Chapter 64 Worth Protecting
He kissed her with hunger so intense it consumed his whole being. Their lips were locked in a lip duel that lasted for a few minutes and when their lips parted, they were visibly shaken by the intensity of their kiss.
They gazed into each other's eyes, trying to grasp what had just happened between them.
Why was their attraction so intense? Kissing each other was the only thing they wanted to do every time their eyes locked.
The hunger and yearning they felt for each other was evident in their eyes, it established something in the air. They have to be together despite their tryst is forbidden.
Alpha Gideon couldn't take his eyes off Mira. What he was seeing now was his wife, but he was also aware that the soul inhabiting his wife’s body was that of Mira, but still it didn't matter anymore. He still craved her lips, her body and everything about her. He needs her presence in his life.
It sounds crazy but he wants her despite knowing it’s Mira’s soul occupying his wife’s body. He still wants to touch her, kiss her and have sex with her right at this very moment.
He wants to feel that magic of love again, that bond that never fails to bring happiness to his heart.
Every time he sees his wife’s body he feels good.
But every time he sees the maid’s face in his bedroom, he feels detached and cold towards her, as if he was living with a stranger.
His heart and eyes recognize the body and don't give a damn about her soul.
It’s kind of jarring, his mind trying to sort out his conflicting feelings. But his heart always beats for his wife’s body no matter whose soul occupies it. Mira’s visual reminded her that she was her wife. She was trying her best to make him feel that it’s alright to kiss her and touch her because he owns her body and soul.
She is my wife.
The feeling was so strong that he wanted to kiss her again.
Mira cleared her throat. “Um, Alpha, what’s wrong?” she asked worriedly. Does he think kissing her was a big mistake?
“Shh, don’t speak,” he said softly and cupped her face again, staring into her eyes, reading her soul, trying to fight his feelings.
In the end, kissing her was all he ever wanted to do.
He claimed her lips once more and kissed her with so much passion, exploring every crevice of her mouth, trying to satisfy the sexual craving he had been trying to suppress all this time.
The urge to fuck her senseless grew stronger in his heart, consuming his senses. He couldn't control his urge anymore.
“Get on the bed, I want to fuck you from behind,” he orders roughly, pushing her gently to the edge of the bed and guiding her on how to do it. “Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle,” he whispered in her ears.
His breath is hot on her ears, and her knees turn into jelly. She obediently followed his command and pressed both hands on the edge of the bed. Her body tingled with anticipation. She wanted to be fucked from behind by him, oh God, she dreamed about it several times when she was still a maid, fantasizing about him every night before going to sleep.
He pushed down his pants and underwear and did the same to her pajama bottoms, exposing her sexy ass. Then he position himself behind her. The moment his cock came into contact with her wet clit it sprang to life. He pressed the tip of his cock into her crease, teasing her. He smiled, loving the delicious feel of her mound. He gently poked her moist slit with the tip of his shaft, entering her slowly, burying his erect cock inch by inch. Fuck, it felt so good.
Her silky wall wrapped around him welcoming him into her folds. Every fiber of his being came alive as he began pounding her softness, holding her bottom firmly in his hands, building up a satisfying rhythm, occasionally stroking her breasts beneath her top.
He was trying to move gently within her because she was pregnant. He just wanted to fuck her in a slow steady and satisfying manner, yet the friction was so intense that it made him want to pound her depths harder and faster. He increased the speed of his thrust. After several hard thrusts, a mind-blowing orgasm gripped his body. He finally achieved his earth-shattering climax, ejaculating inside her.
Mira was feeling high, loving every second that his cock assaulted her softness, just in the way she imagined it to be. It felt so amazing. She wants a second round because it feels so deliciously good. She wants more from him. “More please, one more time,” she begged him, her hands still pressed on the edge of the bed, ready for another round.
Alpha Gideon smirked and whispered in her ears. “You’re so naughty,” he said and slapped her bottom playfully. “Alright, I’ll give you what you want. But this time, you sit on my cock and you ride me, okay?” he said huskily, nuzzling her earlobes.
“OK.” Mira nodded her head excitedly. She understood what he meant.
He positioned himself on the edge of the bed and she slowly lowered her bottom into his awaiting hard pulsating cock. Her pussy hovered over his hardness and she finally let go, the tip of his cock piercing her softness, her silky wall wrapping him inside her.
