CHAPTER 142
CHAPTER 142
ZENEVIEVA
"How are you feeling right now?" I asked him , tipping his chip upwards.
"A bit better, the pain in my chest and head has healed a lot." He said casually.
"That's good." I said feeling relieved while Tyson just watched us both.
He had woken me up when the news of his father being awake was brought to him even if he didn't want to.
It was written all over his face when he told me and even apologized which made me stare at him weirdly but a flutter of embarrassment washed through my face when I realized my state.
Surprisingly, I didn't feel bad. I just felt stupid again for not controlling my horny hormones all of a sudden.
"What happened to you, I heard you were kidnapped." The king said trying to sit up but I held him to support his back lest his weak bones make him fall.
"I was, but I'm fine now " I replied, smiling at him.
"Those Rogues Involved, were they punished? Did you kill them Tyson?" He asked him.
Silence reigned in the room and the King looked as if he wanted to burst from disappointment.
"Are you saying that they are still alive after what they did to her?" He raised his voice.
"You shouldn't yell, you're still not stable."
I advised.
"No, they should be butchered and trace their Packs to be burnt to ashes so they won't mess up with you again!"
He slammed and I became mad at one staring at him.
Was everything only about him and his children? Does he care if the people in the pack might be innocent or not for him to request such a brutal way of punishment.
My lips vibrated in anger and I glared at him, recalling how I watched my Pack being burnt to ashes as I fled for safety and watched as the women and men cried for their children's safety.
"Why should their Pack be burnt to Ashes?"
I asked dangerously, my voice was low but emitted a warning that I might erupt soon if he dared give a useless answer.
"They messed with you!" He spurted and I shook my head.
"Is that it?" I asked him.
"You're the Luna of Mudville among all Packs, they shouldn't dare touch you!" He continued yelling in agitation.
"Do you know what they had to mess with me? Have you tried finding out why before suggesting such orders?
Even if they did mess with me, why should you think of burning their Pack instead!" I yelled out with tears and for once, he looked lost.
"Why would you think of burning a whole pack not caring who is innocent or not, what sort of a King are you? Do you know how they will feel, do you know if their lives will be lost in the end? Is this your way of dealing with people who mess up with you?"
I screamed out loud, venturing all my pain out and staring at him with hatred until The Queen came inside and looked extremely shocked.
She was just staring at the king to me and I to the king wondering what's wrong.
I couldn't just stand it, the pain is still fresh as if it was yesterday.
Becoming a rogue, living in the woods and first to survive and being captured as to be selected as a mate to a demon.
"What is wrong?"
The Queen asked in deep confusion but I only walked out on all of them running out and bumping into Tyler who stood at the entrance without saying a thing but staring at me in pity.
I ran off to my room and shut the door.
It hurts.
It hurt so bad that I can't do anything but yell out, I can't kill him for killing my parents, I can't set Mudville Pack on fire as a revenge scheme.
"Why don't I have the heart to do so, I also want to be ruthless!"
I yelled out and broke down crying in immense pain.
I want to hate everyone but I'm being neutral, feeling attracted to the man who made life a living hell all this while.
I crouched to the floor and asked myself this same question, hoping I would get an answer someday.
"Am I cursed?" I asked out loudly.
The door creaked open and I didn't turn back, I just tensed.
"Please leave, whoever you are." I buried my face in my palms, trying to conceal the tears.
"You're not cursed Zenevieva." A voice echoed.
I whipped my eyes and faced him in anger.
"What the fuck,get out Tyson." I spat out.
"Can you stop bottling up your pain and let it out? Why didn't you tell my father he burnt your Pack? " He asked in frustration, coming closer.
"Leave!" I screamed at him. "Whatever I do has nothing to do with you."
"I know, but you're hurting." He said worriedly.
I laughed sarcastically and nodded.
"What do you think you're doing right now Tyson, consoling me and being sweet just because I got intimate with you? That was clearly the stupid bond you refuse to break and my wolf getting the better part of me. So shut your demonic trap and get lost from my life!" I screamed in tears, wanting him to just leave me alone.
"I don't deserve to say a word to you, damn! I know that more than you. I feel stupid for even touching you but how can I control myself? I've caused you immense pain and you have every right to stab me and say things but remember that I had a hard time too." His tone was laced with hurt but that only riled me up the more.
"Excuse me?" I asked him disdainfully.
He sighed shakily and came closer.
"You can leave when the day ends, I'll not stop you. I deserve worse things but why is that my fault? Why is my father's crime my fault right now? I know I treated you worse but what would your brother say if he saw you with someone who stabbed your heart to cause you an everlasting pain?"
His eyes sheened with tears and he smiled.
"Do you think he will let you be nice to their kind?" He continued and I gasped at this man.
"What are you saying?" I whispered.
"I've waited all my life, searching and looking for you to know if you survived that fire and you disappeared Into thin air after making me go through hell and hide in pain. I still want you even after what you did but then you appeared as my mate from the same pack that caused me hell. Do you think I will be nice?
Well, my sister was definitely against that despite being attracted to you like a glue. I fought it to convince my stupid self that you will never be a part of my life. For every pain I caused you, I received a ten fold from my heart tormenting me , so you're not the only one who was through some hell."
I gasped and shook my head not believing what he just uttered.
He treated me badly because I had caused him pain in the past and he didn't recognize me when I was brought to him as his mate.
"You're your father's blood Tyson, You should have known when he plotted treason against an entire pack to stop him.
You coming to save me was just a selfish act which could have made me kill you if only I had pushed that dagger more deeper." I told him, trying to calm down.
"I wasn't aware of anything Zenevieva, I swear!" He yelled.
"Then why did you come to save me alone!" I yelled back at him, clawing at my hair.
"I don't know!" He yelled back at me and sniffed.
"All I know is that there was a Princess I saw during the pack festival that captured my attention and I got enchanted. I overheard it from the guards that the king had ordered for a pack to be burnt and my curiosity made me ask why only to be shocked that it's from a nearby Pack that perfectly described yours. I didn't even know the name of your pack then, I was so naive. All I knew was the way as I've trailed you countlessly to make sure you arrive safely." He said and I couldn't stop widening my eyes from such statement?
"What the hell Tyson?" I gasped at his confession.
"Tch! I've always liked you Zenevieva but my hatred clouded that when you appeared looking different and I'm sorry.
I messed up and I know I've lost you even though I badly want you back like my breath." He groaned as if he was in pain.
"I'm saying all of this so you won't get hurt. I've watched you cry a lot but doing that again right now is ripping my heart to pieces more than the chest pain. So cry it out at once and be free, if taking your revenge will let you be free, do that. We'll accept it wholeheartedly. I'm sorry…for everything "
He said sincerely and walked out leaving me dazed in my own world of confusion.