CHAPTER 96
CHAPTER 96
TYSONS POV
It's been three days since the Pack's festival and Zenevieva wasn't still up.
Heaven knows I'm going crazy.
The pack doctor keeps saying she will be up and that I should be patient, trying all his best on her and praying that she shouldn't fall into a coma.
My heart was in turmoil and every night has been restless for me.
My mum fell sick and my dad was another case to discuss. He went frail every day of his life and I bit my lips in pain.
Was Zenevieva really a healer?
What she said the other day, was it true? Because not even my dad's physicians could tell what the hell was happening to him.
The herbs I had asked my men to stupidly throw away, was that what she was giving him?
Gosh! What's wrong with me lately?
That girl is just a rogue with strong physical abilities to yell and not the other way round. I know how my mum keeps reminding me that she's an omega but I don't think it would be strong enough to heal.
Maybe I'm just overthinking and getting frustrated.
She's still lying there and the days have been the most boring of all my stay in this palace.
Kyle was very strict with the maids being kicked up and I could sense how heartbreaking it was for him when he came each day to check on her only for her to still lay there.
My wolf recoiled in hurt as he didn't fail to remind me how much of a monster I am, making me want to to feel guilty but I shrugged it off, I shouldn't listen to my wolf, he acts without thinking and spews out words as he likes.
I was still lost in my own emotional thoughts when the door bounces open and Collette walks in, shrieking in excitement and I groan in discomfort when I see Marcella behind her.
I didn't want her near me, not yet.
As all she wanted right now was to have sex with me and I swear that vibe is totally gone.
I needed that special thing but she's not giving it to me but I guess I'm tied to her, I don't have a choice and she came over and sat next to me.
"I'm so excited Tyson, I might finally meet my mate tomorrow!"
I scoffed
"You might? You're not even sure."
Her face fell and she sat on the couch next to the wall.
"I have a strong feeling that I'll finally meet him, Tyson. I'll be in great pain if I don't find my mate. This would be the fourth full moon I will be experiencing, I don't want to go home with another heartbreak. I won't take it Tyson."
Her voice became hoarse in pain and my heart reached to her. I didn't want that either, she waited too long and has been shamed too long for that. She's still young no doubt but everyone finds or has their mate at 18 years! She's getting to twenty three and she hasn't gotten one.
The last time she came home without knowing who he was, she quietly went to her room to poison herself, claiming she's cursed and I thanked my Stars that I was swift enough to get her and take her out to be treated.
I don't want that again and I'm praying so hard for her to get her mate, no matter who he may be.
"What if your mate turns out to be a mere guard or a rogue?"
I asked teasingly and she shrugged.
"I'll cherish him Tyson, who cares who he is? As long as he's my mate, I'll rather groom him to my standard and we'll be a perfect match!"
She says dreamily and my wolf purred in disgust.
"But she wants our mate killed right?"
He fired and I bit my lips and closed my eyes.
I was expecting Collette to strongly admit that she would reject a rogue, especially a guard whom she detest the most, but she didn't give a damn! Who cares huh?
I chuckled painfully and I wonder why I felt that way, hurt.
"I wish you luck Collette, just don't get too excited."
"I will Tyson! You don't know what it means meeting your mate that will make you feel whole with a new sensation and feeling that will make you drown in it, it is always euphoric. My friends used to say it."
My heart burned at that silly statement she made and I bit my lips so I won't utter a word that would piss everyone off.
I won't know how it feels huh?
I want to yell so loudly that my mate is at the verge of dying and she wanted her dead but she didn't care about whosoever her mate would be.
I shouldn't feel this way but I'm just so pissed.
"You're bleeding Tyson!" Marcella gasped and moved to touch my lips but I flinged her hands.
"I'm okay."
"Are you okay?"
"I said I'm fine!" I gritted my teeth.
I turned to her and looked at Marcella, Kyle was her mate. She must have felt something.
"Marcella, how did you feel when you saw your mate?"
"The sweetest feeling ever, though I was in deep regret."
"Why?"
"Because I knew he's going to reject me."
"Why? I thought you said you rejected him because of me?"
"Err…of course, He was going to reject me but I rejected him first…for you "
I scoffed, she wasn't even sure about what she was saying and I felt so irritated about it.
"Why isn't she dead till now Tyson?" Collette blurted and I frowned.
"Who?"
"The rogue of course, the fact that she gives everyone this hope that she would wake up creeps me as hell. She should be gone so we can move forward as soon as possible!"
That hit me like a slap and I fueled in rage.
"You want me to Kill Zenevieva?"
"Of course Tyson! She's our main problem right now."
"But Tyson, why are you reacting as If she said the worst thing ever, it's what you've always wanted right? So we can be together without any obstacles?"
Marcella added and I growled in disgust.
She's right, it's what I've always wanted but right now, I don't know what I want anymore!
I'm terribly pissed and frustrated that I could slap anyone that wishes her death right now!
"I'm not having this discussion right now, excuse me!"
I stood up to leave cause I knew that I would lose it if I stayed close to them talking about Zenevieva dying.
"Where are you going to Tyson, this is your room? There's no meetings and mum didn't call you."
"I'm meeting Tyler " I slammed and she scoffed.
"That dude is not on good terms with you so drop the charade and sit back here.
Choose the clothes that's more suitable to meet my mate and how to make sure that rogue stays on that bed forever."
"Collette!!" My eyes blazed.
"How about we kill your mate once you find him, I think he'll be a threat to my throne cause he'll try to kill me to claim the throne?"
She gasped and opened her mouth.
"W…what? You…d.. don't even know him yet!" Her lips trembled.
"I don't need to know him, Collette; don't worry..he might even be a rogue. I'll kill him and you'll kill Zenevieva."
"Tyson! What's this? Why are you bringing this up? You can't kill my mate."
She exclaimed and I nodded.
"But I can kill mine right?"
"Tyson, she's….. she's evil! Can't you see what she's done to us all ?"
"GET OUT!!" I roared at her and she trembled and shook her head.
"You're doing this again right? You're losing your cool again because of that bitch!" She yelled.
"Leave, before I lose what I'm trying so hard to guard and control."
She puffed in anger and took her belongings out while I sighed and I ruffled my hair.
"I know you're frustrated at the moment because of your mum and dad but asking her such a question would make her think that you still want Zenevieva around instead of -"
"Shut up Marcella!"
She walked up to me and wrapped her hand around my waist.
"Your parents will be fine, don't get too worked up."
I sighed and swallowed.
She cupped my face and kissed me unawares but I pushed her off me.
"Don't Marcella!"
"Why?" She gasped.
"Why are you always pushing me off?"
"I've not always, this is just the second time and if your guts can't tell you that I'm in a very bad mood and not in the mood for that, then leave it!"
"Fine! I'll stay till you're in the mood."
"Good, stay alone!"
I said and walked out the room, slamming the door behind me with rage and I walked out of the palace.
I'm just confused about my whole life right now, I need to run.
Maybe cooling my head off with my wolf might tell me what the heck is wrong wrong with me