Mira threw her head back in ecstasy. “Ahhhmm so goood,” she moaned in ecstasy as she began to move in a pleasurable rhythm. His cock was buried deep inside her reaching into her depths. He grabbed her breasts, stroking and kneading her twin peaks. Mira rode him cowboy style with great relish. It felt so good she never wanted to stop. She moved up and down until she achieved a mind-blowing orgasm, sending her consciousness to the edge of Nirvana.
Her mind and body float in a state of bliss.
Her body clenched as she reached her climax coming in waves.
Alpha Gideon reached another earth-shattering orgasm. “That was so good,” he murmured into her ears a few moments later.
Their breathing slowly returned to normal and they started fixing their clothes, putting everything back in place.
When they looked into each other's eyes after their satisfying lovemaking, they both realized they wanted to be together and indulge in intimacy every time they felt like it.
But Luna Rosie’s shadow hung heavy in the air.
“This is wrong, but it feels so right,” he expressed his inner turmoil openly to her while sitting beside her on the bed. His hands ached to hold her again but they needed to address the elephant in the room. He raked his hands through his hair, sighing heavily.
Mira stayed silent. She didn't know what to say to him. He looked like he was trying hard to resist the pull between them.
Heavy silence enveloped the room.
Then amidst the chaos raging in his heart, he tries to clear the fog in his head and looks at her tenderly. His heart speaks louder but he needs to set the record straight between them. He cleared his throat and said, “We need to have a serious talk about this…about our situation.”
Mira sighed. “I know. But all I want is to be with you forever. I can be your wife. I have always felt that way ever since we were together. Can I stay by your side forever?” She asked, begging him to take her into his heart, into his life and never let her go.
He stared at her face for a long time and shook his head gently. “The things we did a while ago were wrong. I feel like I have betrayed my wife by having sex with you. It feels so right while we are doing it but yet it feels so wrong after we are done with the deed. I’m guilty that I betrayed my wife. I promise her that I will never cheat on her. I will never fall for you…but here we are doing a deed that will surely shatter her heart if she learns the truth,” he said dejectedly, as guilt and remorse were plastered on his face.
“But I’m still your wife. This body belongs to your wife. You don’t have to feel guilty every time we make love. You are not cheating on her with another woman. Stop thinking that you are making love with a stranger, you are making love to the body of your wife. There's nothing to be guilty about,” she insisted, wanting to argue that their intimacy was never wrong. She wants him to continue visiting her room every night and make love to her freely.
His mouth was set in a hard line.
He was shaking his head, dealing with raging conflicts creating havoc in his head.
He stood up, ready to leave the room, to get away from temptation. “Enough of this talk. I know what I feel. It feels so wrong fucking you. I truly betrayed my wife this time. This must not happen again. No more intimacy between us. Do you understand?" he said, his voice hard and harsh.
Tears shimmered in Mira’s eyes. She nodded her head. “OK. I understand. Thank you for your time, Alpha. What we have is very special to me. I will treasure our special moments in my heart forever. Remember I’m always here for you. You can visit me anytime. I will welcome you with open arms,” she said softly, not afraid to show him how much she adored him.
He remained stiff, not moved by her words.
“I love you so much, please remember that,” Mira said lovingly, hoping he could feel how much she loved him.
He flinched after hearing her declaration of love. Her voice is so sweet. It's his wife’s voice and body after all. He will naturally respond to her charm and seduction.
He really has to go now before he will be tempted to kiss her again and spend endless nights with her doing the things they both enjoyed doing.
He took a deep breath and said, “This can’t go on. We need to stop meeting in secret because if my wife knows what we are doing, she will start hurting you again. I don't want you to suffer in her hands. This is for your own good.”
“No, please don’t do this to us. What we have is worth protecting. Please consider your decision,” Mira begged helplessly, grabbing his hand, wanting him to fight for the special bond they felt for each other.
“Take care of yourself.” Alpha Gideon gently removed her hand from his arms and walked away without looking back at her.
The moment he left the room, her heart died. She felt empty inside.
Mira was crying helplessly on the bed, tears falling down her face. His rejection hurt so badly she couldn't stop crying.
A few moments later, Lena entered the room and noticed tears on Mira’s face. “What happened to you?” she asked, rushing to her side.