would, but my body was on fire when I asked him to move again. Joseph looked at me before he did. And then he went out a little and slowly went back in. The initial discomfort became less and less as I felt the friction of our bodies leaving even more heat as he moved.

My core melted and moans escaped my mouth as Joseph sank into me with more and more certainty. His blonde hair obscured his eyes a little when he looked down at our bodies.

I never imagined that I would be having sex with the boy who looked at me inside the classroom when I smelled him. I thought he would be just another problem in my life. Not that having sex with him wouldn't stop being so. In fact, thinking about it is worrying, because my mother's words made even more sense now. She was lucky to be dating my father during her heat season. To have a firm relationship. Joseph and I were just a side effect, an unexpected result that was actually convenient at the time. For both.

I grabbed his body and he growled in my ear as he began to penetrate me harder. It was just a carnal effect. Just it. A mutual aid. Unsure of the future.

Sophia, you have to stop thinking.

"Do not stop." I spoke and closed my eyes. I was close again. Joseph cupped my face and took my mouth in a slow kiss, completely different from the movements of his hips, but intense in the same way. I gasped into the kiss and felt my insides filling up.

“I’m close.” He stroked my face as he stared at me and wrinkled his nose as he closed his eyes. My whole body shook when I couldn't handle the pleasure of the thrusts and he penetrated me one last time before resting his forehead on mine. Our sweaty bodies, our hearts full of adrenaline and those unspeakable emotions in our eyes.