CHAPTER 20

Emmy All fear leaves me as Carter’s hands roam my body. I was so worried about losing him, but now I know I won’t. The truth is out and in the open. I feel so light I could fly. The truth really does set you free. Plus, being this close to Carter is amazing. I feel like my body is being set on fire every time he touches me.

Now that I know Carter was my soulmate, I could give myself to him just like I’ve always wanted to. I want him, I need him, and I can tell he wants and needs me too. I take Carter’s hand and lead him to the bedroom. This is it. I’m ready, and I couldn’t have been happier.

I take my shirt off. I’m in a plain black bra with matching panties. I know it wasn't super sexy, but I really hadn't planned for this. I had been so hell bent on avoiding it that I didn’t even think of the possibility that I would figure out Carter was my soulmate.

Carter takes off his shirt and comes up to me. He wraps his arms around me, pulling me close to him.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” His voice is husky and breathy, which makes me want him even more. I love the face that he wants me, it makes me feel sexy.

“Yes, I’m so sure I want this that it hurts. Carter, the only reason I was hesitant before was because I can only give myself to my soulmate. I wasn’t sure that was you but now that I know it is, we can do this without paying the price.”

“A price? Wait, tell me later about it. Right now, I want you. I need to be with you.” With that, Carter slams his mouth onto mine. Questions can wait until after we are done.

Carter undoes my jeans while kissing me and pushes them down. Then he lays me down on the bed and I do what he wants. I’m following him. I have no clue what I’m doing. He takes his jeans off and then his boxers. Oh, shit he is gorgeous, like a Greek god with perfectly defined, chiseled muscles that scream masculinity.

I watch as Carter gets on top of me and starts to kiss me everywhere. I suddenly want to shed my last layer of clothes. As if Carter senses what I want, he strips me of my bra and panties like a damn professional. I’m totally bare to him and him to me. Carter is kissing my neck and working his way down to my breasts. He takes a nipple into his mouth, and I gasp with pleasure. Carter sucks my one nipple while his hands toy with the other one. I arch my back to give him better access.

Pleasure washes over me, and it takes over my whole body as Carter left my breasts to travel down further. I can’t wait to see what he did next. He is being such a generous lover, making this about me and not him. I think it is because he knew it is my first time and he wants it to be memorable and good. We both know my first time would hurt, but I don’t care.

Carter pushes my legs apart and kisses the inside of my thighs. He is teasing me, and I can't deny that part of me likes it. I also want to know what else he would do to me because so far he was making my body sing. After a few moments, Carter’s tongue parts my lips. His sweet tongue finds my clit and I moan as he licks it like he knows exactly what I need. I can’t help but moan as Carter does what he wants with me, and I’m not going to stop him. Every fiber of my being feels like it is on fire. I couldn’t escape the fire that goes up and down my spine as Carter licks and sucks my clit.

My first feeling of ecstasy is closing in. My first orgasm is moments away. At some point I need to feel Carter enter me. my body is blazing and only he can put this blaze out. I moan in his ear please Carter take me into you I need to feel you complete me. Carter looks into my eyes asking if he is sure if this is what I want.

I think for one second and swallow hard. Our connection is undeniable. Carter is everything I want in man. As our bodies connect so do our souls. We are one.

“Please, Carter, I need you inside of me now,” I moan the words.

Carter pulls away and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. He gets on top of me, and I open my legs for him as wide as I can. I want him to have full access to me. I offer myself to him. Carter leans in and whispers in my ear.

“Are you sure? Because once I’m inside of you, I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop…” His voice is husky and slightly demanding which makes me want to give myself to him even more. I want to be one with him.

“Yes, I want this so badly. Please, Carter,” I begged him.

Carter grins and positions himself at my entrance. He is bare, there is nothing between us as he enters me. Once he’s all the way in I feel whole and complete. Our hearts beat as one, and our bodies make sparks as he moves in and out of me. I barely feel pain as I’m lost in the passion and love that oozes out of us bringing us closer together.

Carter kissed me as he started moving in and out. The pain slowly disappeared, and I was starting to feel good. I was glad he had made sure I was lubricated before he got inside of me, it made entering me less painful and easier. I trusted him, and I knew that he knew what he was doing even if I had no damn clue.

Carter kisses me, our tongues dance and twirl around each other. Having him inside of me is satisfying and I can't get enough. I feel his love, his soul, his heart, we complete each other in the way soulmate only can.

I can tell Carter is close to his release. His breathing is heavy, as is mine. The passion surrounding it was palpable. He grunts as he finds his release inside of me. He is panting on top of me, and his forehead leans against mine. It is like he doesn’t want to leave me yet and I don’t want him to. I wish we could stay like this forever, intertwined the way we were always meant to be.

Carter rolls off me and I curl up into his arms.

“Did you enjoy yourself?” I ask, kissing him.

“Emmy, I’ve had sex before, but nothing like that. That was amazing. I love you.”

His words wash over me.

“I love you too. I really do. I think I always have.” I kiss him again. At this moment I know I will always love him no matter what.

We catch our breath and then get up and clean ourselves off. I clean up the room with a wave of my hand. Carter watches me with his mouth slightly agape. I know seeing me use magic must be weird for him, but he will get used to it. Besides, it’s fun to show off my magic to someone who wasn’t already a part of the magic world.