Chapter 41 Main Woman, Main Man
By Alejandro
At one point, I took her to the office, the one we sometimes use when we don't want the flight attendants to interrupt us while we work.
She took the notebook and followed me inside.
I let her open it and connect to the internet; I didn't really want to work, I just needed to be alone with her.
I asked her something about the event, and she checked the data.
Then I got closer, leaning over her chair, and started kissing her neck.
She was startled.
I made her stand up so I could hug her, I needed to feel her close, pressed against me.
"Tell me you're not interested in any of those idiots."
I almost begged for her answer.
"Ale, I'm not interested, I don't know what's wrong with you."
"I desire you, I want our bodies to be together, intertwined, to make you tremble and drive you crazy for me."
"Ale... I already told you..."
"I can't take it anymore without making love to you."
I feel her shiver.
I kiss her wildly, my hands go to her intimate area, she's wet, and I already want to possess her.
"No, someone could come in."
"I don't care."
"Your aunt and Susana are here."
"Damn it, Vale, I can't stand it without you."
I kept kissing her and asked her to give me a blowjob.
We locked the door from the inside.
God, what her mouth and hands are, I felt her mouth on me, and when she took me in after licking and caressing me, I reached orgasm with uncontrollable spasms, I touched her breasts, I love them, I love her nipples that are always erect when I caress them.
She swallowed every last drop, God, I'm in paradise with her.
I hope I didn't moan too loudly, and if I did, better, let everyone know she's mine.
When I finished, I found her so excited that I couldn't control myself, and I just wanted to be inside her.
I didn't have a damn condom, and if I suggested doing it without protection, she would run away.
"Vale, no one makes me feel this way, you complete me, you're magical."
She was totally surrendered to me, and I didn't have a damn condom.
Omar is right...
I have her with words.
I buried my fingers in her vagina and drank from her breasts with my mouth, she was desperate, and now she was the one not holding back her moans.
Her mouth was on my neck, desperate, surrendered, I put a finger in her ass, and she was so... hot that she enjoyed it even more than last time.
She came with my fingers.
After the orgasm, we stayed very close, I love having her like this.
"I didn't have a fucking condom."
"Ale... This is wrong."
"I can't control myself when you're near, and I'd have you tied to my bed for a thousand nights."
When I heard myself say that, I was surprised by my words, but I felt they were true.
"Don't say anything, your words end up hurting me."
"It's just that I have a strange feeling when I'm with you, you drive me crazy."
"I think you still believe I belong to you and wanted everyone to know."
When I heard her words, I realized she was somewhat right.
"No, you're my secretary, and you have to give me reports."
I don't want to give in.
"Ale... none of the people on the plane believe that."
"But you're my secretary, my personal assistant, my right hand, and the most beautiful woman I know and... the one who turns me on the most."
"We can't keep going like this, and even you understand that."
"You make me lose my mind."
I say, kissing her.
"You do the same to me."
She confesses.
"Bring my briefcase, I have condoms in there."
"No Ale, they'll notice... and I don't want to end up alone in a corner, crying."
"Why would you cry?"
I know I'm an asshole, but I want her to confess her love for me.
She looks at me with her beautiful cat-like eyes, but now they don't look at me with passion and desire.
They look almost frightened.
She's not going to confess what she feels for me, I know it.
"Because... I have dignity and a certain decency that doesn't allow me to live with the promiscuity you live with."
"Vale... it's not like that, I desire you like crazy, I'm an animal in heat when I'm with you."
"But you keep... stumbling upon other women, and I can't allow myself to stay in a corner until you decide you want me that day."
"What do you want then?"
I say, hoping she'll tell me she wants everything with me.
"To be your secretary."
"You are, Valeria."
I say, raising my voice.
"Then don't look for me for anything else."
"You can be... the main one."
I say, knowing I'm practically insulting her.
When I expect her to get offended and cry, or at least for her eyes to fill with tears, she responds with something I don't expect.
"So, you also want to be my main man?"
She looks at me angrily and heads to the door, unlocking it.
"Damn it, Valeria, I want to be your owner!"
She opened the door and left.
"Valeria, come back here!"
She didn't return.
