Chapter 36 36

Chapter 36 36
Hazan
I was thrown out of my imagination when I heard Yagiz's voice waving his hand in front of my face.
' What you're saying?'  He pressed my nose gently as he let out a chuckle.
"Let's go inside first. We'll talk about that later, okay?"  He said.  I nodded my head and smiled at him.  Open the trunk and take out our things.
"Wouldn't there be a problem if we stayed here? I mean, isn't your dad mad at you?"  I asked hesitantly.  He closed the car and walked near me.
"Don't worry about it. This house was a gift from my grandfather before he passed away. We can stay here as long as we want. This is our home now."
'our house?'  I asked and my heart started beating fast.  He raised his hand and touched my cheek.
The love in his eyes was visible and I could feel it.  I never dreamed of meeting a man who could look at me the way he looks at me every time he stares at me.  He always gave me this look, as if I was the most beautiful woman in the world.
"Do you want?"  His voice became hesitant.  I gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek.
'Of course I want, although this place reminds me of the past, it is still home to me,' I answered.
He furrowed his eyebrows, "What do you mean by that, sweetheart?"  She sighed.
“Well, this place is unforgettable for me. I lived the happiest moments of my life here… but I also lived through the most painful ones. If you know what I mean” I bit my lower lip waiting for his reaction.
A mixture of feelings passed through his eyes.  I can tell that this affected him.
“But now, I don’t hurt anymore when I remember it. When I forgave you, I already forgot and decided to be with you again. You don’t have to be embarrassed about it. It’s all in the past now, right?” His sad eyes suddenly brightened.
He pulled me by my waist and before I could tell what he was about to do, he gave me a passionate kiss which made me moan with pleasure and put my arms around his neck.  The kiss was hot, wild, and soul-searching.  I can hardly stand.  His effect on me hasn't changed with a touch, and I know that even in how many years from now, I'll still feel that way about him.
We heard someone making a sound.  We quickly stopped and pulled away from each other.
“I’m glad you were able to bring her back here. Welcome back Hazan.” I felt embarrassed as I listened to Zahra's voice.  I smiled at her.  Yagiz's hand went to my shoulder and pulled me closer to him.
' Certainly.  She couldn't resist me after all" I blushed at what he said and pinched him. I heard him laugh before lovingly kissing my forehead. This is one of the things I love about him. He's always so sweet and kisses me a lot.
"Arrogant" she cried, which made him laugh even more.  The look of a flower went to my big belly.  She looked surprised but quickly pulled herself together.
'I didn't know you were pregnant. Congratulations' I smiled and hugged my stomach affectionately.
“Thank you.” She shook her head and went to our things and picked up what she could lift inside.  Yagiz carried the large bags as he walked behind me.
'I'll leave you now,' she said, and walked out of the room.
I went to the balcony and looked outside.  I couldn't help but feel nostalgic.  I lived here with Yagiz for a year and was very happy during those times.  When I left, I felt so much hurt and devastated.  I felt like I wouldn't have any reason to come back here anymore because I was so mad at him at the time.  But now, I didn't expect to come back here.
I jumped by surprise when I felt Yagiz's arms around my waist.  He hugged me from behind and buried his face between my shoulders and my neck.
'How do you feel now?'  gently asked.
'what do you mean?'
“Is it really good for you to stay here with me?”  I smiled
"I told you, I'm fine. I wouldn't stay here with you if it wasn't okay with me," he kissed me on the neck.
'thanks God.  I thought you wouldn't come back here after what happened" His voice hinting in pain
'No.  I'm fine." I answered and stared outside.
I never expected it, but I miss this place.  We stayed in this position for a while, just feeling each other's warmth.  I felt relaxing.
“Baby...” He called me after how many minutes of staying calm.
"Hmmm?"
"Is it okay for you to be with me even if you... I mean even though I'm no longer part of the Eggeman family? I mean now my father has disowned me, I'm just a normal person now. I have my money and my own property but..." I shut him up and broke up  His arms around my waist and then face him.
"Don't say that again, I loved you because you are and not because your family is rich."
