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Abram~

I walked out of the airport, and the chilled gust of wind hit my face, I feel like they are slapping me. Winter in UK is brutal . I haven't seen the sun or felt its warmth in weeks. And over the top its raining there more than usual.

I hope Ireland isn't that dark because my pigeon doesn't like winters. She finds it overwhelming.

A smile spread on my lips, my insides feel giddy, I am finally going to meet her after six whole months.

Six months without her was hell but her letters kept me going. And on top of that her dearest daughter and her mama dearest were after me like witches.

I hailed a cab and got inside giving the driver address of the institution. The air feels much more calmer than London. I took out the ring from my breast pocket and admired the art.

I didn't propose her before, I didn't ask her for the marriage, or to become mine but today I am going to. I will drop on my one knee and propose to her.

And this time I will make sure I don't fuck up. There will be a perfect june wedding and a great marriage life. Everything will be fine now.

Then Elsie will become my step- daughter, she will officially become my daughter. My family will be complete with Angela, Elsie and my Meera.

I ran my thumb over the ring in my palm again. Simple, elegant, but meaningful just like her. A platinum band with a small indicolite diamond at the center, her favorite color.

It wasn’t grand or flashy, but it held everything I wanted to say, You’re my home. My peace. My forever.

I could already imagine her face the way her eyes would light up the moment she would see me, She'd grin widely and then cry. She is my crybaby.

The cab turned onto a narrow country road, and my heart sped up. I imagined our life after this waking up beside her, hearing her laugh.

I am not going to let her go away from me ever again. She will be mine and only mine forever.

I pressed my forehead against the window, smiling.

"Just a little longer, my pigeon" I murmured under my breath. “I’m coming to you".

As we arrived at the institution, I got out and paid the cab driver. As he was about to leave I stopped him "do I look good?" I ask.

He frowned but looked at me up and down and then licked his lips while staring at my crotch area. The fuck. I turned around to leave. What a creep I shouldn't have asked.

I started to walk with my heart beating faster than usual. I hope she likes me , now.

As I reached near the sycamore tree my feet stopped on their own accord and I couldn't breathe. I was awestruck by the beauty of her.

She was standing on the staircases, the warm sunrays was stroking her beautiful face and she was talking to some other girl.

My vision blurred at the sigh of her. She was looking like a fairy, soft and innocent. Her hair they are short reaching above her shoulder, curling below her ears.

Her eyes they laughed freely now.

I stumbled back and turning around I hid behind the pillar far away from the tree.

Today I saw something in her eyes that I never saw before.

Hope.

Hope for living the life to its fullest.

There was no more darkness behind those lids. No more demons holding her back.

She was free. She pulled herself out from that shallow hole.

She is glowing, she is happy, she is healed.

Someone who have been through so much in her life, has made it out alive. Breaking the shackles of past.

I am her past and she needs to break free from me too. I know she has forgiven me and she loves me, but is love enough?

A relationship requires trust, comittment, peace, understanding and I failed to give her all of that.

She was just a little girl begging for the love of her parents, begging for them to prioritise her but they didn't. They abandoned her and then I came into her life, I ruined her further.

I know I am not going to hurt her like that ever again but I am a stupid person. I didn't prioritise her either, I didn't value her. It was all about me and my love for her.

Underneath all of this she was just a little girl who kept on losing everything, until she lost herself.

My pigeon was the girl who was never treated right.

But now she has gotten herself back, that little girl has healed and is hoping for a bright future.

And I swear I am not going to take it away from her. She needs to be away from me.

I watched her breaking down she must be waiting for me but a future full of light is happiness is waiting for her.

I am sorry pigeon .

I need to free you from me.



Meera~

I waited there but he never came. He abandoned me. Did I really expected much from him?

I got up and booked an Uber for me. I gotta go home and see by myself. I swear I will kill him for doing this to me.

"Madam, a man left this for you" I turn to look at the watchman, he handed me a small paperbag.

I quickly opened it and my jaw clenched hard. So, he was here. But he didn't care to fucking show up for me.

My passport and national id was there alongwith flight bookings. Why the fuck you didn't come to me Abram? What happened that you had to left? I thought we have developed that understanding between us.

But I guess I was wrong.

I took out the small note from the bag and unfolded it.

"I love you but you need to be free from me to thrive..."

I crushed the note in my palm. Angry tears rolled down from my cheeks. I hate him.

"Fuck you. Abram."

I threw the note in the trashcan and got inside the taxi. I don't need him if he doesn't want to be in my life anymore.



I walked inside the home. The place which I used to call mine.

"Oh Meera...you are back my love. I am so happy--" my mana rushed to hug me and Elsie followed behind.

"Elsie pack your bags we will be leaving for the States tomorrow. Abram must have told you about your school , you will complete your high school from there...and mama I know you have spent your whole life here. But still I want you to come with us. "

I had all of this planned beforehand and in one of the letters I told him and he also said that he would move to the States with me.

But I guess I gotta do this on my own now. He can go and suck his dick.