Taking A Break
Taking A Break
“I know you all have something to say but it can wait. I need to say something and you may or may not like it, but it still needs to be said. In some way you all have fell into the web of Tia. In one form or another. Your children are the ones who are now suffering from those choices you have made in the past. Being me at the worse part of it all. Some of you lied and done things because you thought you were doing the right thing at the time. Some started to lie to me because they didn’t understand what the moon goddess had planned for me. You all wanted to assume the worse of me before ever giving me a chance. Some tried to stick by me but gave into the ones pressuring you to see it their way. The one who stood besided me even before he knew me was my fated mate and then he even started to not understand what I was going through all because not one of you could put your whole faith in the moon goddess and me to do the right thing. We can’t move forward if there is not trust or loyalty. You can love from a far and still not give you loyalty to the person you should trust. You chose to make plans and choices before you know anything or even talk to me. Like now when I left instead of giving me time to sort it all out in my head you all tried to track me, thinking I would do something stuiped. Where was the trust in me? You all need to think about where you want to fit into my life, because as it stands now I will walk away and not look back. I will not stand for any of you not to trust me or to not give me your loyalty. I’m going to take a break from all of this, because you all need time to think and so do I. Go do things that make you happy and explore yourselves to see what you all truly want or nee. Lumar you need to really search your heart, don’t just be with me because you think you have to. I have talked to the moon goddess and she will give you another fated mate if that is what you choose. If you were so easily to not trust me what does that say for us. You all have minds of your own, you all can make your own choices. None of you need another to make those choices for you. Do you all understand what I am saying to all of you?” I asked them all.
“Ginger, your right none of us was fair to you. None of us truly trusted you in any of this. Plus, yes in some way most of us did fall into Tia’s web. I can’t speak for everyone here, but my wife and I agree with what you said to all of us. We also hope you can forgive us and give us another chance to stand with you. We know it will take time. So do what you have to to clear your head.” King Otis said
“Ginger, I have always tried to do the right thing when it comes to you. Tia was my best friend so I thought. She tricked me into hurting you when I thought I was doing the right thing. I kept you away from your father and brother, I hurt them as well and all because I thought I was protecting you. Then I thought you were letting the power go to your head and didn’t trust that you could handle it. I am sorry for all of it and I stand by your decision on how to handle this.” Sable replied
“I can say what thee other’s already did but what good would it do to repeat it all. I was wrong and so was everyone else. We all agree with what you have said and understand it all. When you are ready to let us back in to prove you can trust us, we all will be around waiting.” Lord Rodrick said and everyone who didn’t speak nodded their heads in agreement. Then Lumar walked over to me and took my hands and looked me into my eyes.
“I knew there was a reason why I never pushed hard to get you to mate with me. Yes I am glad that I found my fated mate and yes I can feel our connection. You and I both deserve to find love that isn’t chosen for us. I will give you and myself time to see if this is truly what I want. I think we owe that to each other. I would like to date you and see if you are what I want in life. I want you to love me for me not because we are supposed to be made for each other. We need to build the trust for each of us not one or the other.” Lumar explained
“Your right. I will be going back on a cruise. It started on one so it has to mean something, if it started on a cruise ship. That is what Mia and have been working on plus trying to locate my uncle and cousin to see what they know.” I said
“Ginger, let Jon and me try to locate them since one of them wants Jon’s spot on the council seat.” Nigel spoke up
“Justin and I think we may know where your uncle is. So we will go that route for you and we will let you know.” Sable added on.
That is when Thanatoes and Mia walked back into the room and she could till it didn’t go as she had hoped. She smiled and didn’t let on to anyone else.
“Are you ready for the cruise ship Ginger? We need to look into another one.” Mia said out loud
“I am going to go find that trol. Ginger i trust you will look after your sister for me.” Thanatoes acknolgded as he left.
“Mia come take my hand. Lumar if you want to start getting to know each other then you better go get some clothes and things you will need. You will come with us.” I told him. He looked shocked at first and then took off to get what he needed.
“Ginger I want to come a long as well. Dad can help Nigel and Jon on that end. I want to get to know both of my sister’s as well.” Lutin spoke up and in walked Lumar with his and Lutin’s things.
“I figured you would want to tag a long as well.” Lumar said while laughing at the look Lutin gave him.