Chapter 29: I Have Always Used Condom
Baron
“Now about safe words, you already know what they are, right?” I asked.
“Yes, sir. Logan and Chidi told me about them. If you don't mind, I would like to go for the most current ones. Red to stop and yellow to slow down.” Jasper said with assurance.
“They are your choice and I will respect them. I supposed you have gathered what they fully imply?”
“I believe so.”
“This is very important, Jasper. I want to make sure you will use them at any time you need. Like I said, while in a scene, I will test your limits a lot and there will be times you will tell me to stop or to slow down and I won't. Not until you use your safe word. This applies to everyday life and punishment as well, you must never feel ashamed to use them. Saying red or yellow is not an admission of defeat, and I will never be disappointed if you use them. It will take a bit of time for me to be able to read your body, your mind and to guess your reaction so please never hesitate to safeword if you need to. Is that clear?”
“Yes, very clear.”
“We are almost done with the basic duties, but there is another one I need to mention. As my submissive, you trust me with your body and your being. I will be responsible for your well-being and your safety, in return, I expect you to behave in a safe way. Never put yourself in a dangerous situation, think twice before you do anything that might endanger you.” I looked at him.
“Also, I need to be able to contact you at any time. If I call you, pick up the call within the next few minutes. If you are not able to answer a call from me, I will leave a voicemail and you will have to call me back as soon as you get the message. In this case, you would better be ready with a good reason as to why you didn't answer the phone.”
“B…but what if my phone battery goes dead during the day?”
“It is your responsibility to make sure your phone is always charged, okay?”
“Yes, I understand. But what if.. what if I forget and I don't have a good reason to provide you with?”
“This is where discipline is brought into play, if you fail your duties or breach a rule, you get disciplined.” I said in a serious tone.
He already knows about this aspect of the lifestyle, so it is no surprise for him. But he still lowered his eyes to the table.
“This is part of the bdsm lifestyle, Jasper. You will make mistakes, and I will teach you discipline. This is not for my pleasure, instead, it aims at correcting your behavior so that you become a better submissive and ultimately a better man.”
“Now, if you happen to make a mistake without me knowing it, I expect you to confess and ask for your punishment….”
“Why would I do that?” He interrupted me.
“If you don't know, then…”
“I will most probably find out.” I cut him off.
“And believe me, Jasper, if I find out by myself, the punishment will be twice as bad.” I said firmly.
“Okay, got it.”
“Remember, honesty and communication.”
“I understand, are there more rules other than those you have mentioned?”
“They were not really rules, they were what I would qualify as duties. Then, there will be a list of rules that I am going to set up for you.” I replied with a smirk.
He straightened on his chair, and I suggested moving to the living room. Once we were comfortably seated on the leather couch, I slightly turned to him and continued with the rules.
Most of the rules will deal with a proper and healthy lifestyle, no drugs, no tobacco and as little alcohol as possible. Even if you are legal, your consumption of alcohol will have to remain reasonable and with my permission. It should never happen before we play a scene either.”
“Why is that?” He asked, a bit confused.
“I mean, in a club…it is hard not to drink…”
“You will find out that the club mostly offers very light drinks. Both the dominant and the submissive must be in full control of their brains when they perform a scene. Alcohol impairs judgement and things can become dangerous for both of them.”
“Okay, that makes sense.” He agreed.
“Regarding a healthy lifestyle, you can forget about junk food, nasty fast-food restaurants, ready-made food and the likes. I want you to get healthy eating habits with regular meals. So you will learn to cook and I will help you with that. Eating healthy is important and it goes along with the next rule which is about working out. I will set up a schedule for you to go to the gym or to run.” I said, and an expression of disgust spread on his face.
“Gym? Is it necessary? I don't really have weight issues…”
“It is necessary. After a few weeks, you will get used to it and realize you feel better too. As far as sex is concerned, I will require you to be supplied and to have stamina if you understand when I mean…”
“But, I hate working out.” He pouted.
“You will get to like it, and if you don't, this is still part of the rules.” I insisted.
“Another part of a healthy lifestyle is rest. I want you to have a good night's sleep, preferably a minimum of seven hours but never less than six hours. I need you to be in good shape, especially over the weekend. Any problem with this?”
“No, I need my sleep anyway.”
“All good then, last point, I will set up an appointment for our test on Friday to make sure we are both clean.” I said, wiggling my eyebrows.
“Do you agree with this?”
“Yes, of course. My last test was clear and I have always used condoms since then. This will not be a problem.”
“Perfect, is it all clear so far?”
“I think so,” he replied.
“Just let me know if you have any questions.”
“About all the rules, I don't really have questions, but that is a lot.” He muttered.
“Are there any that you feel are too much for you?”
“No, no, it is just a lot. It seems like soon you are going to tell me how to dress.”
“It could have been a rule indeed. Some dominants go as far as choosing their submissive's haircut and outfits.”
“Like wear skinny shorts at the club or be naked at all times at home, so you can fuck me at any moment?” He joked.
“Nakedness at home can be fun sometimes, but it won't be at all times.” I chuckled.
“And as far as the club is concerned, if you feel more comfortable in leather pants in the beginning, I am fine with them. But you will get to wear these tiny shorts because they are too fúcking sexy and you will get used to them. Outside the club, you may dress as you pleased as long as it remains decent. Does this sound acceptable?”
“Yes, that is fine.”
“Now, about sex.” I said, folding my arms across my chest.
Shadow of lust filled his eyes, his lower lip got caught between his teeth and he crossed his legs, probably to hide the beginning of an erection. I like this.
“Sex will be intense in many ways and I am not only talking about frequency. Whatever you experienced in the past may have been great, but I trust you will discover new sensations and higher levels of intensity.” I looked at him, he was already blushing.
“This is another domain where I expected you to comply with any order I might give you. Sex can happen at any time of day and night, in my place as often as I want. Know that I would never ask anything that I don't deem doable that would endanger or make you uncomfortable. We will take things slowly but I will stretch your limits gradually. However, remember that you can always use your safe word out of a situation if necessary.”
“Okay, sounds good.”
“I should be the sole master of your pleasure, only I can decide if I will grant you an orgasm. In this respect, you are not allowed to cum without my permission. This means that unless I ask you to, masturbation is forbidden. Remember, you are not a sex slave, and you have a right to safe word out of it. Or you can just tell me, there may be days without lust or when you feel sick or simply too sore. In any case, communication is key, do you have any questions?”
“No, I don't think so. This is all clear, sir.” He said, a bit hesitant and I encouraged him with a smile.
“About discipline, how does it work exactly?” He asked warily.
“Don't work yourself up with punishment, Jasper. Like all submissives, you will make mistakes and get punished. You will learn to tame your unruly temper, I will guide you in this scene. Whenever you mess up, you will be lectured, given some time to reflect on your wrong doing, punished and once you have apologized, you will be forgiven.”
“It sounds like a parent educating their child.” He whispered.