Chapter 19: Stand Straight And Keep Your Hands Down
Chapter 19: Stand Straight And Keep Your Hands Down
Jasper
“Here is another instrument to restrain a submissive, this is called a punishment bench but it can also be used for pleasure. There are specific spaces for the legs and the arms, everything can be articulated to the required position.” Baron explained.
He lets me touch the leather and move the various parts of the instruments while he tells me how some Doms love using them for purposes other than punishment. They allow a perfect position to fúck, especially when a scene involves more than one dominant. Gosh, I am so hard right already.
“Over here,” he continues, leading me towards another area of the room and pointing at the ceiling.
“There is a grid that we use with different types of instruments. This is a swing, these are karabines to tie ropes or chains. They are used in bondage scenes, do you know what bondage is?” He asked.
“Yes, sir. I have seen pictures.” I replied feeling my face getting hotter and hotter.
I could imagine myself replacing one of the pictures I viewed on the internet with him.
“Okay, that is for much later, anyway. Bondage required a lot of practice and a lot of experience in bdsm.” He whispered, softly tapping my shoulders.
He must have bent over considering he is much taller than me and I can feel his breath in my ear. It sends tingles down my spine, I am tempted to turn my head and taste his lips but that would probably be inappropriate. He then pushed me towards a nice wooden closet and as he opened the doors, the piece of furniture revealed several shelves of smaller instruments and toys. My face flushed from pink to red right away at the sight of all the kinky items.
“Don't blush,” he said with a smile as he moved to my side.
“I am pretty sure you already know what most of these are for.” He chuckled and I nodded in response.
“Good, then show me the ones you know and tell me what they are used for?”
Gosh, this is the most embarrassing discussion I have ever had and believe me, I am far from being a prude. We go through all the instruments in the closet and he explains all their uses to me. We spent the next twenty minutes talking about wrist and ankle restraints, spreader bars, ball-gags, plugs and dildos. Some of them really attract me, like the plugs and even the floggers, others a bit less like the cane and what he called a chastity cage.
“Alright, now we have gone through all this, and we still have a few minutes, we can talk a little more. Take a seat on the bed.” He instructed.
“How are you feeling?”
“Good, I mean, I am relaxed despite all this talk about the toys.” I said, keeping my eyes lowered all the time.
“You can look at me, Jasper.” He muttered.
Fuck, if I look at him, I can't guarantee I will be able to say anything coherent. I raised my head slowly and tried my best to focus on my emotions. But it is a hard task when you have such a sexy beast in front of you.
“You don't have to be embarrassed by this kind of thing, this is part of the lifestyle and you will see that they are more than enjoyable. At least most of them.”
So, it means some of them are not?” I asked.
“It depends on how they are used and their purpose.” He responded.
“The chastity cage is obviously used for punishment, so it is not really enjoyable except for masochist submissives. Another example, the flogger as I told you, this can be extremely pleasurable when it used to deliver very light stings. But it can be more painful when used as a punishing instrument.” He explained.
“Don't worry, as part of your training, I would only use it lightly just to show you the sensation it can provide. You will learn more with other Doms when you become a member of the club.”
“How do we choose a dominant? Or is it them who chooses his submissive?” I asked.
“Most of the time, it works like in a normal relationship I would say. But it depends on people, it depends on what both parties expect from each other. Even if there is no real love, there has to be a certain chemistry between the two. Dominants often take the first step, but submissive sometimes propose their services. It all depends on if you would like to try the lifestyle with one-night stands for a while or if you would prefer to sign a contract with one dominant.” I nodded my head in understanding.
“In the second case, know that the terms of the contract vary in function of needs and expectations of both parties. These contracts are just moral and can be terminated at any time. They are simply a frame to the relationship.”
“I think I would rather try and stay with one dominant for a while. Can it move to something more than the basic dominant and submissive relationship?”
“Sometimes, it happens. I guess Grayson and Logan are an example.” He replied.
When our time was up, he led me back to the exit of the club, wishing me a nice evening. That night was the first night I dreamed of being tied to a cross and I woke up with a painful morning wood the next day.
***
The next session is definitely not the same, Baron was already there when I arrived and came to meet me at the entrance. We went to the same room while he told me we are going to work on positions, but the atmosphere is different. He closed the door and I went to stand in the middle of the room, not sure about what I should do. He leaned back against the wall in front of me and looked at me with his arms crossed over his chest.
“Stand straight and keep your arms along your body.” He instructed, and I obeyed without hesitation, keeping my head lowered.
“Hold the position.”
A minute passed without further instructions, so I began to lift my head to see what he was doing.
“Keep your head down, I didn't allow you to raise your head and look at me. Dominants are very strict regarding their submissive's posture and behavior. You are not to look into your Dom's eyes unless they are offered to. Understood?”
“Yes, sir.” I murmured.
“I will teach you some of the basic positions you will need to know and adopt either at the club, a Dom's house or in a playroom. The most common ones are called attention and display. And for these, you can be either standing or kneeling. Let's start with standing.” He moved closer to me.
“For the first one, you will be standing with your arms along your body and your feet almost touching each other. In display, your feet should be shoulders width apart and your hands laced at the small of your back. In either case, keep your back straight and your head lowered, underwood?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Alright, then stand at attention, please.”
For the next few minutes, he made me shift from the attention position to the display one, making me hold them for a few minutes each time. Then he told me about the kneeling position, which is basically the same except that I am on my knees. At attention, my legs are supposed to be closed together with the palms of my hands laying on my thighs. And at display, I have to spread my legs open and lace my hands behind my back. We practice these as well for another moment.
“You will need to learn to shift from standing to kneeling as well in a graceful way. These positions are important, they only mark a form of respect towards your dominant but they also make you feel controlled and owned. When you speak with other submissives, they will explain this to you. Now take your shoes off and return to stand at attention in the middle of the room.”
I quickly obeyed, getting rid of my shoes in a corner before I returned to the center and adopted the position, waiting for the next command.
“Kneel,” he ordered after a long minutes of silence.
I tried to drop to my knees, folding both of them at the same time. But u lose my balance and end up on all fours. He hurried to my side as I started apologizing profusely for my clumsiness.
“It is okay, stand up, Jasper.”
Once I was back on my feet, he gently pinched my chin between his fingers and raised my head. My heartbeat is getting crazy as my eyes meet his beautiful ones. His left hand is resting on shoulder and the contact is making me warm.
“When you fall to your knees, don't bend your chest over, keep your back straight.” He said, moving to my side.