Married

ALEXA'S POV .

" Should I go on and make him my baby daddy ", Just as I was still staring at Adrian who had a lady seated next to him, Bella's voice distracted me . " Go on and do whatever makes you happy ", l replied with a shrug before I gulped down the wine . Getting jealousy wasn't needed . I was already a married woman and he was still single.

Knowing it that he was seated in the club with another woman , hurt me both physically and mentally but I played it cool . " I will , he is so hot ", Bella's response made me pissed off but still I had nothing to do about it . Without replying to her , l drunk different glasses of wine like water . I now understood the reason why he didn't text me back . He had better things to do than talk to me.

Sleeping with different women was cool , it was his own life. Getting angry wasn't needed but my heart was breaking in a million pieces . In alk my life , Mark had done a lot of things to me which I beared up with but this was unbearable , he was at least my light in the darkness . " I need fresh air , gonna come back ", After placing down the empty bottle , l spoke .

" I will be waiting ", Bella retorted and with no response , l stormed out of the club. I was quick but I knew it that he was behind me. I could smell his aftershave . It was sending shivers down my spine but I didn't turn to look at him. I walked straight until I stopped at the rail then held myself there .

" Hi ", Noticing his presence , l murmured while slowly turning to look at him . I was trying my level best to control myself , l really wanted him to tell me why he ignored my calls . Sadly he only nodded at me in response . " She is fine Mr Adrian , panicking wasn't needed ", My eyes snapped open when I heard a woman's voice and then I realized that standing next to him was the blonde haired lady l saw in the club .

" You right she is fine ", His response hurt me most and I felt the tears brim in my eyes. I opened myself to him and told him everything about me. I told him every secret of me and all he had to do was nod his head . Not even a hello back . Being with a girlfriend was fine because I was also married but then he wouldn't have treated me like that.

Powerless , I grabbed the rail with all my energy. I was feeling dizzy. Right l took a lot of wine and l deserved this . My vision was now going blurry but the one I loved was already gone . Alone , l tried to steady myself but l couldn't , l had a lot of drinks . " I need to sit down", I inwardly murmured to myself as l gathered myself.

I didn't want to look like an idiot . I was already a fool and l didn't want to worsen it . " I need to sit , l have to sit down , where am I going to sit? ", The words echoed in my mind . I didn't want throw up everywhere. Helpless and puzzled , I fall onto my knees then tears burnt in my eyes . " You have three kids , you a mother ", My subconsciousness reminded me and collecting myself , I held unto the wall and pulled myself up . Yes I was a mother and married . Crying because of him wasn't needed.

With the memory of my kids in my head , I walked slowly making my way to the bench that was a couple of meters away from me. I needed to calm myself down . I was feeling myself getting sweaty. " Why is it so hot", l groaned inwardly . " Oh shit l think I'm going to become sick ", Before l could make it to the bench ,l stumbled around the corner and fall onto my knees .

I couldn't move anymore . I felt numb . Weak , I grabbed my bag looking for my phone but it was burry. " I left it at home ", l screeched while throwing the useless bag down on the floor . Just before I could stand up again ,l heard footsteps behind me but I didn't turn my head to look at whoever was coming.

I didn't want anyone to see me like this . I tried to move but I physically couldn't . "What a pretty sight this is ?,I told you that I like my women always on their knees , my wish came true ", My whole world began to shake when I heard that voice . It was the same shameless guy who was in the club .

" No my goodness ", l tried to crawl but I couldn't . My eyes opened more widely when I saw the black shiny shoes . He was finally in front of me . I tried to look up but every thing all of the sudden went black.