Chapter 29 A new secret
Uriel's POV
If only the ground could open up and swallow me.
Why would he ask me this question, out of every question he could ask?
"Don't make me repeat myself, Kinky?" He held my chin down, looking into my eyes.
I bit my lips, swallowing hard.
"Y..you... I..."
"Mhm-hmm?" He raised his eyebrow in amusement.
"It's private." I said, pushing him off me with every strength I had in me.
I sat up, my chest heaving up and down.
He smirked, "it's just you and I, you know?"
Which was more worse.
"And why would I want to share that with you?" I eyed him, pulling my gown down to cover my thigh properly.
I know I said I was going to wear baggy. But this gown was just too pretty not to wear.
It didn't fit Kathie and so she gave it to me.
"You seem to be forgetting the rule. You always do." His large palm curled around my thigh, his nails digging into my skin.
It should hurt me.
I should push him away
But instead, it gave me heartbeats - down there.
I fought the urge to shut my legs closed.
"It's a harmless question. You also promised to be truthful." He told me, trailing his hands up, slowly.
Help me God.
This was torture.
He stopped moving his hand when they had gotten under my gown, feeling the heat that radiated from underneath.
"Trust me, I can tell if you're lying." He leaned closer until I was back to laying on the ground and him hovering over me.
His hands didn't leave my thigh. Instead, he drew patterns in-between it.
My lips parted, releasing out the hot air that accumulated inside of me.
I clenched my jaw, licked my lips before asking, "and what are you going to do if I lie?"
"Show you the truth." He growled darkly.
"How?" My voice came out breathless. Subconsciously, I adjusted my thighs, moving his hand further inside.
I needed something to happen
But I didn't know what.
I was new to this.
"In a very, very naughty way. " He spoke softly, to every part of my body. "In ways that are against your principles, Kinky."
My eyes darted to his. They were dark, his pupils dilated.
"I doubt I can tell you the truth, Ryder." I told him truthfully. "So ..."
I panted when his thumb brushed against my panties.
"Sure you want to keep the truth?" He whispered lowly, his lips inches away from mine.
His lips were really charming.
What was wrong with me?
"Mhm-hmm." I nodded, biting my lips softly.
A shaky breath left my lips when his thumb pressed on my sensory carrier - yes, the C.L.I.T.
"Ryder..."
"This is your last chance to redeem yourself, Kinky." He told me, his tone serious.
Just tell him the truth.
Do it.
Something touched my lips. I gasped, my eyes growing wide.
"Shit. Shit. Shit."
I hurriedly sat up and began to help Ryder pack the things.
The drops had begun to increase, but before it would drench us, we were already inside the car.
Now the air was really thick as all the adrenaline washed off.
This time, I was the one that turned on the music, wanting to drown in it.
Drown in shame.
Maybe I should lie to him so he wouldn't think of me as a prude?
I turned to look at him. His jaw clenched and unclenched, his eyes focused on the road.
Shaking my head, I turned away from him.
He could think whatever he wanted.
He didn't have prove that I hadn't had one anyway.
God, he touched me.
How do I live with this new memory?
The radio suddenly went off, snapping me back to reality.
"Get down." He told me, his voice stern.
Without saying much, I did.
"B..bye." I muttered lowly, shutting his door after getting my things.
My phone pinged as I walked to my doorstep.
I opened my phone, looking at the screen.
Chat:
~Trouble insert devil emoji
\`\`\`Walk straight, Kinky. I haven't fucked you yet.\`\`\`
My feet got stuck to the ground. I turned to find him still parked in the same spot.
I flipped him off, turning away.
I was about to knock when another message came in
~Trouble
\`\`\`You don't want anybody knowing that you let your sister's boyfriend touch you.\`\`\`
So keep this a secret. Don't even tell your friends.
Now that he put it that way...
I was fucked.
If Emma found out, I'd be dead.
"Where have you been?" My mother asked, eyeing me up and down from where she sat, the fridge and drawers open.
"Good day." I greeted, closing the door.
"Oh keep that shitty greeting to yourself. Where the freaking hell have you been?" She slammed her hand on the counter, making me flinch.
"School?"
"Lies. Emma returned home an hour earlier." She frowned.
"Since when did you start caring about my whereabouts." I scoffed, frowning.
She eyed me up and down. "Since I lost my mind and saddled you with the duty of stocking groceries!"
Oh shit.
That was what this was about.
Why did I even have to stock what I didn't eat?
"You're lucky I have a special appointment. If not, I would've thought you a good lesson." She placed a wad of cash on the table and left.
It was never ever complete.
I always had to use mine to complete it.
It was few months before all of these were over.
I'd be far away from her.
Emma appeared from behind me, startling me.
"So much for claiming to be too good." She whispered in my ear.
I turned around, eyeing her skeptically.
"There's nothing you do that I don't know, sister. " She chuckled darkly.
My heart began to beat.
"I know where you went." She frowned, her eyes blazing. "You seem to be testing me, don't you? Trying to bite more than you can swallow, huh?"
"It's not..."
"You were with him, right?" Her tone was serious. "Don't even try lying. He told me everything."
He told me everything
He told me everything
"You'll get what you're looking for."