Chapter 162: I Just Love You Guys So Much

Chapter 162: I Just Love You Guys So Much

Amelia

I felt weird energy from Donald when I kissed him, at the office he was so ready to take me against the walls but now he seemed standoffish. Justin always comes to me When I get home but Donald has never done that. He always seems extremely calm when I come home, maybe me being gone for hours at a time doesn't bother him. Justin pulled me closer to him and kissed me again.

The kiss was deep and filled with so much passion and I couldn't help but moan.

“I miss you, babe.” He whispered when he finally let me up for air and I smiled against his lips.

“I miss you too.” I said back.

“You are so flustered, what happened?” I asked, running my fingers down his chest.

His shirt was so fitted that you could clearly see his six packs, it always amazes me how ripped he is. You can't really tell when he was dressed, the suits show he was fit and well groomed but when his clothes were off, it was a different story. I think he wears certain clothes around us but on one else so that we can ogle him.

“Donald happened.” He said with a smirk, j I smiled and looked at a still very quiet Donald who was studying me a bit too hard. I stood up off Justin's lap.

“I will let you get back to it.” I said with a soft smile. I took one step back before Donald reached out and took my hand.

“We have done nothing but spend time together, we want to spend time with you.” Donald said, I couldn't read his expression but his tone seemed a bit frustrated. I nodded, Justin stood up and he gently pulled me into his vacant spot, tucking me to his side.

“I am going down to the kitchen, I know the chef and I want some specific food. I will be back soon.” Justin said, he grabbed a duffle and walked into the bedroom, emerging second later with a new less revealing shirt on.

He is in jeans and a fitted shirt was rare to see and I savored every minute of it. When he left the room, I looked up at Donald expecting to find his eyes on where Justin was but instead he was looking at me.

“Are you going to tell me why you are acting weird right now, baby?” he asked softly, brushing some of my hair from my neck and leaning in to kiss it.

Butterflies ran through my stomach at his touch, I opened my mouth to respond but he turned my head slightly and covered my mouth with his. I felt the need radiating off him as he kissed me and some relief washed over me.

“I know you like to keep stuff to yourself but remember we said we weren't going to do that. Even if it was silly or you think it may hurt my feelings, I need you to share, baby girl.” He said softly, turning us so we were looking at each other while his arms were around me. I sighed because I know he is right.

“I know you aren't as excitable as Justin and I guess he always seems so happy when I get home. You never come to me, I always come to you. I don't feel as connected to you unless we are touching in some way, I don't know if it is me or if you are just not clingy as Justin. I know you and Justin have a lot of alone time so I just think the two of you are naturally closer.” I said, avoiding his eyes. He didn't say anything for a minute but nodded his head.

“I am sorry, baby girl. Honestly, you were on my mind so much that I couldn't think of anything else. Justin has golden retriever energy and he pouts when you are gone and drools. He wags his tail when you get back home, no matter his mood, he perke right up. Honestly, I didn't think about it because he is so energetic and it makes me more mellow. It is not because I am not just as happy to see you when you are home.” He told me.

I believed him and I guess it made sense. He was definitely probably the more mature one out of the three of us, I nodded at his words. There was still something that seemed off and I didn't know what it was.

“Let's watch a movie and relax.” He said, reaching over and grabbing the television remote.

I sighed inwardly, really I could just go to bed but I was a little hungry so I guess I would wait for food. It was probably another twenty minutes before Justin returned where we sat in silence watching some movie. I wasn't paying attention and frankly I don't think I have ever just sat down and watched a movie with them without it turning into a fucking session. I was horny for Donald especially after this morning but I am guessing he wasn't in the mood. When Justin walked in, he had a content look on his face.

“The food will be here soon.” He said, sitting on the other side of me and pulling my legs across his lap so that I was leaning into Donald.

He dropped a kiss onto my neck and I shivered, maybe I could initiate sex. I never really had to, but maybe this was what he wanted. I looked at Justin who was staring at the television with such intensity while gnawing on his bottom lip. Something was definitely off because why was Justin so nervous? I gave it a few more minutes before I couldn't handle it and stood up, facing them. They both had sheepish looks on their faces.

“Okay, I need you two to tell me what is going on?” I said, hands on my hips.

It didn't escape my notice how both of their eyes dropped to my nipples which were poking through the thin sundress I had on. Donald licks his lips before looking at Justin who in turn blushes. He took a deep breath and stood up.

“I have something to tell you that I have been keeping from you.” He said, pausing as he looked at Donald.

I immediately felt sick by the way he said that, I wasn't ready for bad news, not today. I lowered myself onto the coffee table because my knees felt weak. I bad to brace myself for this because by the way they were acting, I knew I wasn't going to like this. Justin got on his knees in front of me and took my head.

“Today, Donald found out that I used to have a thing for Matt. It was a few years ago and I don't anymore but that is why I had trained with him and his other men so I could get close to him. Nothing came of it and honestly I had forgotten about it. It has been a couple of years since I have felt anything for him.” He said, slowly searching my face as he talked. My lips parted but I waited to see what the big news was. When he didn't say anything else, I relaxed, realizing that was all.

“I don't understand what you are telling me this as if you are about to drop a bomb on me.” I said he looked back at Donald again who was showing some sort of expression now.

“Donald and I got into a little squabble over it because when asked, I didn't want to tell him.” He said, his cheeks growing more red.

So they had been fighting today, they never fought. That must have been extremely uncomfortable for them.

“So you told him and wanted you to tell me before I found out on my own and got upset that you didn't tell us this sooner?” I asked and he nodded. His clear eyes stared up at me and his extremely ruby cheeks, I couldn't help but smile. He looked like a little boy about to be scolded.

“Thank you for telling me, I know this must be embarrassing for you but the past is the past. I understand how it feels to have something you are embarrassed about in your past, it honestly isn't embarrassing at least to me. I love and trust both of you enough to know anyone from your past is in your past.” I said, looking at both of them. Justin visibly relaxed and Donald's blank expression was now an expression of relief.

It was interesting to me how they thought this news may upset me but honestly by how Justin was around Donald and me showed that there was no one else on his mind. I cupped Justin's face in my hands and kissed him, he snaked his hands around my waist and pulled me into him, I broke the kiss before it got too deep, there were unshed tears in his eyes.

“Why are you crying, Justin?” I asked softly, wiping away the tears that began to fall. Donald came over and knelt on the floor next to him.

“Fuck, I just love you guys so much. I didn't know I would be able to ever discover happiness because for so long, I have been lonely and depressed and you two have given me life again. You accept me with all my faults and just love me even harder. I don't know what I have done to deserve the two of you.” He said, the tears turning into sobs.

Donald and I both hugged him as he cried and our eyes met.