Meant to be together

Meant to be together
Abram~

She groaned in annoyance as the strands of her hair swayed in front of her eyes. I took out her rubber band from my wrist and secured her hair in a high bun.

I watched as she cooked in haste. She does it when she is anxious or tensed.

"Is she awake? Can you please check honey..."

My heart skipped a beat as she called me honey. I watched as her moments stopped or maybe it slipped from her mouth.

"She is awake, I just checked". I said trying to erase the tension. She turned to look at me and I saw the same glint of sadness in her eyes.

Oh her eyes are going to be the death of me.

"I am sorry it just slipped from my mouth" she said and I gave her a tight lipped smile. What else can I do either?

Throw a plate on the floor. Nah, that'd be too immature of me.

But I am suffocating. And all the feelings are piling up inside me one by one and I fear if one day suddenly they would burst.

"Go back to London, your family must be waiting for you Abram...it's been a month now".

Don't say anything stupid. Don't say anything stupid.

"You don't have to worry about that Miss...I am here because of my business deal that I and Mr. Holland signed" I lied through my teeth. There is no business deal.

It's just a way to live near her. To be with her. What did she even think that I would leave her or let her leave me again after I have just gotten her back?

"I was in a relationship with Miller a sexual one that means I have moved on..."

An involuntary smirk stretched on my mouth, god I love it when she fails miserably at lying. Moved on...really?

"We are separated so it doesn't matter if you had sexual relationship with someone else...hell it still won't matter if you fuck thousands of men... As long as you come back in my arms again".

Because I will kill each and every one of those fucker. Miller died before I could kill him for having the taste of what is mine.

But does it matter ? Her relationship with Miler. No, it doesn't. But now I am back I won't give her any reason to be with another man.

She looked at me as if she wants to slap me, scratch my face with her chipped nails.

"When two people are meant to be...even the fate couldn't keep them apart , my pigeon..."

She didn't say anything with her mouth but her eyes said a lot...one day ex-wifey...I am gonna make you mine again.


I watched my Meera stroking Elsie's hair while she slept with her head resting on her lap. I crossed my arms and leaned against the doorframe.

I always knew that she'd be the best mother. She has that compassion of the mother inside her otherwise why would she take care of teenager with whom she shares no relationship with.

My eyes teared up, what if our Abby was here...she would've been the luckiest child to have my pigeon as her mother.

But she is not here with us because of me...I would never forgive myself. Only if I had taken care of her.

I hate to admit but Miller did what I couldn't. Maybe he really was best for her...

"What are you doing here?" she asks me this question everyday. And just like everyday I would shrug and walk with her to her room and wait there until she slept.

I have to make sure she is alright. She pretends that she is not breaking from inside but I know it better. She has started to take her sleeping meds again.

"How is your daughter?" She asks while getting on the bed. I smiled as I remembered my Angela. She must be asleep by now. God, I miss my little one.

"Seems like she is good and you are missing her".

"I am..." I said and found her smiling at me. "You should go back Abram...you don't belong here".

My eyes snapped at her "you do not tell me where I belong... because I belong with my pigeon". Her eyes teared up and shoulders slouched.

"Abram please --"

"If you don't want me just tell me pigeon...but I am not leaving . I am not going away from you again. There is nothing without you...I was a machine after you left me...the only thing who kept me from falling apart and killing myself was my daughter".

I was angry so damn fucking angry.

"That's what I am saying Abram you have your daughter she needs you..." Here we go again.

"And I need you, don't you understand... don't you need me anymore, Meera?" I asked my voice has already started to tremble. I don't know how long I can keep myself from crying in front of this woman.

"You need to go back to your home" finally a tear rolled down from my eye and I stared into her dull ambers "you are my home and I am yours. Don't you miss me...I am sorry. But I am not leaving. I am wherever you are".

I watched silent tears falling from her eyes and my heart almost stopped . I sat in front of her and cupped her face "Hey...hey darling I am right here".

"I am tired and I need you too" she whispered and started to lean in towards me "Pigeon..." I whispered. I don't know what to do I need her too more than anything.

But...