Chapter Seventy Nine : I’m So Stupid

Chapter Seventy Nine : I’m So Stupid

Andrew’s Pov

I have not been myself lately . I have lost some weight and I have become miserable and depressed. All this is because of a girl . I know I’m so stupid . I can’t believe I’m depressed because of a woman . But I know she is not just any woman, she is Rose .

She is the second person I have fallen in love with . The first person I fell in love with was Maria. Maria is part of my past that I don’t want to remember . Maria was very cruel to me . I can’t believe I fell in love with someone like her . She did a lot of terrible things to me . She was humiliated in front of a lot of people back then in college. She disgraced me . She made me think that what we had was real . It turns out that everything was a lie . None of it was real . She made everyone make fun of me . She was so heartless.

She was my first everything. My first love , my first kiss , she was the first person to see me naked apart from my mother . She was the first person to know me intimately. She was the first person to have sex with me . Maria made me think I’m experiencing love

I close my eyes as I remember what happened between Maria and I

Where do I begin ? Let’s just say it started from college. I was in my final year at the University of North Hills studying business administration. I met Maria one day at the University conference hall. Maria was a second year student. She majored in English . It was love at first sight. I was pretty much a nerd in high school and that didn’t stop there . I was also a nerd in college. I was the top student in the faculty with a perfect GPA. I did not have time to socialize or make friends and go out for parties like other college students do .

One thing led to another and we started hanging out . I thought she really liked me but it turns out she was playing me . What we had was nothing important. It was all a game to get . Apparently she became my girlfriend. I was the happiest person on earth that day . The day we celebrated our one month anniversary we had sex that day . She took my virginity . She was my first

Maria was also a virgin . I was also surprised that someone as beautiful and popular as her was a virgin. What made me happy the most is that she decided to lose her virginity to me . I had nothing to offer . But it turns out I was wrong. After having sex with me she left the room without even sparing me a glance. I felt worthless. Was the sex that bad ? Or was it something else where the question that has been bothering me for the next few weeks. I tried talking to her but she did everything possible to avoid me . I was confused and conflicted. After three weeks of avoiding she finally showed up at my apartment and she apologized and invited me to a party. She wanted to go to the party with me, so she insisted. I was so happy to see her again that I wasted no time in following her to the party.

The party was located in an isolated area where the authorities couldn’t detect anything. The house was sound proof making it more suitable. I wish I didn’t listen to her then . Maybe all this could not have happened.

When I arrived at the party I noticed people starting at me and pointing fingers at me . I ignored it and decided to focus on Maria . I was supposed to win her back and nothing more . We made it to the hall where the party was held. I found a comfortable place to sit down waiting for Maria to be back from the restroom.

All of a sudden the light went off and the music stopped . A video was played and to my surprise it was a video of me having sex with Maria . It was the first video of us being intimate with each other.

I was shocked and hurt . How could she do this? To make it more painful she announced to everyone that was present that it wasn’t anything serious but a bet .

A bet in which she won two million dollars. She also did a good job in telling everyone I suck at sex .

For the next three months I was the object of humiliation in the university. What really helped me was the few months I had to finish my degree.

My parents were against my decision to transfer to another university. I had no other choice but to stay .

I finished college , inherited my dad’s company and made sure to wipe away any trace of my past .

I hired a fitness trainer who helped me to build my body the way I wanted it to be . I also made sure to be good at sex .

I started sleeping and whoring around. I kept many mistresses and had countless affairs .

Last year Maria showed up at my apartment with a child and claimed it was mine . The child looked like me quite all right but I couldn’t believe it. I had a DNA test conducted and it comfromed what she said .

My parents made sure to take full responsibility or I will lose the company. That is what I cannot afford to lose .

I worked hard to earn my position in the company and will not allow anyone to ruin it for me .

Maria moved in with Andrew. She even had the guts to name the child after me.

Soon I started to develop feelings for Maria and everyone knew it was for the best . My parents thought it was also for Andrew’s good.

I became hopeless romantic again . Maria apologized about what transpired during my university days .

She told me that she needed the money to pay for her dad’s treatment. I believe her because she was a scholarship student and it looks like she really needed the money.

She told me that whatever we had was real and I believe her.

I proposed to her and she said yes . I was so happy my life was falling back to place .

Until I met you . I couldn’t understand the way my heart beats for you . I was mesmerized by you and fell in love with you . I started doubting my love for Maria because I knew you are the only one I love and will want to spend the rest of my life with.

I had my private investigator to investigate Maria and he did a good job.

Maria was never a student at the university. Her name was never in the records . Her parents died mysteriously and her sister is alive.

I can recall she told me her mom and sister died in a plane crash but it wasn’t so .

I started doubting her and I became more cautious around her.

I started doubting Andrew . I was sure he was not my child . Apart from the looks he had no other traits that resemble mine or Maria’s. It turns out that Maria is a witch . It hurts to know that she is a witch . I was able to find out because my mother is a witch. I’m half human half witch . I know a lot of spells. . My mother is the strongest white witch . She taught me a lot of things . She taught me how to make spells and potions and even deadly poison. She made me know about witch history. And witches culture.

I was more than hurt . After that I was lost . I didn’t know that I could fall in love again . I was so lost in my thoughts when I heard the doorbell ring . I lazily walked to the door and opened the door. The person I saw wasn’t who I was expecting. The person is no one but