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TREVOR

All through the day, I could not stop thinking about the cold and indifferent look on Alyssa's face. I really didn't like her treating me this way. She should at least show some emotions.

But she showed no emotions at all! She's even getting closer to Nolan....

I finally could not hold back my curiosity anymore and I went to look for her in the training ground.

When I got there, I saw her with Nolan. He was pulling her hand and saying something to her. Then Alyssa burst out laughing. The both of them seemed to be having so much fun with each other.

I clenched my fists tightly. How dare Alyssa do this?! She knows that Nolan is my friend and also my beta! And yet she's still trying so hard to get close to him! What is she trying to do?!

I felt a sharp pain in my heart. Is this how Alyssa feels when she sees me with someone else? Is this how she feels when she sees me with Nadia?

I walk over to the both of them and pull them apart.

"What are the both of you doing?" I question them.

Alyssa looks at me coldly before she turns to Nolan. "Let's keep practicing then" she said.

I was angry. Practice?! Does she look like she's training with him?! "Practicing?! What the hell are you practicing?! If you really want to train to be a strong wolf then I can train you! Stop doing this!" I yell at Alyssa..

"What exactly am I doing?! All I'm doing is train! You were the one who kept complaining about me being weak! Why are you always looking for ways to complain about me?" Alyssa yelled back. This was the first time that she had yelled back at me.

Alyssa...she has changed a lot. When she first came here, she was so timid that she could not even look into my eyes. But now.... Alyssa has completely changed!

"What training is this? All the both of you are doing here is laugh with each other! What is so funny?!". I was really mad. Is Alyssa trying to get revenge on me because of Nadia? Does she really have to go this far?

"Trevor, I think that you are over reacting. The both of us are really training. We just stopped for a while because we were tired we shared a joke. Do you really have to be so uptight?" Nolan asked me. I glared at Nolan.

I kept having this weird feeling that Nolan was doing this on purpose.

"If the both of you want to train then you should train! You don't need to get so close to each other and laugh all the time! I don't want to be cuckolded!" I said angrily.

"Trevor, the both of us are friends. You aren't going to stop us from being friends right?" Nolan asked me. I could have sworn that he just smirked at me. But it was gone as quickly as it came.

"The both of you are friends? Alyssa has only been here for a short while! How did the both of you get to be friends so soon?" I ask. They are already good friends in such a short while. Who knows what's going to happen if I continue to let the both of them spend time together?

"So you are saying that I can't even have friends? You are free to do whatever you want but I can't even be friends with someone else?" Alyssa questioned me.

I felt bad when she said this. Then I cleared my throat. "I didn't say that you can't keep friends. But the both of you are obviously too close. You are my mate and the ceremony is in a few days. You'll be my Luna then. You really should watch how you act around other wolves. Especially around a wolf that is my beta!" I said. Deep down, I knew that all of this was just excuses. Excuses to cover up what I was really feeling.

"You are really impossible Trevor! Don't you think that you are too much? Does it make you feel good when you accuse me like this?" Alyssa asked me.

I frowned. She is the one who keeps giving me reasons to accuse her!

She acts like she's still in love with Richard on one hand and then on the other hand she is so close to my beta. What does she really want me to think?

"You are the one...." Alyssa didn't let me finish.

She just turned and walked away. I wanted to follow her but then I saw that Nolan was trying hard to hide his laughter. I frowned.

"Is this funny to you?" I asked him.

"You really should stop acting this way Trevor. Or else you're going to be the one who regrets it" Nolan said to me.

"I don't need to give me any advise!" I retorted and turned to follow Alyssa.

I caught hold of Alyssa just as soon as she is about to enter her room..

"Besides this room and the training hall, don't you have any other place in this palace that you go to?" I ask her .

"It's your palace. I guess I've never really had a place here right?" She asked me back.

"What is your relationship with Nolan?" This was weighing heavily on my mind. Nolan isn't someone who makes friends easily. I know him well. Although he looks like a kind person on the surface, he's actually cold deep down. He won't get so close to people easily.

He wasn't even that close to my former Luna. He treated her coldly. But why is he such "close friends" with Alyssa? What kind of charm does this woman have?

"You are really a shameless person Trevor! I don't care what you say about me but can you please not do this to Nolan? You keep mocking me and accusing me of having feelings for Richard!....."

I didn't let Alyssa finish

"Because that's the truth! Do you dare to tell me that you don't have feelings for him?!" I yell back at her. The thought of Alyssa having feelings for someone else other than me made me badly want to kill someone.

"I admit that I was so much in love with him in the past but that was in the past! I lost all my feelings for him after what he did with Karen! I know that you aren't going to believe me but can you please not do this to Nolan? He's your beta and he's really loyal to you! Stop accusing everyone else besides yourself! You are the one doing bad things! Why are you pushing the blame to others? Is it because of your guilt?" Alyssa yelled at me. She had never yelled at me before like this.

Even when she found out that I slept with ,Nadia, she still didn't tell at me. But now just because I said something about Nolan, she's yelling at me? Just how close is thier so called friendship?

"You're really close with Nolan huh? You even know the kind of person that he is! You're really great Alyssa! I've underestimated you!" I said. I thought that she's just a weak wolf who won't be able to do anything. I thought that I'd have to protect her for the rest of her life so I don't have to look for another Luna, little did I know back then that she has such a sharp mouth!

"You can say whatever you want about me. I really don't care. But Nolan is my friend. He's the only friend I have in this place! He's the only person who was willing to talk to me and not look down on me because I'm weak! He even trained me so that I'll be able to protect myself!" Alyssa said. Does she really have such a good opinion of Nolan? Why didn't I know that Nolan is such a kind person before? Why is he helping Alyssa so much?

"It's just training. I can also train you if you want me to" I offered, even though I already knew what her answer was going to be.

"I'm sorry but I really don't need you to do anything for me. I just hope that you won't go accusing people the way that you lile! Nolan has been kind to me. When you were busy ignoring me and fucking Nadia, he was the one who was there for me. Besides, he's your beta. Please don't accuse him like this!" Alyssa said.

I scoffed at her. "So you do actually know that he's my beta right? I thought that you had already forgotten all about it with the way that you were getting so close to him. Since you know that he's my beta, what are you doing to him? Why are you thinking of seducing him?" I really didn't mean to say those words to Alyssa, but I lost control of myself when I saw how close she was to Nolan.