49. La La Wonderland
**49. La La Wonderland**
“I missed you.”
Ceasar hugs me tightly from behind while I pretend to sleep. His hot breath fans at the back of my neck, sending chills down my spine.
I shut my eyes tightly as he nuzzles his nose in the cave of my neck, and breathes in deeply.
“You looked so beaaautifuuul tonight..”
My heart skips a beat as he snuggles close to me. “I can’t believe I am sooo lucky to have you as my wife.” He chuckles to himself.
I bite my lips to steady my breath. But my heart couldn’t keep calm and accelerates at the top gear while he murmurs in a low voice, “And it hurt me so bad that it wasn’t me who was dancing with you.”
His words pierce through me like needles while his thumb slowly strokes on my rib cage, as if soothing my skin.
“I wanted to touch you, kiss you more, embrace you in my arms.” His breaths continuously falls on my neck. “But you were soooo far from me.”
His voice drops low and I feel a heavy thump in my chest that I couldn’t ignore. As if his pain transferred into my heart and I can feel it all too real.
“I know our marriage is fake..” He says in a low husky tone. “But I want to make it real. I want it to be real with you. Forrrever.”
I try to stay calm, keeping my breathing even, but my heart is pounding like a drum. *Loud and fast!*
This wasn’t the part of the plan. We were supposed to only pretend to be married, but now, with him holding me close and confessing his feelings, everything suddenly feels more complicated.
“I want to wake up next to you every day, feel you in my armsss and kissss you like its my last day on the earth.”
His drunk words send a rush of warmth through me, but I couldn’t let myself believe him. The memories of him staring and talking to another woman still wounds me from deep inside.
“I think..”
He lets out a deep breath before whispering to himself, “I think I am in love with you.”
My heart skips a beat, two, three, then suddenly goes silent as if it fell down to his words. My ears couldn’t believe, and my inside flutter with panicking butterflies.
But I know it is not him, it is the alcohol who is doing the talking.
“How much did you drink?” A whisper pulls out me as I couldn’t pretend any longer.
Ceasar tenses behind me, his hand stiffens on my waist and I feel his raging heartbeats thudding through me.
Silence prevails between us and I slowly turn around to face him. Moonlight from the moon lamp falls on his face, while he looks at me with a mixed expression of shock and fear.
“Where are you coming from?” I ask and in response he continues to stare at me like he is still processing the previous answer in his mind.
“Were you with Irene?” I let my fear come out of my mouth.
His eyebrows join in as he stares at me with a pissed off face. “No. I told you I broke up with her, didn’t it?” His voice heavy and dark, just like his eyes.
Flames of jealousy calms down a bit, but it is still burning inside of me with lots of conspiracy doubts.
“Why did you two breakup?” I question him.
“You.” Ceasar replies.
“Because I am in love with you.”
My heart jolts in my chest, making a comeback with beats thudding like violent thunders in the sky. *Is it.. Is it true?*
“And I can’t look at any woman, without thinking about you.” Grey eyes push down on me dominatingly while he slowly climbs on me.
A deep gasp pulls out of me as I feel his masculine weight on me. My fingers clutch on to his biceps as he presses his body on me.
“You have taken over my mind like a parasite and it is making me do stupid things.” My satin nighty stretches up as he pulls my knee and- *Ah!* I feel him hot and hard in between my legs.
“I am thinking about you all the time, mostly inappropriately.” He whispers in my ear and a deep moan releases from me as he slowly pushes in his hips.
“Ahh!” My body moves along with like a ripple of wave as he thrusts in slowly with his teeth grazing on my neck.
My head shoots up as I take in a deep breath while his body presses into me more. The roughness of his hardon and the zipper of pants rubs against my thin panties, throws me into *La La* wonderland.
“Fuck… I want you so badly.” He breathes in my scent and sucks on my neck with an aim to mark me with hickeys.
“Ah, Ceasar!” I complain as the sting of his kiss passes through me like a current.
“Hmm.” He hums against my ear and hardens his assault on my neck.
I bite a moan as his stone hard chest rubs against my soft breast, giving me the roughness that shakes me to my core.
“I need you right now, baby.”
His urgent words hit me with a bolt of sensation, igniting a fire within me.
“I-I have been craving you for months.” He grunts, thrusting his hips faster in me and I feel the intensity of his passion running wild with every movement.
“Ahh! Ceasar.. Oh God!” I moan in feeling him so close to me, so into me like we are merging into one body. I feel breathless, and clutch on to his shoulders as I sense him getting harder and rougher against my shivering sex.
“I want you, my wife. Only you.”
His words seep deep into me and I feel drunk on his breath and sensual touch.
Warm fingers dig into my scalp and a cry screeches out of me as he pulls my hair and claims my lips fiercely like a thirsty animal.
My breath gets caught as he pushes his tongue into my mouth while his hips grind into me with a demanding force. A sharp tang of alcohol overwhelms my senses as he explores every inch of my mouth, deepening his tongue, while pushing my head into the pillow with the force.
Ceasar kisses me like his life depends on it, with a desperation that makes my heart race violently. Lost into the intensity of the moment, my lips respond to his fiery passion and I kiss him back.
Instantly, his chest grunts with a suppressed moan and he pushes my knees apart, to spill open my vaginal lips and then, humps into me roughly.
“Uhh!” My throat makes a noise as I feel a throbbing hot pressure on my sex, making it pooling wet from inside.
My hands clutch to his hair, pulling him closer, more closer to my burning body as we both loose our senses to the fire burning with our need.
Suddenly my eyes open wide as I hear the tear of my panties in the air.