Chapter 21: Will You Be My Submissive?
Jasper
“You are doing well, Jasper and looking delightful in this position.” Baron said with a mischievous smile on his face.
“Thank you, sir.” I murmured, and he told me to stand up. He removed the cuffs and put them back in their place. I think our session is over.
“What would you say if I offered you a contract as my submissive?” He asked as he brought my clothes for me.
“Can..can you please repeat, air.” I stuttered.
“What would you say if I proposed you to be my submissive and sign a contract?”
I put my clothes back on without looking into his eyes, I don't know what to say. I can't ignore I am undeniably attracted to the man but I wasn't expecting such a proposition so soon. After all, I don't know him, and he doesn't know me either. He seems to be a fine man, pretty well-off and is more than good-looking but am I ready for that? I have never been in a long term relationship before. What if it doesn't work?
“I know it is too soon, we are just finishing our third session. I am not requesting a firm answer right now away, but I would like you to consider it, Jasper. How about we have dinner together on Sunday evening and discuss this possibility?”
I still remain dumbfounded, I don't know what to say as nor words could form in my throat.
“I understand we don't really know each other, which is why I am inviting you for dinner on Sunday.” He continues after a long minutes of silence.
“Not as a submissive by the way. I want to give us the opportunity to talk and learn about each other. Are you free on Sunday evening?”
“I…I think…it would be a good idea. I mean…the dinner.” I stuttered.
As a matter of fact, he is right when he said we need to learn about each other.
“Yes, I am free on Sunday evening. Where shall I meet you?”
“I will pick you up around eight o'clock, is that okay with you?”
“Yes, it works for me.” I replied hesitantly.
“Do you mind if I discuss this with Logan?” I added.
I would really like to consult my friend's opinion on this. Logan has always been a great adviser for me, and I am sure he will excel here again considering how much he knows on the subject.
“No, I don't mind. Talking to Logan, I know he will give you the best advice.”
“Thank you.”
“You are welcome, I will get your address from either Justine or Grayson and will pick you up on Sunday at eight then.” He concluded.
“Alright, thank you. When is our next session going to be?” I asked.
“I need to check my calendar for next week, but I will find some time. Don't worry, we will schedule an appointment on Sunday, alright?”
“Sure,”
Once I was done lacing my sneakers, we headed back out of the club and part ways. I stopped at the grocery store before going back home and started cooking dinner for me and Logan. He arrives home at nine o'clock. Apparently, the day has been long and he looked tired. We spent the whole evening talking about the training and submission in general. After a moment of silence, I decided to finally tell him about Baron's proposition.
“He what?”
“He proposed to me a contract, he said it doesn't have to be now that I can take my time to think it over. He has also invited me for dinner on Sunday.”
“Wow, that is great.” He cheered, suddenly more than awake although he was dropping a few minutes ago.
“You and Master Baron, wow, I can't believe it.”
“Hey, hold your breath. I haven't agreed yet.”
“I know you will.”
“I don't know, Logan. I mean, I just started the training and even though he said I was doing good, that doesn't mean I am really good. What if I fuck up?”
“Fuck up the relationship or fuck up as in fuck up?”
“Both,” I mumbled.
“If you fúck up the relationship, you can find another dominant. If you just fúck up, then you will get a punishment.” He said with a wide grin.
“Damn, you talk about it as if you like it.”
“Well..” he blushed.
“Once in a while, it is nice to provoke them and get a rougher spanking.”
“Oh my goodness, who are you, Logan? What have you done with my friend Logan?” I exclaimed, which made him laugh but he quickly recovered his seriousness.
“Jasper, if you like the man, if you feel at ease around him, then give him a chance. Accept the dinner on Sunday and talk to him, if you still feel comfortable with him after that, let him show you the contract and discuss it openly with him. Baron is a great guy, he will help you a lot and he will never go over your limits.”
“Do you know if he has had a lot of submissives before? I guess he doesn't have one at the moment, otherwise he wouldn't offer me a contract, right? What does he like?”
“That is not my role to tell you, Jasper. You need to find out by yourself. Talk to him and get your answers.”
“Okay, I will.” I replied with a sigh.
I would have liked to know a bit more about him, though. I glance at Logan and see that he is biting one of his nails.
“Is something wrong?” I asked.
“No, not really.” He said after a minute of hesitation.
“It is just that there is something else we need to discuss.” He said as if he were about to confess he killed a cat.
“Go ahead.” I encourage him.
“Well, Grayson, he had offered me to move in with him. To be honest, he has been talking about it for a few months now but…”
“A few months? Why haven't you accepted it yet? Are you not sure about him? Are you scared to move in with him? You already spend most of the nights in his house.” I said, worried for him, but at the same time confused that he hasn't accepted yet.
“No, that is not it. I would really like to move in with him. What about you?” He asked with an apologetic expression.
Fuck, I realized that he has been holding off to move in with his man because of me. Because he has been wondering what will become of me if he leaves me on my own to pay for the rent. I know I can't keep a job for more than a few weeks and can't sustain all my needs. I suddenly feel very guilty, what an asshole I am.
“Jasper, you can keep the apartment and I will continue to pay my share of the rent.”
“No, I am sorry, Logan. I never realized I was holding you from living your own life. I am so sorry.” I apologize with sincerity.”
“This is not what I meant, Jasper.” He squeals.
“I know, but that is the truth all the same and I am sincerely sorry. You go ahead and move in with Grayson, it is really time I grow up and find myself a stable job. I can still find a smaller apartment if I can't afford this one, this is not a problem.”
“I told you I would continue to pa….”
“No,” I interrupted him.
“I will find a solution.”
“Jasper..” I finally agreed.
“I know you haven't been here much recently, but this is going to be weird without you.” I said with a sigh. I don't mean to make him feel guilty but this is the reality.
“I won't be that far, I will still come to visit you and you will come to visit me as well. And we will also meet at the club.” He grins.
“True, talking about the club, have you ever…” I hesitated to complete my sentence.
“Ever what?”
“Have you ever done one of those scenes…in public?” His face turned tomato red. Oh my goodness, he did it.
“Ok, I have my answer.”
“Grayson and I had done it once in a while, we actually have one planned for this coming weekend.” He breathed out.
“Really? Jeez, I wouldn't have imagined you. Oh my goodness, won't it bother you in the future when I am here?” I asked.
I personally wouldn't mind, but Logan has always been so modest. Not that much in front of me, but sex is something different.
“It doesn't matter,” he said, shrugging his shoulders.
“I have gotten used to sex in public, I mean.. at the club. And when it is on the stage, once you begin to play, you just get so deep into it that the rest disappears. You will eventually do it too.”
“Oh my gosh.” I blushed.
“You will see, you will get to like it.” He said yawning.
“Yes, let's go to sleep. It is getting late.” I said.
“So, you are going to dinner with Baron on Sunday?”
“Yes, I think I will.”
“Good, I probably won't see you till then, so enjoy. Be on your best behavior for once, and call me to let me know how it was. We will be with my parents for the rest of the weekend but try to at least text me.”
“I will, goodnight, buddy.” I said as we hugged and headed towards our respective rooms.
“Goodnight, dude.”
I shut my door and lay on the bed, thinking about all that has happened this week. I really like the training with Baron, I like it when he gives me orders even the simplest ones like kneel or stand. I like his deep voice when he praises me and when I hear it, I feel like I could do anything he asked me to do. This is a weird feeling I am not used to. As my eyes closed and I drifted to sleep, I thought that I would really like to find out more about this contract he mentioned.
I am ready to accept the offer.