EVEN WHEN YOU CRY

EVEN WHEN YOU CRY
“Morning beautiful” he said placing a kiss on her forehead.

Her response was shoving her head in her hands out of embarrassment and whispering “Morning”

“Aja?” he asked then he tried to remove her hands from her face but she just turned away, didn’t how to look at his face.

“Fuck” she her behind her, “Aja I….” she her his fear in the tone of his voice and it made her turn around out of concern, her embarrassment forgotten. She looked at his face and sat up. He looked scared he shook his head “Aja, I’m sorry…I really thought” he stopped “I never meant to hurt you..I-” he tried to say but he was panicking infront of her . She hated seing him like that even though she didn’t know what he meant. She got on her knees moving clost to him and grabbed his face in her hands “Hey, calm down, Why are you apologizing what are you talking about?” she asked confused as she searched his face.

“No, you regret last night. You didn’t really want to thats–”

“Stop, why would you think that. I don’t regret anything, about last night, why are you apologizing?” she interrupted

He looked up at her, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion and some pain “You turned away and wouldn’t look a tme. I thought maybe you changed your mind, or you didn’t like-” she placed her fingers on his lips to stop him. She looked up into the eyes of the most amazing men she’s ever ment trying to show him the love she feels for him. She smiled and placed a kiss on his lips. “That’s not it, I’m sorry I scared you. I don’t regret anything” she looked into his eyes making sure he saw how sincere her words were and she could see the relief in his own. As his body relaxed a little she moved her arms around his neck to hug him tight, he whispered in his ear, “I love you Cailin. I want to be with you forever” , repeating the same words she told him last night. He rapped his arms around her too and held her tight. “I love you too Aja”, he moved back and grabbed her face in his kissing her lips softly . He pulled back and squinted his eyes “but then why did you turn away from me just now?” she looked away remembering what she had said last night “It was nothing” she responded. “Aja?” he insisted seeing how she was avoiding him now. She squealed covering her face again as she felt his eyes on her . he chuckled “what’s going?” he asked trying to pull away her hands from her face. He ended up having to get ontop of her to get her hands off her face. But her eyes stayed closed as he asked her “Aja, tell me” he demanded, laughter in his voice “If you don’t I’m gonna have to bring out my special friends” he warned, she knew what that ment and quickly relented after feeling his fingers near her rib “No, okay, okay..just wait” she screamed already giggling from the thought of being tickled.

“Okay” he waited looking down at her

She took a deep breath “I’m just…embarrassed“ she whined

“About?” he asked patiently

“Just, last night!..I basically like…forced you to be with me…I was like crying and…begging, I was pathetic…its just embarrassing okay!?” she said with her eyes closed. She felt him shake ontop of her “Okay fi-…can you open your eyes please” she ground shaking her head “Open…” he repeated. She whined but slowly opened her eyes one then the other. She looked up at his face with laughter obvious in his eyes as he tried no to crack a smile “First you did not force me, if anything it was extremely hard to reject you. Because I thought you might regret it. I thought you were just feeling sad and didn’t know what you really wanted“ he said.

“I did though” she assured him “I had been sure for a while” she told him and they both smiled at each other.

“Good and for the record, I didn’t once think you were pathetic. I thought you were sexy and…it turned me on that you really wanted me” he smirked “I don’t know if it makes me creepy that the tears didn’t stop me from wanting you” he said cringed his face up. SHe giggled, so I didn’t look all ugly with tears in my eyes he shook his head “You always look beautiful to me, even when you cry” he told her rubbing her cheek with his thumb, he looked down at her lips and places a kiss on them. “Are you really okay, I didn’t hurt you? I, got a bit carried away, I was worried you’de feel uncomfortable around me” he looked at her but she shook her head “I don’t feel any pain, I didn’t feel any last night either” she said even thought she felt her cheeks head up from the blushing. But she looked him in the eye and said “I’ve never felt uncomfortable around you Cailin, not even when I met you” she told him.

“Really?” he asked, she heard relief in his voice. She nodded her head “Even the first time in the woods. I was scared because you were a stranger with a bunch of pack growling wolves but…Anytime a man looked at me I felt nauseous like I would throw up if they touched me. But that never happened with you, not when you looked at me, not when you were near me” she told him.

He grind down at Aja so happy to hear she has never had negative feeling for him. In the begiingi he thought he scared her and she just saw him as every other man who could harm her, the enemy. Its comforting to kow they had a connection from the beginning, because in truth he felt it too and kissed her lips “I love you” he told her. Then rubbed his hands down her body “Do you want a nice warm bath?” he asked her. She tilted her head “umm, sure that sounds nice” she answered the random question. “Good, I made one for you..althoguh it might be cold by now since we’ve been laying here for a while” he laughed. He pushed himself of her “Stay right here, don’t move” he order , she giggled and nodded her head “Okay” she said and with that he got up and went to the bathroom. She layed in the bed in the covers . a few minutes later he cam back out and started to pick her up bridal style of the bed “Wait I don’t have any clothes” she protested grabbing the covers. He laughed “So, I’ve seen everything already” picked her up she covered her breast with her hands as he caried her into the bathroom. As he layed he into the warm water of the giant tube in the bathroom he whispered in her ear “I think you look the most beautiful naked” and it made her blush even harder as she looked away. He chuckled and walked to the door, he turned back “I’ll get breakfast, we could eat in bed” he winked and closed the door. After like half an hour he came back with a large bed tray filled with pancakes, suny side up fried eggs and lots of-her favorite-bacon. Thye ate in bed while talking and joking around about nothing and everything. He talked about his trip and how busy and exhausting he had been by the end. He told her about his friendship with the alpha of the pack in spain and how the project they are planning on starting together being the reason he ended up staying as long as he did. He mentioned there were some issues with the plansed they had come up with together and how they had to make changes to certain parts to be able to move forward. He told her about the pack and how they shared similar values which is basis for their friendship. She asked about the pack and how they were and if they lived well. He explained how well off they were and it was full ogf honorable people, he promised to take her another time and show her the beautiful places in spain. He asked about her training and if how she was doing. She told him most things like she was making progress feeling stronger. She closed off a bit towards the end and changed the subject which he noticed but decided to let it go. He didn’t want to push her if she wasn’t ready to talk about whatever was avoiding at the moment. He knew she would tell him when she was ready. He suggested they take the day and just realx in bed. He had already let Sarah know she wasn’t going to train with her today, she protested but he insisted she needed a day to realx and she relented in the end. She agreed so they stayed in bed after breakfast and watched some tv before falling asleep again. After a few hours Cailin woke Aja up with kisses to the side of her neck, he made love to her again. This time he made he built her up slowly, filling her up with slow deep thrust that made her toes curl and nails dig into his back as she came, he didn’t finished until he made her come a second time, coming with her, He whispered “Can I keep you forever?”,and she nodded her head with a smile as she fell asleep in his arms.