Chapter 36 Chapter 36
I swallowed, suddenly aware of how exposed I’d been. “I didn’t think…”
“No,” he cut in softly. “You didn’t.” He wasn’t angry, and somehow that was worse. I pulled the blanket tighter around me, and he came closer; he took his time, each step deliberate and controlled. “What are you still doing here?” I whispered.
“I told you,” he murmured, stopping just in front of me, “I’ll come when I need to.” My chest tightened. What the hell was that supposed to mean? The apartment felt smaller now. His presence filled it. “You can’t just let yourself in at night,” I said, even though we both knew he absolutely could. “It’s…”
“Necessary,” he finished. “Especially now.” His eyes moved over me, slow and assessing. Not lustful. Not cruel. Something else. Something unreadable that made it impossible to breathe properly.
“You’re not safe,” he said. “And you know that.”
I swallowed hard. “That doesn’t mean you can just…”
“Yes,” he murmured. “It does.”
I hated how my pulse jumped, how my throat tightened, and how part of me was terrified and another part was something else entirely—raw, restless, and confused. He reached out, brushing a loose strand of hair behind my ear with a touch so gentle it contradicted everything about him. His fingers lingered a second too long.
“You react to me,” he said quietly. “Before you think. Before you breathe. Before you understand the consequences.”
My breath hitched. “Is that why you’re here?”
“No,” he said. His voice dropped even lower. “I’m here because you’re not sleeping; you run even when you’re not moving. Because everything inside you is spiraling, and you’re too stubborn to admit it.” Then he leaned in slightly, his shadow falling over me.
My pulse thundered. I could feel it everywhere: throat, chest, wrists.
“Kai…” I whispered. He didn’t answer. His hand slid to the back of the couch beside my head, just close enough that the heat of him wrapped around me like another layer of air. “You’re not going anywhere,” he said softly. “Not tonight.”
I swallowed, breathing unevenly. “What do you want from me?” “Everything,” he answered. The word hung between us, heavy and quiet. For a moment, neither of us moved. Then he reached down and took the blanket from my hands, letting it fall to the floor, and the air shifted again.
I could see his silhouette over me. His breath on my face and the heat radiating from his body made me shiver.
“Kai,” the name came out in a whisper seconds before his hands closed around my throat and his mouth was on mine. His hand cupped my chin, forcing me to open my mouth and accept his kiss.
My mind was a mess; I didn't want this, but I did. I felt conflicted. He pulled back and grabbed me, picking me off the couch. He grabbed my waist, squeezing, causing me to wrap my legs around him. He started walking straight to the room. I heard the lock on the door and tried to get off him, but he just grabbed me tighter.
He dropped me onto the bed and grabbed my shirt, ripping it down the middle, causing me to shiver.
He leaned forward and began undoing my pants; the protests were stuck in my throat. He was demanding but also taking his time. He slowly moved back up my body; I could feel the heat radiating off his body, and my body continued shivering. He leaned forward, taking my mouth again, and this time I leaned into him, accepting his kiss, and I heard the groan he let out. In an instant my bra was off, and his hands cupped my breasts, eliciting an involuntary moan from me.
I felt his breath on my skin, inches away from my breast. I shivered a second before his mouth closed over my nipple, and he started sucking and licking while fondling my other breast as he squeezed my nipples between his thumb and finger.
"So responsive," he said, his voice husky as he leaned forward and kissed me as he continued to pinch and roll each of my nipples, making me squirm.
“Kai,” whispered; that was all that came out.
I shivered and could feel the chill settle over my body as he slowly moved his lips down towards my breast, and his hand caressed its way down my body, over my stomach and pussy. He began caressing my pussy lips and clit as a moan escaped me. My body reacted to his touch.
He kissed, licked, and nibbled on nipples back and forth as he slipped two fingers into my pussy and manipulated my swollen clit with his thumb as he finger-fucked me. I knew I was about to orgasm when my pussy began pulling on his fingers. I let out a long, low moan, and he put more pressure on my clit, rubbing it back and forth as he lightly bit down on my left nipple.
“Ohhh god,” I moaned as my orgasm seized me, forcing me to shake hard and cum on his hands. My hand gripped his shoulders, my nail biting into his skin as my body shook. But he didn't stop; he fingered me and tortured my clit and bit and pulled my nipple, forcing me to have a second orgasm as the first one had just died down.
He moved, and then his mouth was on my pussy. He rolled and pinched my nipples with his thumb and forefinger as he licked, sucked, and nibbled my pussy and clit.
My entire body tensed. My back arched, and I was pushing into his mouth. I screamed as a third orgasm took control, forcing me to convulse and cum in his mouth.
I moaned and shook until the orgasm started to subside, and he started to lick and suck my pussy again, forcing me to another orgasm.
“So fucking sweet,” he said with a groan as he bit my inner thigh. He kissed and caressed my body from my breast to my pussy, and
He slipped three fingers into my pussy as he licked, sucked, and nibbled on my clit. I started humping on his fingers as my moaning got louder.
“That’s it, baby, let it go,” he said with a groan. He bit down on my clit, pinched my nipple, and hooked his fingers inside me when another orgasm took over me. This one was so strong it forced me to scream, “Fuckkkkkkkkk,” and squirt. I felt hollowed out, my breathing coming in short, rapid bursts when I felt him move.
“Brace Beauty,” he said as he kissed my forehead. My body shook as she slammed into me. ”Oh goodddd,” I screamed. He leaned and took my mouth, kissing me hard and deep.
“I’m your god, beauty, the only god in your existence,” he said with a groan as he pulled out and thrust back into me hard as my body shook.He began playing with my clit. I moaned as he slid into me deeper and then stopped. He leaned over, and I felt his breath on my neck.