Chapter 70 This feeling
>>Asher
I made my way back home but stopped when I saw Killian enter his house in a weird walking style and followed him in instead. Our houses are right next to each other so it doesn't even matter if he comes over or I stay at his place.
I thought about Nico. I was going to reject him... But...I remembered our makeout session and what I felt there. In that brief, electric moment, touching his lips sent shivers down my spine, igniting a fire within me that I didn't even think was possible.
In that single moment, a spark of connection was kindled, and I wanted to be lost in the blissful intimacy once again. What I shared with Nico made me completely forget about ever rejecting him.
Gosh! I would have done it but then he ran away from me and I just felt so offended and went ahead and kissed him. I have no idea what went through my mind and I crossed the line but OH GOD! I don't think I'll ever come back from that.
I smiled to myself
He's really cute. I don't want to let go of him now. I want him.
>>Nico
OH GOD...
I shut the door to my room behind me and slid down the door in a state of panic.
OH MY GOD!
I had no idea how terrifying mate bonds are... I can't believe I made out with an Alpha Werewolf!! In the middle of the day!?!?
OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!!!
Did someone see us?!? Oh, I hope not.
I bit my thumbnail in nervousness. We got so invested in it that... I felt my cheeks heat up... He got turned on as well.
I gulped.
I felt his bulge press against my groin.
My body started feeling uncomfortable once again and I shook my head.
OH GOD! NO!! NO!
He forced kissed me! That's assault!! My cheeks were burning up! That's assault and I should hate it!!
But
My wolf cooed in delight. This bitch in my head liked it too much!! Because of her, I drowned in the pleasure as well!! And I loved it too...
I grabbed my head.
This is not good. This is very bad. I can end up in a lot of trouble.
....
I frowned and brought my fingers down to my lips.
What do I do? How do I get rid of Asher?
>>Amara
I can't get all of what happened out of my head. I didn't think he would want to be with me. And I won't lie, I felt happy when he said that there is no way he would want me forever. He belongs to the elite class society and they only want perfection in their circle.
Even if Killain marked me or married me, once everyone would whisper about me, his thinking would change too. In today's world, no one cares about fated pairs.
I balled my body as I lay on the bed, bringing my knees to my chest where I felt queasy. If wolves really cared about the bond, wouldn't Dad have chosen Mom to be with him? But no, he stayed with Rachel because Rachel was that perfect female who fit in the society of the elite werewolves. Mom didn't, moreover, mom is like me.
A defective human who can only be on the sidelines.
But... I had no idea the mate bond was so strong... How did Dad resist that? I couldn't... The moment Killian kissed me, my brain started melting. It was like all I could think about was wanting more! And I'm sure I felt that only because he's my fated mate... Otherwise, I would be disgusted at such a forced play...
I bit my lower lip in frustration.
I was the one who wanted to stay away from him yet the thing I hated the most today was how his gaze changed from tender to intense. The moment the softness left his eyes, replaced by anger, I felt my stomach churn. I felt like my heart would have stopped then. I hated it so much! I didn't hate that he forced me to kiss him but I hated that he got angry at me.
What is wrong with me?!?
Am I a masochist or what!?!? How do I stop this!? Even now my mind is full of Killian but I know I shouldn't be with him!!! Yet I can't stop thinking about him.
How do I stop this?!
I buried my face in the palms of my hands. I did make it clear though, that he and I can't be together.
My heart hurt at that memory and I felt suffocated.
I even kicked him 'there'. That must have hurt a lot... I sat up on the bed, feeling restless.
He won't come and look for me again, would he?
I don't think I can resist him again and again. I hope he doesn't come again because I don't want to go through what Mom went through
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>>Killian
Asher stared at me with a disgusted expression but I ignored him yet he didn't ignore me.
"Why the hell are you icing your dick?" He kept staring at my crotch while I had an ice bag placed on my groin over my pants.
"I could ask you the same thing," I looked at him, "Why are you icing your face?" He had an ice bag on his cheek.
....
....
We both stared at each other then rolled our eyes and looked away.
"I met my mate," He sighed.
"I bet she punched you across the face right away," I replied.
"He," Asher corrected me and I paused.
He?! His mate is a guy? Oh boy, looks like he's in a worse situation than me.
"Well, then," I smirked, "I bet he punched you across the face. One hundred percent."
He smirked in response, "Don't act so smug, I bet you were kicked in the dick by your mate too." He shook his head, "Guess she doesn't want that thing of yours to work." He gave me a wide stare, "She must hate you a lot."
"Shut up," I looked at him in disappointment, "Things will get better for me," I pointed my index finger at him, "But not for you."
"Why not?" He glared at me.
"What do you mean, why not?" I looked at him funny, "Your dad will never accept a man as your mate."
He scoffed, "And you think your dad will accept a deaf and mute omega?" He shook his head at me, "Keep dreaming."
We glared at each other for a while then gave up and sighed.
"Forget about the dads," I let out a frustrated sigh, "There's no point in arguing about that when Amara doesn't want me."
"Mmm," Asher sighed, "And her friend doesn't want me."
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I looked at him with wide eyes, "Her friend is your mate?"
He turned his head to me, "Just my pathetic luck." He chewed his gums, "Why?"
"That femboy?" I looked at him with hope in my eyes.
"...." He narrowed his eyes at me, "Right, you were jealous of him." He snickered at me sarcastically, "Rejoice then!"
"Oh! I am," There was a spark in my eyes, "And on that note, let me help you get together."
"Yea right." I removed the ice from my cheek, "Nico's probably offended by the fact that a male is his mate too."
"But he can't deny the mate bond," I smirked, "Can he?" We both stared at each other with knowing stares and then he grinned.
"The hunter's fest is coming." He talked about it out of the blue
"Yea," I replied, "So?"
"The kids from the Art and Design department get chosen to go." There was a sly smile on his face
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My eyes momentarily went wide at his words. The artists are given an opportunity to paint and design the Alpha werewolves who are out on the hunt. Many get paired too so they don't get hurt.
"So?" I stared at him, "It's chosen at random who gets to go."
He rolled his eyes at me, "Don't start with me, Killian." He shook his head at me and grabbed the ice bag on my pants only to throw it off me. I watched the ice bag fall to the floor and then looked at him again as he spoke, "I know you tweaked things to get Eli and his mate the same room in The Alpha Academy," His gaze got intense, "Do it again."