MY SECRET DESIRES

Last night I stumbled through my mind, And contemplated human kind. Down the halls and up the stairs. On I wondered , unawares, But something did avert my gaze. A door shone through the misty haze, As plan as day , a rainbow hue, Was it there a week? A year , or two? Had I seen this door before ? Yes, Wait no. I can't be sure. Dare I take a look inside I did suspect .i must confide. I stole myself and look peek, At first , a shock .My knees felt week. But then I looked around some more And found a home I had ignored. I must have known somewhere inside. One day I might not want to hide . All these things that I forgot. All I said that I was not I kept them here , all safe and sound, Stockpiled high and tightly bound. I got to work and aired it out. Cleared the cobwebs spun with doubt. How good it felt to bring light , Yhat which I thought I had to fight, There's much to see that, to be sure . No one has ever seen before . How nice it is to see it here, The proof , it seems , that Iam queer.