POV: Aiden
I've been busy all day doing last minute preparations for this wedding. I know it won't be perfect but I can still try to make it as nice as I can.
It's late at night now and I'm ready for bed. Adalind is in the shower now. She was pretty busy today herself. I didn't get to see much of her today. Now I know the tradition is that the night before the wedding we're suppose to sleep separately and I'm not suppose to see her and blah blah. Yeah, we're not doing that. It's nothing but superstition. What is sleeping next to her going to do?
If that one action dooms us then there wasn't anything to our relationship to begin with. This is a vampire werewolf wedding. No human mess is here nor needed.
While Adalind is in the shower I change into a pair of sweat pants and leave my shirt off as I do every night. I normally just sleep in my boxer breifs but with Adalind I've at least put some pants on for her. I would like to see her reaction if I did though. She already gives me looks without a shirt. I bet she'd be beet red.
She walks out the bathroom just wrapped in a towel. Water dripping from her damp hair down her body. She looks absolutely delicious in more ways than one. It's been difficult being around her not allowed to feed on her. I must have told myself one more day a thousand times today and I can sink my teeth into her.
Her cheeks are red. "I forgot my clothes. I'll just go grab some." She walks into the closet to change. I do have to talk to Adalind about something before we go to bed. Haven came to speak with me earlier today alone. To be honest I was surprised she was alone. That Jax never seems to leave her side for long especially here.
She had a sort of message for me. She said it was not necessary but that it would make what we are doing tomorrow stronger and a greater chance to work better than if we don't do this. If we have sex tonight to start the mate bond then it will be completed after tomorrow when she marks and feeds on me and I feed apon her. This would bound our bond unbreakable and make our power stronger to defeat Darach.
I wanted to do all this right by Adalind. Unfortunately seems we can't. I wanted to marry her first. I know its a human thing and I was just complaining about human wedding traditions and such. I complain a lot what can I say.
I never wanted this to be about defeating Darach. I wanted this to be about our love. I know I can be about both but I wish things could have been different. I wish I started things out differently with her.
She comes out in a short night gown. "Why aren't you in bed yet?" She asks. "Waiting for you. I need to talk to you about something." She looks nervous now. "What about?" She asks.
I can hear her heart beating fast. I tell her everything that her mother relayed to me from the goddess. Her hear beat quickens even more. She fidgets around. Her cheeks are beet red laughing nervously.
"A..and what do you think?" She stutters. "I think that if there is any chance and extra power we can get to defeat Darach than we should take it. However it is not necessary and I can and will wait when you are ready. There is no rush. This is about you and not me." I tell her how I feel about the situation.
She doesn't say anything. She seems lost in her thought and to be talking to Andrea about it. I watch her facial expressions as she talks with her wolf. The corners of her lips quirk slightly. She shrugs and rolls her eyes. She looks annoyed and humored.
"I feel like we're constantly confessing our love and feeling to each other. I guess I will do it again." She says. I'm amused but yeah it does feel that way in some kind of weird way.
"I know that I love you and want to be with you forever and ever and ever. If none of this works out tomorrow I don't want to waste any of the time I have left with you. When we do get married tomorrow I want that to complete the bond totally and completely making us one. I've spent most of my life basically locked in the tower. I don't want to be stuck like that. I want to like and experience things. I don't want to regret a single thing so this wouldn't be to deaf Darach. That would just be a bonus. This is about our love and maybe quite possibly having one last night together."
Wow. I was not expecting her to say all that. I smile and walk to her slamming my lips on hers. She responds instantly. I lift her up wrapping her legs around mine. Her hands go into my hair pulling on it.
My kisses trail down her jaw. I have to avoid her neck. If I do I will feed on her and that would be bad. I slip her night gown off her body and lay her in the middle of the bed. She tries to cover herself blushing. I move her hands from doing so. "You are beautiful." I tell her kissing her lips. My hand slightly squeezes her breast while the other rolls her nipple between my fingers. She moans.
Her hands continue to play in my hair making it messy. I lower my kisses down the valley of her breast to the waist band of her panties. I have to take a deep breath to control myself. This is her first time I can't just rush this. I could hurt her. It will hurt anyway, yes but I can help lessen it a bit. In a sick kind of way I'm glad I'm her first everything. It makes it all the more special knowing it.
I slide her panties down her legs slowly. You know having sex today is so much easier. There is less clothing to get through. Her heart rate picks up. She closes her legs immediately. I pull the apart gently and kiss her lips giving her a comfort zone.
One of my hands trail down her sides to her center rubbing circles on her clit. Her leg jerks slightly at me hitting her magic button. "Aiden" she moans my name. I love the sound of her noises. Honestly I don't think I've enjoyed sex this much in a long time. I don't think it would ever be possible to tire of her or get bored with her. Adalind is so adventurous. She like to see and discover new things.
She's so wet. My middle finger slips into her core. She clenches at first but relaxes into it. The whole while I'm kissing her.
My finger moves slowly in and out of her with my thumb flicking her clit. I move my kisses down her body latching my mouth to her clit as I add my index finger in. She's so tight. Her hands pull my hair. "Aiden" she moans and panics at the same time. Her core tighten around my fingers. I scissor them gently a little bit. She hisses a little from the feeling. She's so close.
I suck on her clit hard and in the next moment she explodes. I lap every drop up. She taste devine. I move up kissing her lips. I slip my pants off with my boxer briefs. She blushes noticing. "Are you ready. You can tell me to stop now and I will. This is your one time out." I tell her seriously. She nods. Now that won't do. "Words. I need to hear your words."
"Yes. Please. Aiden I love you." I kiss her yet again at her words. "I love you too." I position myself at her entrance and hold one of her hands. She holds onto it tight closing her eyes shut preparing herself for what's to come.
I slide in slowly inch by inch. There really is no easy way to do this. I hit her hymen and nudge through it breaking it. She cringes in pain. I never understood why women had to go through so much pain in this. Men have so many painless things in their lives. Unfortunately women don't get that luxury.
A tear escapes her eyes. I kiss them away rubbing her arm to soothe her. I move slowly more into her. Once I'm already in I stay still letting her adjust.
Her breathing is heavy with her heart racing. She is so tight. I can smell the blood from when I broke through. My fangs threaten to come out. Her blood smells so sweet. I just want to taste it so bad. I have to control that urge.
She begins to relax with a sigh. I pull out and push back in. I make slow long deep agonizing strokes in to her. This is not being fucked. This is love. I poor every ounce of my love and emotions into my movements.
We look each other right in the eyes reading each other's feelings. In her eyes I only see love and warmth. I kiss her lips with all my passion and love. I only speed my movements up when I feel we are both close but need something more to push it over the edge.
My hand reaches between us and rubs her clit bring her over the edge and with her she brings me. I don't think I have ever felt this before. The emotions I'm feeling are foreign to me.
I pull out of her rolling over on my back. She curls up against me. I cover us up and she falls asleep in my arms while I soon follow her.