I am desperate, she exasperates me, drives me crazy, and takes me to ecstasy like no other woman when I possess her.
It can't be that she's telling me I would be the main one.
Does she have someone else?
That idiot Carlos?
Damn, that idiot is on the plane and maybe he's consoling her or telling her she would be the only woman in his life, that there's no one like her, that he would live for her, just to wake up seeing her smile or smelling her scent.
I rush out like a madman, I think I even ran into the door.
There was a noise and I think that was it.
Valeria was talking to Jorge, another director, I think he's married, yet he looks at her like he's smitten.
What if he promises to leave his wife and marry her?
I'm losing my mind.
I order a whiskey and down it in one gulp, order another and do the same.
My aunt was sitting nearby, I hadn't seen her.
Valeria comes over and sits next to me.
"Ale... don't drink so much, you're going to make a scene that's not appropriate."
She says close to my ear.
I heard her, but the thing is, her voice in my ear made me jump like an animal.
"Talk in my ear again and I'll take you right here. Stop turning me on!"
"Then stop drinking."
I look at her and get too close, Val backs her head away, trying to distance herself, and I move even closer.
When I'm about to kiss her, she puts her hand in front of her mouth to stop me, and I lick her hand.
I have no control over what I'm doing, and it's her fault.
I realize even my aunt and Susana are watching us.
I sit properly.
Valeria moves the whiskey glass away from me and I order a third one.
She grabs it when the flight attendant is handing it to me.
"Enough, Ale."
She says seriously, trying to act like a strict teacher, but it doesn't suit her... except when she's in my arms, then she doesn't use words, but commands me to make her feel like a woman, a lover... damn, I can't think clearly.
I snatch the glass from her hands and drink it in three gulps.
"Stop drinking."
"Get my laptop, I left it in the office."
She did as I asked.
"Alejandro, can you behave?"
Says my aunt, approaching me.
"I didn't do anything."
"Ale, she's the best secretary you've ever had, she's incredible, an excellent person and capable of assisting you in all the meetings as if she were you. Don't lose her, she's smart, cultured, and beautiful. I'm telling you, don't lose her."
I don't understand. Why is she telling me not to lose her?
Not lose her as a secretary?
Valeria returns with her notebook and mine.
I think I downed the glasses too quickly.
I ask my aunt if she's going to use the room.
She said no.
"Vale, come with me."
She turned red.
"I need you to get me another shirt."
I see her lips trembling, but she gets up and arranges another shirt in that room. I run into her as she's leaving and I'm entering.
I don't let her leave, with the door open, I take her in my arms and kiss her, biting her lips, my hands exploring her body. God, I need to have her now.
"No Ale, please don't continue... and you're drunk on top of it."
She was right, well, I don't know if I was drunk, but I wasn't very clear-headed.
I lay down and slept for a few hours.
When I woke up, I looked for her on the plane, she was talking to Susana and my aunt.
"Vale, my head hurts."
I don't think she realized she was showing part of our daily intimacy because she stood up and massaged my temples and then a bit of my back.
I love her massages, they feel like caresses and relax me immensely.
"Thank you, darling."
I said without thinking.
Then she showed me something on her laptop, all under the watchful eyes of my aunt and Susana. I don't know why they watch us so much.
I trust Vale, she's been working with me for 10 months.
I look up Valeria's file on my phone.
She must be having a birthday soon, I hope it hasn't passed.
Luckily it hasn't, her birthday is when we return to Buenos Aires.
I need to think of a gift to impress her.
A car?
An apartment?
I think she would be offended and wouldn't accept it.
She's so... innocent that she'd be happy with a bouquet of flowers.
Well, a bouquet. And what else?
I found myself looking at rings on the jewelry app where I always shop.
It's been so long since I've met someone worth repeating and sending a gift to!
The only one I want to repeat with over and over is her.
I look back at that page and really got scared, almost dropping my phone.
What am I doing looking at rings?
I want her at my feet, but that's too much.
Although... I want to be a God for her, an omnipotent God.
If I give her a ring, she won't be able to resist.
Better ask my aunt, yes, when we're alone, I'll ask her discreetly.
She knows her well, lately, it seems like she's the niece, and not only that, it's like she's her favorite niece.