Chapter 29
Laura Brando narrating:
Getting off the plane that took me to Warsaw I felt strange that there was no one around me, none of Aron's men, it was as if somehow he had let go of me, as if he no longer feared losing me or left me free to pick up my way and run far away.
It was strange this feeling, somehow all the concern Aron had for me made me believe that there was still love in him, but why did I still want to be sure that he loves me? Because a part of me started to crave his love knowing that every step I take has a new revelation that could destroy my life even more. That he caused.
From a distance I could see Jason emerging, I smiled shyly seeing that he had actually bought into what he had told me, even if I didn't know how he got here.
"How did you do it?" I questioned walking up to him.
"I also have my contacts. During the flight I managed to find out that your mother was taken from the clinic she was in. She was taken to a new one that Aron picked out himself." Jason told me.
"Why did he go to all this trouble?"
"For the reason I told you last night...he doesn't want your mom to see him because the very moment she sees him she'll remember everything. But that's not all... he's paid the monthly fee for the clinic for the next three years, everything is already paid for, including health insurance and medication, including for you too Laura." Jason told me while for the first time there was some kind of concern being directed at Aron in his eyes.
"Why would I do that? It's like I'm securing my future..." I whispered to myself trying to understand the whole situation.
"Too strange especially the way he talked last night, it seems like he has been planning something that doesn't include being present in the future. Well, I promised to tell you everything you need to know plus I thought about it all night, it's not really me who has to tell you. You want to destroy him, you'll achieve that the very moment you confront him with the truth. Take your mother with you." Jason spoke adopting a cold countenance.I wanted to believe that this is a good idea at the same time that I torture myself if I really want to find out something? When I remember last night, I remember Aron's hands running over me, his whisper telling me he loves me, I torture myself, I torture myself somehow for fear of what to leave, for fear of what I need to find out. Aron can do what no one has ever done for me, protect me, I know he would give his life to protect me, this is insane, and above all a passion that burns, that burns like hot coals every time I see his eyes. I've already spent a lifetime lying, and a desire runs through me, what if I keep lying to myself just to keep this feeling of protection and desire that Aron causes me?
"No, let's do it differently... I can't deal with my mother, we have our differences. I'll take her, put her in front of Aron, after that she'll go to a clinic closer to there."
Decided I started walking, confident and cool in my decision I kept my eyes up, Jason came up behind me, grabbed me by the arm, pulling me against him, bumping my body against his chest, as he took a lock of my hair from behind my ear.
"You're hurt Laura, let me see that, let me clean up the mess Aron is causing your life." Jason's hands slid down my face as his lips came close with desire to kiss me.
"How do you intend to do that if you brought me here and still haven't told me the truth..." I spoke with my words being driven by the desire that his lips so close to mine caused me.
"There are truths that we can't just show you, you need to find them. I'm taking you to the path that will show you all the answers you need, I'll be by your side to hold your hand, but I need you to see them with your own eyes, only then will you be able to understand everything ... it's like a process Laura ... there's no point in just saying them if you're not ready to believe." Jason said walking away and getting into the car.
He allowed me to see through his eyes that he was once in the same situation I am, maybe Aaron had put him in it, I understood that at some point in his life he had to deal with the truth without being ready to hear it, so he wants to show me the way forward.
Parking the car in a dark alley while watching my eyes being overwhelmed by excitement, I allowed Jason to kiss me, somehow I needed to feel what he caused me, to separate him from what Aron ccasa me, in search of believing that I can love him, that I can put him in the place that Aron is occupying in my life. In that dark alley, my hands unzipped Jason's pants, when I felt the touch of my hand he threw the car seat back, as if we were consumed by a desire so great that we didn't even want to waste time with foreplay, it was just a desire to feel each other, I just wanted to feel him at that moment, I hurriedly lifted my dress as I sat on his hip on the narrow seat of the rental car that still smelled new, I was in control, I could allow him to penetrate me calmly, but that was not what I needed, so I forced my hips against him in a rough and strong way, feeling him penetrate me in moans without me even being lubricated enough, made me go to such a crazy hot level of excitement that I couldn't control my hips moving fast against him, I didn't want to see him, I just wanted to feel him, to feel him forcing his hips against mine, harder and faster, no touch no caress, just my voice begging him not to stop going harder, while his hands forced my hips over him, making me roll over his erection more and more intensely.
The more my thoughts tortured me, the faster I went, until he could relieve me, until the way my nails scratched him helped me find an answer about his body, as if Jason was the escape valve from the mess that was inside me, if that was the way he wanted to organize me, I wouldn't question it, because somehow a part of me begged to have this desire that was eating me up in this war between Jason and Aron in my heart. A war that I didn't understand how they could make me orgasm so fast just by imagining Jason and Aron dominating me.
My moan echoed through that car, making me sit on Jason hard as I came all over him, not wanting to whisper that I love him, but horny enough to moan about how amazing he is. But it was all contained when two men approached pointing their guns at the car window, forcing us to open it.