Chapter 194 194
I don't know why I find Luca annoying these past few weeks. Sometimes I get annoyed just by looking at his face, but other times I want to hug him and not be far from him. There are also times when I want us to have sex all the time... I don't know what's wrong with me... but I still love him though, so much... He's just so irritating sometimes.
"Luca, don't sleep beside me tonight."
Luca stopped typing on his laptop and looked at me. "Again?" he asked, disappointed.
I sighed and nodded. "I really can't stand your smell. I told you, you should always take a shower."
"I-I always shower, baby. I'm confident I always smell good."
I got up and went to him, then smelled him. I almost gagged because I really don't like his scent right now. It smells good, but my sense of smell just doesn't like it. It's giving me a headache, and it's also annoying.
"Please, Luca. I really don't like your smell."
Luca sighed at what I said, then took off his shirt. "I'll just take a shower again, baby."
"No, don't, even if you shower, I still don't like your smell..." I don't want to offend him, but I'm really annoyed by his scent.
Luca took his laptop and nodded. "Okay... I'll just sleep in another room again," he said, sounding forced.
He went to me and was about to kiss me on the lips, but I immediately pushed his chest. "Not now, hmm? I'm going to sleep now, later... Sorry, baby," I just said.
Luca sighed again, then nodded. "Okay, I understand. Just call me if you need anything, okay?" He caressed my cheek before he went out of our room.
I felt a little guilty, but I just pouted and fixed my blanket. I don't know why I'm being like this these past few weeks... This feeling seems familiar to me. It's like this already happened to me before... I sighed and got my phone to see if Ivana is online; that girl is always online anyway.
"Hello, Ivana."
"Why again? Are you having problems with Luca again?" she immediately asked as if she already knew what I was going to say.
"Ivana, do you think he'll get annoyed with me because of my fussiness?" I asked, worried.
"Hmm, I think your boyfriend will still come running back to you no matter what you do. That's why I don't go there when he's around. My single as is crying. Your boyfriend is crazy about you," Ivana just said; I can hear her eating fried chicken or something.
I just bit my lower lip. That's what other people often say... I also can't deny it. Luca almost doesn't want to work sometimes and just wants to stick to me, to us, Vanna and I, all the time. If he was clingy before, he's even more clingy now... I can see that he really loves me.
But I'm annoyed with him. I don't know why.
"Girl, maybe you're still jealous of Luca's first love, that's why you're acting like this?"
I froze at Ivana's question. "O-Of course not. Luca always gives me assurance, and I can really see that he doesn't have any feelings for Sasha anymore," I just explained.
"There you have it. So what's your problem with Luca? He might cry, it's on you," she said, sounding threatening.
I just laughed. "Why would he cry? He's not a crybaby... Okay, bye. I'm going to sleep now. You, too."
"Bye, girl. Be sweet to your boyfriend, he might get tired of you. Isn't that how it is in shows?" Ivana threatened
again.
I just smirked after we talked. My call to that girl didn't help; she just added to my worries... She's really crazy.
I just stared at the ceiling and bit the insides of my cheeks... But, what if he really does get tired of me and gets annoyed? If I were in his position, I would definitely get annoyed... Am I really too harsh on him? But what can I do? He really annoys me.
I just breathed out, I can't stay still anymore. I tapped my stomach while overthinking. What if Luca gets tired of me and chooses a woman who doesn't always push him away? What if he really gets annoyed with me because I'm so fussy?
I just bit my lower lip when my eyes blurred because of the tears forming... I immediately stood up and went out of the room, then went to the guest room where Luca has been sleeping for the past few days.
Luca stopped typing on his laptop and looked at me when I opened the door. He immediately smiled and removed the laptop from his lap.
"Hi, baby... Do you want something?" he asked in his softest voice and gave me his pure smile.
I immediately ran to his direction and sat on his lap. He was obviously stunned by what I did. He immediately hugged my waist and pulled me closer to him. I just sobbed when I finally cried.
"H-Hey, why are you crying, love? Who the fck made you cry?" he asked with a hint of annoyance. He caressed my back.
I looked at him and sniffled. Luca's face softened, he gently wiped my tears and kissed my cheek. "L-Luca... are you getting tired of me?" I asked.
His forehead creased. "What? Where did you even get that idea?"
I bit my lower lip and sobbed again. "Y-You didn't answer my question... M-Maybe you're really getting tired of me."
"Of course not! That will never happen. Do you even know how much I love you? I love you more than myself!"
I sobbed again... He raised his voice at me. "A-Are you mad at me? W-Why are you yelling at me?"
"N-No, baby... I'm not mad at you. Sorry for raising my voice." He hugged me and kissed the top of my head. "It's you, what are you saying about getting tired? I'm the one who's afraid that you'll get tired of me... I love you so much. Even if you're grumpy with me for a lifetime," he whispered, then gently caressed my back.
I looked at him and wiped my own tears. "R-Really?" I hugged the back of his neck and smiled.
Luca smiled and gently pinched my cheek. "Fck... You're so damn cute," he muttered and pulled me into a tight hug.
I just giggled and hugged him back... but my nose crinkled when I unintentionally inhaled his manly scent. This has been his perfume ever since, but I don't know why I suddenly don't like its smell.
"Luca..." I distanced my face from him. "Ahm, I'm sorry
but... can you please take a shower again? And don't use your perfume or your shower gel. Use mine instead. It smells good, like jasmine and roses," I just said, then bit my lower lip.
Luca chuckled and kissed the tip of my nose. "Yes, baby... Anything for you."
He kissed me again before he stood up. We went to our room. Luca immediately went to the bathroom to shower again. After showering, he came out with just a towel wrapped around his waist. I unconsciously bit my lower lip and stared at his muscular and tattooed body. I honestly didn't like tattoos before... but his tattoos really look perfect on him... My boyfriend is so hot.
What did he even like about me?
Luca wore a plain white t-shirt and looked at me. He smiled and bit his lower lip. He's looking at me as if I'm the most beautiful view. "You're so hot, Crescent... What did you even like about me?" he asked with a smirk, then crawled on the bed, closer to me. He kissed my lips and gently bit my lower lip. "Damn... I'm so lucky to have the most beautiful woman in my life," he whispered, then slightly moved his face away and stared at me. "They might think I used a love potion on you," he said, sounding delirious while staring intently at me.
I just giggled and hugged the back of his neck. I can't believe we're thinking the same thing. I think he's too perfect for me... but it looks like he thinks the same way about me.
"I love you so much, baby..." he whispered while staring intently at me.
"I love you too." I hugged him, then gave him a light kiss on the lips.
"Should we be affectionate now?" he said with a smile, then hugged my waist.
I froze. "Before we get affectionate... let's eat some tomatoes."
Luca's forehead creased. "Tomatoes? Why?"
"No reason. I just want tomatoes with sugar sprinkled on them, or dipped in caramel syrup." Just thinking about it makes me salivate... I really want that.
"W-What?" Luca asked, sounding like he couldn't believe it.
I glared at him. "Why? Do you not want me to eat?"
Luca blinked. "O-Of course not, I want you to always be full."
"Really? Maybe you don't want me to get fat again like before," I said with a frown... I don't know why I'm getting annoyed over something so shallow again.
"Hey, what are you saying? I always like your body, Crescent... You're always sexy in my eyes." He hugged me. "Tomatoes? Okay, I'll prepare it for you. Okay?" He kissed my forehead.
I just pouted to suppress my smile... I'm so lucky to have this man in my life. I love him so much.