Chapter Twenty-Four

I flew back to North Carolina the day the guys came back from Spain. We met at the same hotel, the same suite, and within minutes, we were all naked, in a pile on the bed. I moved from one to the next, kissing, murmuring sweet hellos, claims for more attention. Every single one of us was naked, but we were all comfortable together.

I was on top of Tristan, where he loved to have me the most, with Daniel to my left and Adam to my right. Michael was behind me, ready to do something I’d never done before. I was so turned on, so ready for all of them, that I was ready for whatever they wanted to try.

We’d been there for a half-hour, just kissing, getting hotter, needier, with each second that passed. Now, as Daniel’s hands teased at my clit, and Tristan and Adam worked at my nipples, I slid down on Tristan’s length. I had to be there first before we took the next step.

With my torso spread over Tristan’s, I was as flat as I could go, with my ass as high as it would go. I was open, ready, waiting for Michael to invade the last untried entry of my body.

It didn’t seem sudden, we’d met at the door to the hotel, checked in, and Tristan had nearly fucked me in the elevator. I was naked by the time it reached our floor. When we got in the door, Daniel pulled me into the bedroom for that long session of kissing and touching.

Now, with my body on fire, and fire in their eyes, I was ready to take this all the way. I think. I’ve never done this thing, so I didn’t know if it would even work.

“Stay calm, Nic,” Michael said behind me. “Just feel. All those hands on your body, Tristan inside of you. And here I am, about to come into you.”

I felt him there, at my back entrance, and held my breath.

“You have to breathe, baby. Breathe for me.” He ran a hand down my spine before he pressed that soft steel against me back there. I took a breath and felt him slip inside of me. I stopped breathing again, completely freaked out for a moment.

“It’s too much, take it out!” With Tristan inside of me and then Michael, it was too overwhelming, far too much.

“If you really want me to. Or you can relax, breathe, and let me slide right into you.” He’d put some kind of gel on his cock, and it slid a little deeper when I breathed deeply.

It wasn’t… well, it wasn’t that bad once I relaxed. The desire hadn’t left me, the incredible sensations of being turned on more than I had ever been hadn’t left me, I was just afraid of pain. Of hurting myself.

“I’ll be very gentle, Nic,” Michael whispered and moved, pushed, just a little deeper.

Beneath me, Tristan’s hips flexed involuntarily, and the slide of his cock inside of me made sparkles shine behind my eyes as pleasure coursed through me.

Michael pushed deeper, further into me, and I pushed myself up, just a little, to my elbows. “Oh now, that’s, fuck, that’s good.”

“Want me to move?” Michael asked, and I nodded.

“Try it.” I felt my walls clench around Tristan as Michael went into me, every inch he could give me, now inside of me. I was… full.

I’d been curious how it would feel, and if I’m honest, it was so dirty it turned me on to no end. Now that the fantasy was a reality, I wanted to enjoy it. I didn’t give up, I just held as both men began to move inside of me, into me, and the other two pushed me right back into that world I was now familiar with.

The place where bliss lived, where pleasure pulsed, flowed, and twisted around inside of me, around me, through me. I came suddenly, with greedy clutches of my hand in the sheets as I made some awful sound, but I didn’t care. I had two men inside of me, and I thought that now I’d truly die from the pleasure of it. This was the moment I felt my heart race faster than ever, felt my eyes roll deep into my head, and my body just spasmed.

Repeatedly, as they drove into me, one after that other, taking turns, and then joining their rhythms, I flew apart repeatedly. I didn’t even know my own name when it was over. I didn’t know the day of the week or who the president was, and I didn’t fucking care. I’d never come that hard, for that long in my life.

Michael and Tristan took mercy on me, and came seconds apart, their bodies release a trigger that set me off all over again. They stayed inside of me, their bodies cradled me, as I went back into that place where only pleasure exists.

Michael finally withdrew from me and I rolled off of Tristan. “Water.”

Daniel went to find a bottle for me, and Adam cradled me to his body. He stroked me, soothed me as the other two tried to catch their breath. Obviously, those two had been the most eager to fuck me, I thought with a smile.

“It’s nice to see you, Adam,” I said and brought my finger up to touch his scar. He’d fallen down a rocky mountain as a teenager and had that scar as a result. It still made him look tough, maybe even a little on the bad boy side.

“It’s more than nice to see you, Nicolette. I can’t believe you’re here.”

“And that you have me for… forever?” I asked and wound my arms around his neck.

“If that’s what you want. I could spend forever exploring that mind of yours.” He kissed me softly, softer than he ever had before, and I knew the separation had brought some truths to him.

“Good.” I tilted my head and grinned. “Forever might not be enough though.”

“Then we’ll follow you into eternity, Nic. All of us. We love you.” His eyes stared deep into mine, unblinking.

All of this had been a lark, a farce for revenge. Or it had been when it started. Now, it was something so much more. It was love. “Do you?”

“We do. Incredibly, impossibly, forever,” he whispered before he kissed my breath away.

There was no rush now. This kiss was just to confirm I was real and he pulled away when Daniel brought in water for all of us.

“So, what have you decided?” I asked as I sat up on the bed. “I’m dying to know.”

“Well, incredibly, we didn’t have to. Dad called right when we landed. Apparently, Mom found out about his stipulation and threat to cut us off and had a massive shit fit. She threw a 3,000-year-old vase at him!” Tristan laughed.

“Yeah, she went apeshit on him,” Adam agreed. “There was mention of a painting being broken over his head. And a lot of apologizing to all of us.”

“So, you’re going to do the NPO?” I asked, hopeful.

“Of course, we are, Nic! And we’re doing it here in Charlotte,” Daniel said, and I threw my arms around him.

