Chapter 13 Virgin

Chapter 13 Virgin
Selene 

I was taken aback by Dain’s sudden question which took me unaware. Right. I was not supposed to heal that quickly and flawlessly. It was just five days. How did I not think of that before going to his room? 

“I…i..” I was blocking Dain and could not see his face, but I could feel his intense gaze on me. A gaze that made me feel so very uncomfortable. Fuck. How did I miss it? I suddenly turned speechless and did not know what to say or how I was going to explain myself. 

“I…i…i…i used an herb.” Those words suddenly blurted out of my mouth. There were some werewolf herbs that could cause very rapid healing. “I used an herb. I went to see the healer and he gave me the herb.” I lied and then gulped nervously, hoping that he bought my lie. Could he just stop asking about it? That was what I wanted Dain to do. 

“And he gave you. You are a slave.” Dain said with the usual coldness in his voice and he said slave if I was not worth being more than that. Being better. I had really been condemned to being a slave to him. 

“He had no idea that I was one.” I quickly turned to face Dain and when our eyes met, I quickly retracted my gaze, looking away from him. “He had no idea that I was a slave. I needed quick treatment as I could not keep you waiting. I knew that it would take time for a mere human like me to heal and I don't want my lord to get impatient. So I did the unthinkable. I disguised myself as a maid and lied. I removed my collar and he believed I was a mate. I'm sorry Alpha.” I immediately went down on my knees. 

Dain was the kind of person who liked being on top. He enjoyed it when people were submissive to him and I was going to be just that. I refused him sex the very first time and I was committed to being a fucking slave.  

“I'm sorry, my lord.” I apologized again and kept my head low as I remained kneeling on the ground. 

“Rise to your feet and go bend over the table.” He instructed coldly and I gulped. It was happening. He bought my lie and he was finally going to fuck me. I sucked in a deep breath and my eyes trailed to the wooden table that he was referring to. 

I took in another deep breath and my heart ached as my eyes filled with tears. Who would believe that I was going to be having my first sex bent over a table? I would never believe that. Nonetheless, I moved and went to that table because I had a lot in line. People that I was doing it for. 

I walked over there and bent over the table, then I closed my eyes. I just wanted everything to be done with. I was not going to open my eyes until he was done. Dain appeared from behind me and I felt him tug at my collar. I winced due to the pain but I still kept my eyes closed. 

I heard some ruffling behind me and then he roughly kicked my legs open. “Keep your fucking legs open.” He hissed and a shiver ran through me. My whole body shook and I was suddenly taken back to the time when Julian would try to force my legs open so he could successfully rape me. 

The first tears slipped down my face because as much as I wanted to fight back, there was nothing that I could do. I kept my legs open and it felt like time had stopped for me when I felt him at my entrance. I was not even wet. There was no way that he'd turn me on..

He was big and it felt so hot. It was hard and he was tugging too tightly on my collar. “It hurts.” I suddenly cried out when I felt him push in. It hurt and stung so much because there was no friction and everything felt so forced. 

“This is not for your pleasure Selene.” Dain hissed and more tears streamed down my face. “You are here to be my slut. Be the slut. Don't expect any fucking pleasure.” He told me and I cried more. I was crying so silently but the pain in my heart was so big. 

“Please go slowly,” I begged because I knew that I would not be able to take it. He was big. I could feel him stretching me up, past my limit. But my words seemed to get Dain annoyed and he hissed in displeasure. 

“This is not for your fucking pleasure.” He repeated. “Take my dick like the slut that you are. Your job is to carry a pup and not enjoy the sex.” He stated and I smiled bitterly. I sniffed and I had not even gotten to register anything else yet when a pain tore through me. 

A loud cry suddenly escaped my lips and I cried harder and louder due to the sudden pain that I felt. It felt like I had been stabbed as something tore through me. He just went in all one, no lube, not nothing. It hurt so much and my whole body was convulsing from the pain of him forcefully tearing through my hymen. 

I continued crying and my body began to feel so foreign. Something changed in me and I couldn't even explain what was going on. Dain stopped moving as well, it seemed like time stopped for him. 

We were unmoving and the only sound heard in the room was the sound of me crying from the pain. “You were a virgin?” Dain suddenly asked and I felt an intense hatred. I had not hated anyone that much. At that moment, it felt like I hated him more than Julian. 

“Go on.” I choked out. I just wanted to get it done with. At the end of the day, it was one of the sacrifices I'd have to give to come out victorious in the end.