CHAPTER 10(I LIKE U)

RUHI POV

Today my day went very well and from the next weeks I don’t have to go school as our final exams are coming.

In the evening I almost completed my studies as nowadays for chatting with john I don’t take a nap in the afternoon and start studying after lunch because he gets free only in the evening where in his country its lunch time.

After I got a text from john I kept my books aside.

J- hi

R- hii…how was your day?

J- stressfull

R- why…. What happened?

Then he described all that incident happened with him. After coaxing him he felt nice.

J- ruhiii what are u doing to me…. i am getting attached to u

I smiled while reading his text.

R- me too……I started falling for u as well

I said and felt nervous what will be his reaction.

J- UHMM ruhii what happened why are u saying this

I am confused why he replied like that

R- why don’t u feel for me?

J- I feel for u but u also know that our relation is not possible moreover u see I never want to hurt u.

J- so I am telling u…baby…. promise me u will not fall in love with me…. we can talk, chat as well as get intimate chat with each other

J- but I promise I will never ask your number so that we can be only online friends

J- trust me I do hope one day u find your love and get married and till that time lets just be like friends with benefit as we both are single.

After reading his texts I felt my tears started falling from my eyes… will I ever get love…what is he…friends with benefit…I am not that type of girl…I hate himmmm…. He is telling its impossible for us to be together but how….. i thought after my 12th I will attend his university for higher studies so that I can be with him…I thought to surprise him…but

J- talk to me baby…

R- u never liked me right?

J- what are u saying u know that’s not true.

R- then why are u telling me this…don’t u feel I started liking u and I cant live without u

J- I know…. same here but we have to control our feelings and u have to understand it.

R- but why

I cried and he went offline I want to text him why he is doing this to me but I restrained my self.

John pov

I know what I am doing is wrong but trust me I chatted with many girls online but the connection I feel for ruhi I never felt for anyone but I don’t believe in relation or in love and moreover we are apart from each other. And its inevitable she will love others in the future as because I cant be with her.

So I felt it right to tell her this so that in the future she never expect anything.

But what will I do I cant live without sharing or talking with her.

The next few days I didn’t even open my account and concentrated only on my thesis but still my hand itches to open and see what she texted me but still I stopped my self from doing this.

This days I don’t even get interest in talking to other girls. Ruhii why is this happening to us.