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"Joan are you OK..... " She Sniffed as she Ruffled her tears Dry.
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"We Broke up... " She Cried.
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"Wait you and Jayden Broke up... " I Gasped trying to sink in the information I knew they would break up eventually but I didn't think now, I thought maybe when they were three months in the relationship they would just call it off it's being Eight years now, I wasn't expecting this.
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"And it's all Your Fault, you were right he Doesn't love me and I had to accept the True reality that I'm nothing more than his Hole... " She Cried as she sat Down on the edge of my Bed as I Scoot to Talk to her.
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"Jayden Loves you Joan... " I said trying to change her perspective of things.
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"How...??? He hasn't even thought of Proposing and it's all because of a Stupid Fight, he even couldn't say it straight up to my Face... " She Sobbed as she Blew Her Nose onto my Blankets.
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"What was the Fight About?? " I asked...
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"I'm pregnant... " My Eyes went wider than a Koala Yawning as I coughed as Jumped back.
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"You're What... " I asked almost stunned.
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"I'm pregnant Aiden and I knew he wasn't going to take it well.. " She said
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"But You Hate Kids... " I spat
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"I know but I thought it could be our one way ticket to change, to start a new life to be Happy and my only happiness was Having kids with Jayden but that isn't going to happen now... " She said.
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"I Didn't know you thought that way... " I said
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"Because you are Still trying to move on, we aren't going to be running the Casino forever, I'm not gonna be Stripping still at 70, it's time we Change and I know you want to change for Gold Don't you want to be Happy..... " In many ways Joan was Right I Do want to change, I love Gold and I want her to Love me too and I do want a Future with her.
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I Could Hear the Door Slam hard as me and Joan got up.
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"That better not be him or else I'm gonna shoot him dead... " She said Reaching out to her Gun as she Got up dead serious, she's not gonna kill him.
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She Exit my Room as I Followed her in case she actually shoots him I have to take Jayden to the hospital.
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"Gold.... " Gold was Welcomed with a Bear Hug by Joan, she Didn't look me in the eye she looked off today.
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"Gold what Happened to your Lip it's Sore... " Joan said as she withdrew from the Hug.
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"Hey... " I said but she Just Coldly Glared at me as She Smiles at Joan.
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"It's Nothing... " She said but it's something she was wearing a scarf she wore it earlier to work though but she didn't take it off when she got in.
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She ignored me as she Shouldered past me to Her Room.
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"Are You Guys still Arguing...?? " Joan asked.
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"I don't even get it, we were okay yesterday.. " I said...
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"Maybe you should go talk to her... She may had a rough day... " Joan advised.
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"Maybe Later let her Cool down a Bit... "
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LATER THAT DAY
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***GOLD'S POV****
*ASK HIM YOURSELF HE WANTS TO DO NOTHING BUT HURT YOU*
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*HE LANDED YOUR DAD IN A COMMA*
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*HE WANTS TO HURT YOU*
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*I LOVE YOU GOLD*
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My Head Hurts anytime I recall any of what Lukas Said as I try to Forget it but it's all in Vain.
And for some reason some Visions in a Blur keep Flashing across my mind and anytime it happens my head suffers a Terrible Headache.
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I Decided to go out and clear my mind, I wore a Black sport Bra with a black laced Jacket.
With black ripped Jeans.
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My Head gets this Strange Visions anytime I think of Aiden.
I opened the door wide open, speak of the Devil he was about to Knock.
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"I'm Sorry... About.…….where are you off to??? " He asked...
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My Hand Traced up to my collar bone as his eyes darted to my Bruised Neck.
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"What happened to you???, who did this??... " My Head Hurts when he tried to touch me.
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"Don't Touch me.. " I yelled as he Stepped back my Head was about to explode.
I was breathing so Hard, my Breath almost hitched as I tried gasping for air, I ended up Screaming I couldn't bear it anymore the closer I am to him the more I feel pain.
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"Gold what's happening to you.... You are Heating up let me help you... " He Cried I knew he wanted to help but the Pain Turned me deaf.
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"You've Hurt me enough, I need to be far away from you.... " I could see he was broken, I could see he was Hurt and confused.
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"What did I do now to deserve this, I've tried everything, I've tried being close to you I've tried getting you to remember me, but all you do is keep drifting farther away from me, what is it that you know that you keep Drifting away from me... "
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*ASK HIM YOURSELF HE WANTS TO DO NOTHING BUT HURT YOU*
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"You Put my Dad in a Comma, didn't you??? " I cried as he went quiet proving without the point of a Doubt that I'm nothing but his property.
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"How Did you... " He Stammered
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"Lukas told me everything, you promised you wouldn't hurt me but you still had something to hide, I don't want to be close to you ever again and I hope I never get any memory of you... " I felt my Brain kick my Skull anytime I thought about Aiden.
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I pushed past him as I ran out of my room running past Joan as I Clicked the Door open my Way out, as I ran out of his Prison he trapped me in, all those times he tried to get close to me, the Night he stopped me From me Killing myself, the Times we Went against each other in the arcade, the time we watched the Fireworks together.
My Heart was Beating, my Head was Telling me to Run as far as I could, my Heart was telling me to Stop.
The Gate automatically was Slowly Closing as I hastened my Steps.
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"Gold Stop you are Heading to the main Road... " I heard Joan Scream but I didn't give a fuck in the world.
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"Make sure she Doesn't get past the Gate... " My Guts Hated Aiden as I wish all my might pushed my Body More than it can hold, my Mind Flashed to all the Time I had with them, tear came dripping down my cheeks, I was almost out of this Prison as I Slipped past through as the Gate as it went Shut.
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"Gold Watch out... " Joan Piercing scream Called as my Eyes Darted to Aiden and back to the Flashing lights of the Incoming Vehicle.
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That's when it Happened like a play my life Flashed before my Very eyes.
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*TAKE IT OFF YOU ARE AFRAID EVERYONE WILL SEE YOUR DIRTY UNDERWEAR*
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*I GET TO HAVE YOU AS MY BRIDE*
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*I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE I MADE WITH AVA*
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*I'M SCARED I SAW MONSTERS IN THE DARK PLACE SLEEP WITH ME TONIGHT*
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*WHAT DO YOU WANT GOLD A KISS IT A HICKEY*
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*FUCK IT GOLD I WANT YOU*
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*I'M PART OF THE REASON WHY THIS PLACE GOT BURNT IF NANA DIES I WON'T FORGIVE MYSELF*
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*IF YOU DIE I ASSURE YOU YOU WON'T DIE ALONE*
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Those Memories came rushing back as I could evidently see this was the last moment if my life.
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"Gold get out of there.... " Joan screamed as I couldn't hold back my tears, I couldn't move as I remembered everything, my life just played before my very eyes.
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"I Remember... "