“But what about your family? They won’t let you be with someone like me, who was stripped of his wealth by his father.”
"Don't think about these things. I'm here because I choose to be with you no matter what. I don't care if you're still one of them or not because I love you the way you are. I'm here because I choose love over wealth."
"What do you mean by that, sweetheart?"  I gave him a faint smile.
"We are the same now. I think my mom and brother disowned me, Gökhan asked me to leave you but I couldn't do it" I muttered as I looked the other way while biting my lower lip at the same time.
I could feel him looking at me and it made me stare at him.  To my surprise, happiness was very evident on his face as he stared at me lovingly.
“You really made the right decision by choosing me because it was worth fighting for you.”
'what do you mean by that?  No- Don't tell me that your father disowned you B- Because of me?  Are you sure of your decision?  He gently hugged my cheek. I saw the uncertainty in his eyes but it soon disappeared.
"Listen, my love. I chose to be with you because I knew I wouldn't be happy if I lost you. When my father made me choose between my inheritance and you, I had no second thought. I knew I wouldn't stay without you because you're my life. I already told you, right?"  I nodded.
“I just don't want you to re-” he put a finger on my lips to silence me.
'No.  I will never feel sorry for being with you.  Soon, we'll have our baby, and I won't miss it for the world.  Now, I'm so glad I learned that you did the same.  You chose me even though your brother made you choose between me and them.  I love you a lot"
All the uncertainties in my heart faded, but I also felt sad that my brother and I parted ways without really talking about things.  I'm sure he wasn't really mad at me.  Knowing that he is the most caring brother and I love him.  One day, I'm sure we'll fix things.  We stayed in this position for a moment before deciding to collect our things and put them in the appropriate places.  When we finished, Zahra knocked on the door and called us to dinner.  We went hand in hand.
"How are Celine and Omar?"  I asked her.  She gave me a smile.
'they are fine.  Celine was busy with her thesis while my uncle became an officer."
“Really?” I asked.  She nodded her head.  I looked at Yagiz and he was calm but didn't say anything.
"I'm going now. See you tomorrow," she said before leaving.
We went to the dining hall and ate together.  We talked about different things but we didn't talk about our families.  I could see that he was still sagging, but at least he seemed happy too.
He was so upset I didn't know what to do to make him feel better.  Now, it looked so much better and felt great.
After eating, Yagiz insisted on washing the dishes even though I volunteered to do so.  I let him do that while watching it.  Even though he grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth, he didn't mind doing these kinds of things.  He even learned how to cook for me and that made me happy.  He's my perfect leg.
"Baby," I said excitedly.
“Hmm,” he answered without looking at me because his eyes were fixed on the TV.  We are currently in our room while watching a romantic movie.  He was sitting upright against the huge headboard while I on the other hand rested my head on his lap.
'My God!  I think our kid is excited to go out.  He's been kicking in there for a while" I said and grabbed my stomach.
'Really?' He said and lifted my shirt. When the kid kicked again, I felt a little sore because of it.
"Is these his feet?"  He asked in awe as he continued to stare at my stomach.  I took his hand and put it on my stomach.
'I believe.  Do you feel it?  "shook his head.
I said "I can't wait to see him".
“Me too,” he replied and continued to caress me.  After a minute or so, the baby stopped kicking and moving and she sighed in relief.
A while ago, he had a serious look on his face while touching my baby boy.  Now, his hand went to take my head and kiss me
"I love you" he said
I couldn't take it anymore, it made me reach the seventh heaven after a night of wild love.
  I couldn't help but smile.  The satisfaction of our love made my heart beat like a drum.
We hugged afterwards, just feeling the warmth for each other was out of this world.  We were still breathing hard.  I could hear his heartbeat as I lay my head on his chest.  His arms were wrapped around me.
"Watching a movie, huh?"  laughed heartily.
"Well, you smell so good and you look so sexy and misleading and I can't stand myself."
“You never change. Troublesome as usual.” He laughed again and kissed my forehead.
"Just for you" that made me smile.
“I love you,” he whispered a few seconds later.
“I love you too” I whispered again