Chapter Thirteen: My Love Story
Chapter Thirteen: My Love Story
Aria pov
I moved out of his house and I have moved out of his life from the moment I left his office the last time.
I am not sure what cards my step father is trying to play but I know for sure he isn’t up to any good. Not after lying that Lucian is my father and remembering how he treated me, his best method of training me, my heart tightened.
All my life I had to push myself really hard to be the daughter he wanted, the daughter he would respect and cherish but no matter what I did it was never enough.
With victor I would get scolded at every point, it became embarrassing and reduced my self esteem. I tried to put in my best , but I just wasn’t as tough as he wanted.
A few years ago, he wanted me to be a keyboardist, maybe not a professional one just perfect enough to play in his little events so he could brag and show off from my skill. It was a disaster for him and for myself, since I was nothing close to being perfect. It made him furious.
I remember when I was sixteen and he insisted that I go to a contest. He knew I wasn’t good enough and even my coach knew I wasn’t good enough but Victor didn’t mind. He decided I will go regardless and it ended terribly. And I was punished for it.
Unlike my normal practice times I had to go for every week, he made me practice for extra hours with or without my coach. I barely had time for myself or anything else. I couldn't even make any friends, that was when Celeste came into the picture.
After school hours back in high school, she would always follow me home. She spent most of her time with me, encouraged me and we would have all types of girly talks, talking about boys and other stuff. In all of that struggle I found a little peace.
That was when Celeste found out I had a thing for Lucian. She encouraged me and told me to approach him but I couldn't. I felt too shy and I wasn’t confident enough until a few years later.
I was now a grown beautiful woman and I was more confident in myself. It started up as a mere crush but I realized I was head over heels for him. I would stay at the corner looking and admiring him.
His fair bright skin and his tall body. I loved his height. I guessed he would be tall down there too. The thought of it made me wet. I ached for so much that I saw him in my dream, his red wet lips crashing against mine and licking as well as sucking the right places on my body. I was never tired of having those kind of dreams as long as I was Lucian in it.
He is made to perfection. I didn't mind that he was way older than me. That didn’t stop me. I guess he had something for me too and we bonded so well on our first night together. The sex was too good, almost like he had studied every part of my body and I had done the same.
It has always been a night for me to remember, there was nothing about it to be forgotten. Victor and Lucian had a collaboration for a project they were working on. It was a beach shot on a small island.
A few staff had gone through the first boat while we waited for Victor to show up but he insisted that we go ahead and he would be coming to us soon, so we left. Lucian, myself and Celeste made it to the island but unfortunately Victor couldn’t make it that day, so we had to camp there that night until the next day.
The night was cool and windy, the moon shine was dull but beautiful and the beach sand felt really good beneath my feet. I decided to take a walk alone around the beach admiring its beauty when I got stung by something, I wasn’t sure what it was but it hurt badly and as a result I screamed.
Lucian happened to be around the area and he heard my screams. I didn't think anyone would be there since we camped at the other side of the island.
“Are you ok?” He cheeked my feet in a hurry. I could see how worried he was from his eyes and he rubbed on the area gently.
“Yes I’m fine.” Of course I was fine from his magic touches.
“Can you walk?” he asked. I was dumbfounded. No words were going out of my mouth.
I nodded that I couldn’t. I wouldn’t have acknowledged that I could even if I could.
“May I?” He asked for permission to carry me into his arms and Of course I agreed. I wasn’t feeling any pain other than the sound of my heart beating fast. It could come out of my chest. I was sure Lucian could feel it too, that was why he placed a kiss on my forehead.
I froze but I wanted more than just kisses on the forehead, so I made the first move by crashing my lips against his as he held me up from the ground in a bridal style.
He didn’t resist, instead he participated. His tongue touched every corner of my mouth. Our kiss got so intense we could hear and feel each other's heartbeat.
As we kissed he carried me to his tent and after kissing for god knows how long he pulled away from me.
“I’m sorry Aria.” He immediately turned away from me. His sentence was too weak. I could tell he wanted me as much as I wanted him.
“It’s fine.”
“I want you.” My words dripped of lust, but I love the man not just sexually, I didn’t just desire to be in his bed I also wanted to be a part of his life.
He turned to face me.
“But we..” he was about to say something else but I wasn’t interested. I gave him a kiss and I pulled him closer to me.
He wouldn’t make any moves on me so I acted first. I threw my hand around his neck and I used my other hand to trace down his body until I found his hard erected member. It was bigger than I thought it would be and it made me nervous. I have never been with a man before his down seemed like a dangerous weapon but I wanted it regardless.
He moaned softly when I massaged his erected member. I kept going softly and gently, his breathing hardened. I could tell he enjoyed it.
He took both of my hands into his and held them up with one of his hands. I was anticipating his next move.
He swiftly pulled me closer to him, with both my hands still up in the air and helped me lie on my back. His hand found its way to my boobs. They were already hard he rubbed on my nipple and I allowed a soft moan. He was driving me crazy. He grab them and squeezed them just enough for me to feel the pain but instead I felt more pleasure.
His lips left mine down to my boobs and he widely sucked on them. I couldn’t help but moan a little louder.
“Are you sure you want this?” He whispered, his eyes met mine.
I nodded, giving him the cue to continue.
He kissed my boobs down to my abdomen and sucked on it a little. I was hot. My body moved from his every kiss, every of his touches.
He licked my wet juice with passion like he didn’t want to miss any of my juice. I bit on my lower lips what I was feeling was uncontrollable. It felt too good to be real. I almost pinched myself to make sure it was real and happening, to make sure I wasn’t having one of those wet dreams.
But it was fucking real. His eyes came in contact with mine again and we kept the eye contact this time around as he rubbed his erected member on my clit before stroking inside of me.
I felt the rush, so much pain and pleasure all together, my eyes got teary. He noticed and was about to pull out but I held him.
I nodded my head. I didn't want him to stop.
“I’ll be gentle.” I read his lips. He looked at me for a second before stroking in again. I felt my fluid rushing out. I felt pain but the pleasure was better.
My first night with Lucian.
“Aria.” A familiar voice brought me back to reality.