Chapter 25: I Would Love To Submit To Him
Jasper
As Baron drives us to the club, I think about the wonderful evening we spent together. I am really glad I accepted his invitation, I got to learn a lot of things about him and I must admit I am quite impressed by his career path. I wished I had the same willpower and determination regarding my future and my life in general. I wish I had known from my early childhood what I would do with my life.
The fact that he had caring and devoted parents must have helped too. I don't condemn my own parents because I know I was a burdensome child and I guess it was really hard to educate me, but I can't say they were role models either for me. As far as I can remember, my mother never worked and my father tried various jobs. Somehow, I just followed his path. I am also grateful he was so open to discuss his lifestyle, the concepts of domination and submission and how all this works.
The more I hear about it, the more I am captivated and appealed to it. The more I discovered about the lifestyle, the more I felt like surrendering to someone like him. And if I am entirely honest to myself, I would love to submit to him but I know I can't do this yet. He is right when he says I need to take some time to think over it. If I tell him just now that I agreed to be his submissive, he will think I am not taking things seriously and that I am accepting on a whim.
We were at the restaurant for more than two hours, and they just flew by. There are so many questions I would like to ask him, so many more things I would like to know about him. He refused to tell me more about him as a dominant and the kind of rules he would set up, I saw his impish smile when I asked the question and now my curiosity is piqued. I can't help wondering what he has in mind and how he is going to deal with me. I carefully peek at him while he was focusing on the road, he is so fucking sexy in this dress and jacket. His hair is perfectly done, gelled into his usual long and wavy quiff. His straight nose is perfect, his lips plump and his eyes locked on the road. The music is on and I recognized the song. I love this bond and I am glad to see we share similar taste in music.
He parked at the back of the club and walked around the car to open the door for me. I slipped out and followed him to the back door. He had already sent a text to Justine before we left the restaurant to let him know we were on our way to the club. So, I wasn't surprised to see him walking our way as we moved along the long corridor that leads to the private playrooms. I lowered my eyes right away and stopped beside Baron when we met him.
“Hey, Baron. Good evening, Jasper.” He greeted us.
“Good evening, sir.” I replied, not sure if he is really too happy to see me here.
“Hey, Justine. How are you?”
“Good, did you two have a good evening?”
“Yes, very good and very instructive.” Baron responded.
“Good, I spoke with Grayson and Logan and they don't mind Jasper attending the scene tonight.”
Yes, I already knew that. It is not like I never saw Logan's little dick before. Okay, it is not that little, it is just average.
“Jasper, are you sure you want to see this?” Justine asked.
“Yes, I am fine with it.” I replied.
“Okay, I will see you in a few minutes then.” He said and walked away towards the club.
“I need to go to my private room to change my clothes.” Baron said, I silently followed him to his playroom.
I should have brought something, I hope he is not going to make me wear some of these tiny shorts. I know I will probably have to at some point, but I am just not ready for that yet.
“Come in,” he said as we reached the door.
“You don't need to change clothes. As a guest, you can dress in regular clothes, preferably blue. So, these will do for tonight.”
I sighed in relief and stood near the door while he walked to the chest drawer and began to unbutton his shirt. His back is so sexy, his muscles flex as he fold his shirt and puts it on the piece of furniture. When he bends down to unlace his shoes, I almost let out a moan. His ass seems to be the firmest and I desperately try to control myself and not walk towards him to lay my hands on his jeans covered ass. He keeps his jeans ok and just slip into a boot that he didn't bother to lace.
“Come on, let's go.” He said with a warm smile as he turned back to me and closed the distance between us.
We walk back down the corridor and take the other one leading to the club. When we ate halfway to the doors, he stopped and looked into my eyes.
“Jasper, you remember the rules inside there?” He asked.
“Yes, sir.”
“Right, I want you to stay by my side at all times. Don't speak to anyone else apart from Justine, keep your eyes down until we reach the couch. You will sit beside me, understand?”
“Yes, sir.”
We walked into the club and I let him lead me to the couch where I sat the other day. I am a bit disappointed that Logan and Grayson are no longer here, they have gone to get ready. Logan explained to me that they always take a moment just the two of them before a scene, to concentrate. At the couch, I recognized one of the guys I met in the locker room last weekend but I can't remember his name. He is kneeling beside Justine's muscular legs on his left side with his cheek leaning on his thigh. Baron gestured for me to sit on the other side of Justine and he took a seat next to me.
“Good evening, Jack.” Baron said.
“Good evening, sir.” He replied as he patted the back of his head.
“Where is Asher?” He asked Justine.
“He has taken John to his private room for the night.” Justine replied in a smug tone.
“Hmm, lucky guy.” Baron chuckles.
At that moment, all the lights are dimmed in the room and the main stage lights up. Baron has put his right ankle on his left knee, like the other night but instead of having his arm on the back of the couch, he takes my left hand into his and puts both our hands on his thigh. Warmth spreads through my body and I am mesmerized by the glowing smile he gives me before he returns his attention to the stage. After a long minutes staring at him, I also focus on what is happening on the stage and realize that the scene has begun. Grayson has strapped Logan's wrists into leather cuffs similar to the ones Baron used with on Friday. Thick ropes are hanging from the ceiling, Grayson passes one of them through the ring on the left restraints and pulls on it until Logan's arm is stretched upwards. He does the same with his other arm and Logan's arms are now fully stretched in a V form.
Grayson runs the back of his hand over his cheek, making him smile. He takes a long piece of black cloth on the table next to him and blindfolded him. They exchanged a few words that I can't hear from here but I see a genuine smile on Logan's face. He slowly pulled Logan's shorts to his ankles and removed them. He was wearing some sort of jockstraps, those that barely hide his crotch and have his ass naked. Grayson undertakes a long time teasing his body, first with the nipple clamps, and then various sex toys all which I wouldn't be able to name. But Logan seems to be enjoying it, judging by his moans. This is so hot.
At some point, Grayson goes to stand behind him and pour a fair amount of lube in his hand. He lubricates his back entrance, and uses his other hand to slip into his underwear and begins to stroke his erection. Logan began to bite his lips to contain his moans but they are getting louder and louder.
After a few minutes of preparation, Grayson pulls down the jockstrap and immediately slammed into him whose long and loud moan echoes in the room. He arches his back and leans his head against Grayson's chest, and they rocked back and forth in rhythm and Grayson's right hand reaches for Logan's dick to stroke it while he continuously whispers into his ear.