“I’m so proud of you all!” I laughed with glee and pride. They’d done it and would be able to do it the way they wanted to now! “I’m so happy for you. And us!”

“We’ve got an apartment lined up downtown, for all of us, if you’d like to move in with us?” Michael offered his gaze on his fingers. Was Mr.-Always-on-Top worried I’d say no?

I leaned over to him and took his chin in my fingers. “Do you think you could pry me out of that place if you were that near to me?”

I blinked blue eyes up at him, so full of love for him, for them all.

“I didn’t think we could, but there’s always a possibility you would change your mind about this. We might get too demanding, or it might overwhelm you. It won’t always be this frantic, but it would be a lot of work for you.”

“I don’t mind. Because I know you’ll all take care of me when I need it. And you’ll make sure I’m always happy. Most importantly, I know you know money doesn’t make me happy, nor does presents. Your love does. That’s all I’ve ever needed, was to be loved.”

“And to fuck Amanda over,” Tristan reminded me with a smirk of happiness.

“Oh yes, that too.”

“Her dad opened her credit cards back up, by the way. But she’s ruined any chances she might have had working on the west coast. Or the east coast. Her Dad sent her to Canada. I feel for the place,” Michael said with a straight face.

“Those poor people. Subjected to that awful person. I feel for them.”

“I bet her anger melts the snow up there this winter,” Adam mused as we all got up from the bed to head into the kitchen. It was food time.

“It might,” I pondered and picked up the menu for room service. I found a steak that looked good and a salad, so put that on my order. Michael called them and then we all sat around the living room. A long beige leather couch made it a comfortable place to sit.

I sprawled out in Tristan’s lap, my hand laced in his, as Daniel rubbed my feet. My body was tired, sore, but so eager for more. For now, though, I knew we had time, and that meant I could spend more time talking to the guys.

“Oh, we got you something in Spain.” Adam got up from the couch and went to his laptop bag. He pulled out a tiny pink box and brought it to me.

I frowned questioningly but took the box. Inside was a delicate gold ring, with four loops intertwined to make one thick band of gold. It would break apart into four rings, still locked together, but the four together made one. Just like them.

“It’s beautiful.” I slid it down on my left ring finger and looked at it. “Is this for anything special?”

“Well, we can’t all marry you, but we’d like to have something one day maybe. Something very private, for obvious reasons, but still. This is our one engagement ring in one.”

“I love it. Just like I love you. Each of you. You, Michael, because you always want everything to be perfect, just right, for those you love. And you Adam, because you are adventurous and make me push my boundaries. Even if Tristan and Michael took on that role tonight.” I paused to laugh. “And you and Daniel. You two, you make my toes curl with your passion, your romance, your need to let me know how much I’m loved. And you’re all just incredible people, do you know that? The most amazing, loving guys in the world.”

I was crying by then, and so I stopped. I didn’t want to blubber through anything else. Dinner arrived just as Tristan bent to kiss me and I held his face to mine. Let one of the others deal with it, I needed a kiss.

“We love you; I love you, Nic,” Tristan said. “I never want to be that far away from you again.”

“I hope you don’t have to be, Tris.” I kissed him again and then got up.

I watched them as we ate. They were already talking about plans for their nonprofit agency, the building they wanted, and each got a turn talking about it. They were polite and didn’t argue at all. But that didn’t surprise me. These brothers had a lot of respect for each other, and love.

Now I was a part of that. I listened to them for a long time and then made a suggestion. “You know, you need a good campaign to get volunteers in and to get yourself off to a good start. I could come up with something.”

“That would be great, Nic,” Michael smiled, happy that I’d joined the conversation at last.

“Sorry, I’m just so pleased that you're home that I couldn’t think right for a while.”

The conversation carried on until Daniel started to run his finger up and down my wrist. I looked at him, completely aware of him suddenly. My nostrils flared and my eyes went wide. Desire came to life and the room went quiet.

After a moment, Michael, Tristan, and Adam started to talk again. They’d decided that Daniel could have me to himself then. I smiled, happy with that decision. I loved one on one time with them all.

“I love you, Nic,” he whispered as he brought me to bed and pushed away the robe I’d put on to eat.

“I love you, Daniel. This is all kind of hard to take in, but I’m trying.” I knew I could talk to him about and that he’d understand. “I want this more than I’ve wanted anything in my life, and I just hope you guys bear with me.”

“We know that, Nic and we know this isn’t the life you’d probably planned for yourself. We’re grateful for the gift you’ve given us because that’s what it is. A gift.” He kissed me again, long and slow, as my fingers wandered into his robe. I pushed it back, found his ass, and pulled him to me.

We faced each other on the bed and laughed when I pulled him close. But the laughter stopped when he found my nipples and sucked hard at each one. Then he went lower and taught me all over again that bliss didn’t come solely from penetration. His tongue worked a kind of magic that only these four had.

I don’t think there’s a man, or a woman, on this earth that could complete me as these four did, and if they wanted forever, that’s what they’d get. Just so long as they continued to love me like this.

I writhed up to meet Daniel’s mouth, my hips dancing on the bed as my head went back with a scream. He tongued my clit until the world became a blitz of colors.

I’d begun the year angry, defeated, afraid. Now, I had four men that loved me more than anything else, and a relationship with my mother that I couldn’t have hoped for. There were also my grandparents, but right now, all I thought about was how good it felt to have Daniel between my thighs.

Life had turned out to be perfect when I thought it would continue to all go wrong. I might have hated life all those months ago, but now, I knew I’d live each moment with breath held in joyous wonder. That’s all I’d know with all the love I was given, and all that I had to give. Love won, not Amanda’s hate.