Chapter 86
TYSON
I've never been so confused in my entire life about my existence.
No, I'm damn confused about what I want and it's annoying the heck out of me.
I feel mad that Zenevieva detest me and I feel awful that she made such a horrible statement about the way I kiss.
Like who the hell cares, that bitch would do anything to rile me up but here I am getting all worked up about nonsense.
She was supposed to leave by now but how the hell will I get an heir except from her?
I didn't want a situation I take in Marcella and she bears me an heir only to be rejected by the Moon goddess.
At times I wish there isn't a heavy law binding mates together, I would overlook a lot of things.
Damn! I still can't believe I kissed her and liked it.
I tug at my hair in shame and anger bubbled at the back of my throat.
No one had made me feel this stupid and embarrassed in my entire life.
I always call the shots and control my emotions but how the heck was I rolling on the sheets with Zenevieva?
I should puke and cringe but my body is getting heated up at the mere thought of what has happened.
What the heck is happening to me?
I'm suddenly aware of her feelings and can't even hit her at her stupid Audacity.
Wait! I think I'm sick.
Yeah, I'm kind of sick and I'll definitely get back to my normal self once I'm fine.
My door opened and I whipped my gaze to see Marcella sneaking in with total disappointment and I didn't need a seer to tell me that it's all because of Zenevieva.
"You should inform me when next you're coming, my Mum won't take it easy one you "
"Good morning to you too." She rolled her eyes and strolled past me.
"And the bitch still stays right? So I could crawl and hide each time I want to visit you right?"
"No Marcella, don't…don't remind me that she'll still be here."
"How about I remind you how stupid you are as the whole King to back off on his words? You threw her out and grabbed her back putting yourself in an embarrassing situation like receiving punishment! How dare you Tyson!!"
She yelled in anger and tears sheened her eyes.
"You keep drawing me back and forth, getting my emotions in line,you think I'm some sort of stick? I'm doing everything to fight for us but you're being nonchalant about everything. I detest that!" She cried out and my heart tugged.
"I'm sorry Marcella, I'm…in a tight situation."
"Fuck your silly sorry out of my face! Collette said that you had approved her banishment, Why did you call her back! Why did you choose to take that punishment for that bitch to stay? You violated the Law, your dignity just for that bitch to stay. Aren't you ashamed of yourself?
You were once agile and resilient without any idiot bending your will but can I say the same about you now?"
"Marcella, that's enough! Stop making me feel horrible."
"No Tyson, you deserve to feel worse. I stayed with you for years, standing by your side, with hope, with confidence, making you happy, and you gave me a promise, just one promise that we would be together. But you're breaking that, crushing my heart like it never existed. I rejected my mate for you but you are fighting to and fro like a confused peacock trying so hard to keep her here with some flimsy excuses.
Why not kill me Tyson…kill me so that I will know that I never existed to be stupid for you…I .."
She sobbed so bitterly that my heart ached, my throat burned with confusion as I closed my eyes to digest everything she just said.
She was there, No, I loved her crazy and I still do but Zenevieva's existence is slowly changing everything and making me lose the only precious thing I've ever had. Turning everyone Into a monster and letting me exhibit strange feelings.
My wolf has also lost its senses as it now says gibberish things.
What was I even thinking, this girl might be a witch and she was trying to possess me slowly.
"I've been stupid Marcella but what would you have me do when my entire pack wants me to be with my mate, my mum will kill me, my dad wants my mate , the moon goddess just proclaimed that I need an heir and all efforts to take her out are fruitless!" I yelled .
"What should I do? You think I like the fact that she's here in the same palace with me? I'm going crazy Marcella and I'll never ever hurt you. My promise remains intact, I swear with my sore heart, you will be my Queen."
"When?" Tears dropped her eyes and I bit my lips.
"After she gives birth to my son."
She gasped and shook my hands off her.
"Are you really thinking that, Tyson?"
"That's the only way Marcella, it's either my mate or my mate. No one else "
"Listen Idiot, your mate ceases to exist once she's gone!" She uttered heavily and stood up.
"Not even the moon goddess would stop you from choosing your own mate when that riff raff is gone!"
"What are you insinuating Marcella?"
"Kill her Tyson!”
I gasped and shook my head in disbelief.
"That's our only chance of being together without any obstacles, not even mum or dad would oppose your decision if she's going to be dead. You made a promise, I'll give you the son you need or I'll kill myself once I leave this room!" She screamed and I grabbed her arm.
"Listen to me, do you know the punishment given to those who kill their mates?"
"You won't be the one to kill her Tyson, don't worry about that!"
"She's my mate Marcella, I can't just…"
"You've killed more than hundreds in a war, she won't be any different. I'm not sitting down and letting this slip anymore! I'll take her out of the way by force!"
She retorted and I swallowed.
I think she's right, taking Zenevieva out of the way would not only stop the opposition but break the bond and bring me my sanity.
I'll make Marcella my Queen and she'll be happy.
No Zenevieva, no problems and I'll take my pack happily.
My wolf purred in disgust and I shook it off, he will regain his senses once she's gone.
But why is my heart beating so fast in fear?
"Tyson?"
"Fine Marcella, take her out of the way and let everything be back to normal. If you mess up and she's still alive. She bears me a son and she'll get banished for you to take over.
This is my last trial for Zenevieva."
"I would use my last strength to make sure it's done smoothly, I'm done with letting her take what's mine."
She nodded happily and was confident at her words and wiped her tears and my heart warmed at the gesture.
This girl would do anything for me and I'm just too blind to that fact, I'll let her do what she wants now before I regret my actions by letting that rogue stay Instead.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and met my lips with mine so fiercely and hungrily while I snake my hands around her waist and kissed her back, twirling my tongue in her hot mouth and kissing her hard.
She moaned out and I raised her to wrap her legs around my waist while I kissed her hard as if I was searching for something in the kisses, In Fact I was just concentrating on her lips but she got impatient and took off her blouse to reveal her slender juicy skin before me and I took off her bra.
It was slow but urgent as she arched her back to meet my touch. I've treated her so inhumanely and I've never felt worse than right now. I kissed her as if I was sorry and she tugged on my hair and moaned in pleasure.
I felt strange as something was missing but I continued anyway, biting her lower lip to tease her and caressing her thighs that were slightly exposed before me.
I kissed her neck down her cleavage and all she did was moan crazily, without breaking contact, I placed her on the bed and kissed her again but this time around it was slow.
I couldn't find what I was looking for, I became hesitant and kissed her again but Marcella flipped me over and tugged at my pants.
I held her hands.
"What? Are you okay?"
"Yeah…uhm .."
I don't even kn
ow what to say, I'm totally disappointed.
I needed that spark and hunger I felt when I kissed Zenevieva but it's just….not here.