Chapter 134
CHAPTER 134
TYSON'S POV
I woke up feeling like total shit and a demon who deserved death.
No, I probably deserve the worst right now as I wonder how I got to exist in Mudville under the influence of my father's rule.
"Are you okay?" Collette's voice echoed in my head and I turned to stare at her, wondering if she would have been okay in my shoes after hearing the most horrible news ever.
I ignored her and sighed, remaining mute and thinking of the next line of action to take in my life.
My mate wasn't a rogue but an Alpha Princess whose family got butchered by the orders of the king, my father.
Yeah, I heard every damn thing that I wanted the bed to swallow me up that moment. I've never felt so terrible in my entire existence!
The girl who stabbed me in the past in the process of trying to make her flee was none other than Zenevieva.
What the hell was I even thinking? Why didn't I connect the dots?
"Tyson, say something and stop staring at me like a statue!" She yelled as tears clouded her eyes.
"Are you okay?"
I remained mute.
There's nothing to be okay about, even my so-called lover almost killed me with poison. Maybe I deserve worse cause this was karma visiting me.
The door opened and Tyler woke in, cocking his head to look at me.
"You woke up sooner than I expected." He said, strolling towards the bed.
"Yeah, but he won't say a word to me or move his body." College groaned.
"Are you okay Tyson?" He asked me and I shook my head in disgust.
"I'm not." It came out as whispers and I felt a terrible bitter lump in my throat.
"Yeah, you should. You probably died all thanks to the love of your life who fled." Tyler said and I averted my gaze to Collette in a questioning manner who flinched.
"I swear, I didn't know her Intentions, Tyson. I didn't know that the drink was poisoned aside from doing what she said and giving it to you Innocently. Can you not hate me for this?" Her voice quivered and I glared at her.
"Get out!"
I said slowly and her voice quaked.
"Tyson? I'm sorry…I didn't know that she would do such a thing and …"
"GET THE FUCK OUT!!" I yelled venting all my frustrations and anger towards her and she flinched and fled out.
She was also the culprit, pushing me to death and to do the worst things despite being confused about myself and what to do.
She made me treat Zenevieva to her death!!
Gosh, how can I even face her right now?
Collette and Marcella did me so dirty that my heart clenched with extreme pain, and all the pain came rushing in full force.
"Fuck!" I groaned in pain and crouched to the floor and the pain threatened to rip my heart out as Tyler gasped and rushed to get my medicine in the drawer.
"What the fuck is working with you?" He yelled out as he forced the pills into my mouth and carried the glass of water that was on the table.
After gulping the medicine with the water, I shook in pain and slammed my back to the soft pillows of the bed, feeling even worse.
"What's wrong with you all of a sudden? Instead of you being glad that you didn't die from your lover's poison, you're acting as if you just stared at a ghost." He scolded.
"Staring at a ghost for a long time would have been better. I feel like a total piece of crap man." I told him and she scoffed.
"Is it because she poisoned you? Are you so shocked at what she did? Oh! Let me shock you that she was behind Zenevieva's disappearance all this while."
I didn't look shocked at all, just staring down with guilt.
"Wait! You heard everything right?"
He gasped and clasped his mouth together, shaking his head in disbelief.
"Shit, I can't believe you heard everything Zenevieva said." He said.
I nodded, sighing deeply.
"Then you're aware of everything, her pack, being the Alpha Princess, and your dad aware of the shit he put her parents through!"
He said with spite and I understood his anger, nodding with agreement.
"How the actual hell did your father do that?" He slammed the table hard making me flinch.
"Do you know how hurt that seemed for her? For those people who lost everything and the men who I thought were rogues? I didn't understand their revenge until yesterday!
Damn! Your dad is a demon for doing all of that!" He spat out and I yelled at him
"I know! I know already so stop reminding me about that okay?"
"No way, you need to know the raw pain you caused her back in the past and even in the present as your mate, argh! Why is the moon goddess so cruel right now? Of all the mates in the world, she got fated to you! Damn." Hr continued harshly.
I felt terrible at that statement, I felt like a devil who realized the shitty thing he's been doing, and turning back to correct them was just like an impossible task. The deed had already been done.
"What do I do Tyler?"
For the first time in a long time, I asked him something with raw guilt and remorse in my whole action.
"I'm…feeling like…shit! I don't even know how to describe it but what the hell do I do?" I ask for a suggestion.
"Nothing!" He slammed angrily and I bit my lips.
What the hell was I even expecting from Tyler? Empathy and pity? When he hated my guts towards Zenevieva too.
"The only thing to do is set her free from you and your family, you've added more damage to her life than before. So set her free and let her face the responsibility you all robbed her of." He said without thinking and I bit my lips.
"Tyler?"
"Don't call my name please, ask yourself this question, Do I deserve her? You're a demon Tyson, remember the things you've ever done to her and reflect if she truly deserves you right now, knowing what was done to her."
He sighed and ruffled his hair, turning his back against me.
"I'll release the rogues and get them treated, Mudville probably deserves the worst right now."
He slammed heavily and walked out while I sat back and drowned in pain and self-guilt, with tears burning at the back of my eyes terribly.
I truly reflected on our times toget
her but it was nothing but pains upon pains inflicted on her except for just one memory I will cherish forever.