Chapter 65

“Perhaps’ those small things have been your downfall with him, Alexander. Perhaps he was cunning enough to know the memories would defeat you where he could not.” He brought her hand to the warmth of his mouth. “I know only that he was a great man and I loved him much. We were together two thousand years, Miah, even during the last few centuries when we battled long. He was always there, touching my mind, sharing information, a challenge in a world of emptiness. It was Luther who allowed me to continue when the darkness threatened and the whisper of power called to me.

He was always there, my mission on this earth. To allow another to destroy him would be a sacrilege and I have given my word of honor to him.” He shook his head, his sorrow so great it weighed both of them down, a stone on their hearts. “Alexander?” The voice shimmered in his mind and Miah heard it as clearly as Alexander did. It was soft and beautiful. Lonely. Concerned. It sent a shiver deep inside her very soul.

 How could one so evil possess such a gift, such a weapon? If he commanded her obedience, would she be strong enough to resist the lure of that voice? “If you seek me, Luther, simply reveal where you are and I will come to you in all haste.” Alexander sounded weary, and his tone alarmed Miah.

 She took a firmer grip on his arm, terrified that that beguiling voice was somehow wearing Alexander down so that he no longer believed in his abilities. ”You are tired, brother. I would not want to take unfair advantage when there is much more entertaining prey. I will leave you to your rest.” The contact was broken as easily and as swiftly as it had been made. Alexander buried his face in the warmth of her neck.

 “Do you see what I am saying? It was my sorrow that brought his mind to mine. He retains a strong connection with me that I cannot sever.” He lifted his head, his black eyes searching her face with such intensity she could hardly bear his scrutiny. 

“I want you to know something, Miah. You have given me more happiness in the short time we have been together than I have ever known in all the centuries of my existence. I am honored that I was given such a wonderful lifemate, a woman of courage and beauty when I have only known evil. I have never had a home before. I look around this dwelling of yours and I see you everywhere. I went into the room you put together for Shaina and it was so beautiful it brought tears to my eyes. I touched the quilt you had wrought for her. It was you. Soothing. 

Compassionate. Courageous. It was filled with life and love and laughter. I felt the safeguard to keep her nightmares at bay. It was strong, as you are strong.” Embarrassed by his words, Miah looked away from the black depths of his eyes. In a way, his words were frightening, almost as if he were saying good-bye. He caught her chin in his fingers, stilling her so that his gaze could capture hers.

 “Do not look away from me. You deserve to look into my heart and mind and know the truth of my words. There is no other woman in the world like you. I would want no other. If something happens to me, I know you will choose to stay in this world, you will be strong enough to raise our child with enough love for both of us. You will see to it that our child knows who I was and what I stood for.” 

“Alexander, don’t!” Miah jerked away from him. “You are talking about yourself in the past tense. You will destroy Luther, I know that you will.” He nodded slowly. “Yes. I have no choice.” Miah found herself clutching his arm, giving him a little shake. 

“You don’t believe you will return to me.” “No, Luther will take me with him.” His hands framed her face. “You are in my heart, and wherever I go, I will take memories of you with me until such time as you are able to join me. It is enough that you and Shaina and our child will remain safe.” 

“I am yourmate, Alexander. You insisted on the ritual, you bound us together, you gave me a child. You cannot go into battle with the idea that you will not return. Lifemates remain together,” she protested. He believed what he was saying, and all at once she realized he was everything she had ever wanted in her life. Alexander. Her lifemate. Her legend come to life. A small smile tugged at his sculpted .mouth. 

“You are so brave, my love, you will remain even when others would not. You have known a life on this earth few others could have managed. You would never abandon Shaina when she is in such need. She must be guarded at all times and brought up to know her own power and strength. Without you, Shaina would retreat back into her mind and be lost to our people. You know that. In your heart you know it is only the link you forged with her that keeps her with us. You cannot leave her. And there is our child, growing inside you, part of me, part of you. You must be the one to raise and guide him so that he has the strength so many others do not. I would want no other to perform this task. He must know you, and through you, me.” 

Alexander kissed her forehead gently, his hands tunneling in her hair. “And you must be here to help me with these tasks, Alexander,” Miah replied, striving to remain calm. He was calm. Tranquil even. She felt his deep sorrow, but there was acceptance in him, complete acceptance of the future. 

“I mean it, Alexander. Call the others. Call the alpha. He is a great hunter of the undead. You do not know his reputation, but demons walk in fear of him. There are several others who could help. Aidan would come from the United States. He is feared by those he hunts. His brother is powerful and the alpha would come to aid you. All would do so. Luther could not defeat all of them.” Alexander brought her hand to his mouth, lingered over the pulse beating so frantically in her wrist. 

“This is all a game to Luther, Miah. Right now he is soaking up what this century has to offer, feeding his intellect, but he will soon grow bored and the game will begin in earnest. If I broke my vow to him, my word of honor, I could not live with myself, and worse, he would use his power in such a way as to destroy all those who sought him. He has amate; I believe the others do also. Their loved ones might be his targets. We cannot take such a chance. You would not want me to do such a thing.”