Chapter 38 38
Vanessa
"How was the concert?" Becca said, startling me
"Jesus Christ, Rebecca!" I closed my door behind me, with one hand placed on my chest trying to calm my racing heart.
"Matthew wasn't available" She said, wrapping MY DRYCLEANED duvet around herself.
Does she know the stress I put on the duvet. Only me!
"I'd appreciate it if you give me heads up. Its either I move out of the house or finally change the lock because I feel this house is turning into a Charity Home for every fucking person." I dropped my bag on the island. "Don't you have a house here again? Did you sell it?" I rolled my sleeve up, packing my hair up so it doesn't get in my food
"Why stay in your house alone when you have a best friend you can disturb." Becca turned to face me
I sighed, releasing all the tension. "The concert was nice" I opened my fridge looking for something quick to prepare
"I saw pasta in the fridge. You could just microwave it" Becca suggested
"Thank God Richard packaged that for me" I blurted out.
"Richard? Oh yes! Speaking of Richardddd" She coos, wiggling her eyebrow at me
"Hmm" I said, bringing out the pasta and putting it into the microwave.
I'd kill for his pastas. They're so good
"What happened yesterday. I left you in his office and when I came back you guys were gone. I came to your house to check up on you before going over to Matthew's house but you were home either. I said I'd call but got pretty occupied" Becca said, throwing the duvet on the ground, skipping towards my direction happily.
"I'm hungry right now. I can't give out much explanation" I picked up my kitchen towel and used it to bring out my plate of pasta
"Vanessa?" Becca eyed me suspiciously.
"Becca please" I rolled my eyes, turning the food into a flat plate, picking up fork alongside.
"Come on! I know when you're hiding something. When did you even start hiding something" She groaned. "Or is it Chelsea you now tell things to?"
"What the fuck? I'm not hiding anything. I'm just saying let me eat." I adjusted myself on the stool and began stuffing my face with the delicious meal
"Did you sleepover at Richards place?" Becca asked
"Yes" I managed to respond
"Did you guys fuck" Becca smirked
"Wlkh fgh hjjj edljhn"
"Huh? Stop eating and answer me!" Becca groaned
"What do you expect" I repeated myself, sipping water.
"Oh my God! How was it? Was he big? Was it raw? Did you reach your climax? Rate his sex style?! How many rounds?! Oh my goodness Vee, open your mouth and give the deets" Becca pushed my food away
"But I didn't ask you about Matthew's size and whatnot" I tried reaching for my food but then she slapped my hand away
"You didn't ask. You never ask because if you did, I'd answer. Matthew's dick is large like a giant rolling pin. Your turn" She looked at me expectantly
"Promise you'd give me my food after that?"
"I promise" She grinned
"It was top notch. We didn't do much and I was the one who made the move." I stretched to take my food but she moved it backward again. "He was large too. Come on! What else do you want me to say?"
"Okay fine" She groaned, handing the food to me. "You're not off the hook yet."
"Yeah right" I rolled my eyes, stuffing the remaining food into my mouth
"I fucking knew you guys were going to do it. I mean, you've been blocking it for a long time! So are you guys something now?" Becca asked.
Honestly, I never thought of that.
"I.. I don't know. I don't think so. I really don't think we're both ready for commitment" I swallowed
"Are you both fucking other people while ...you know, fucking each other?" She said, making gestures with her hands
"Well, nah. I mean, that's what he said" I shrugged, pushing the empty plate away
"You guys are practicing commitment already" She smiled
"Becca you know commitment is more than that" I rolled my eyes
"But do you want to try? With him?" She asked softly
"I don't know." I answered honestly
"Then why'd you have sex with him?" She asked carefully
"I.. I just want to quench that sexual desire I was feeling. Let's see if we'd get over this soon. I feel all we're feeling is lust"
"You too? Since when did you start lusting over a guy?" She laughed
"Since I met Richard" I smiled.
"It's more than lust. I can feel it. The boy's trying though. I can see the way he treats you. The way he looks at you"
"Becca he didn't want to have sex with me. I pushed it" I said, feeling embarrassed
"Maybe because he wanted to be sure that you were feeling it too. You know, not everything should be left for the guys to initiate" She said, holding my hand
"That's exactly what he said too" I blushed
"See? Was I there when he said it? No" She laughed softly. "Don't fight whatever you're feeling."
"I'm not fighting it. I just didn't meet him on a good note but I swear, he's trying to prove something. He really tries to impress me. In his own way though." I smiled.
"That's all I need to hear. I swear to God, I'd kill him if he fucks this up" Becca said sternly. "You know I love you and I want the best for you" she squeezed my hands.
"I knowww" I smiled, giving her a light squeeze too.
"I don't know when but we'll be going to Sri Lanka for a little girls vacation but not very soon" She said, jumping off the stool
"Really? You're allowed to have vacation?" I eyed her playfully
"I'm a human too okay? I'm sure my models can do good without me for a week. It's only a week." She motioned for me to come. "I miss my girl" She hugged me sweetly.
"Who's sponsoring this?" I smirked
"The company that always sponsors my vacation. I'm starting to think their CEO has something for me" She laughed
"That's evil!" I shook my head
"Well, I didn't beg and I deserve it" she rolled her eyes
"I hope this vacation is after Jason's wedding because I'd need the break" I dragged her upstairs
"If that's what you want" She said, following me to the room
"See why you're my favourite girl!" I yelled
"Gold digger!" She laughed
"As long as I'm digging your gold, mama" I laughed, removing my dress
"I can't believe Richard enjoys all these" Becca yelled
"Fuck off" I flipped her off
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