Chapter 24 24
Chapter 24 24
I heard the door open, but I didn't look at it. I remained motionless on the bed while staring at a picture of me and Hazan in my hand. It's been over a week since you left me, and my heart still hurts like hell. I felt like I couldn't survive any longer. Her absence is slowly killing me.
"You look excitingly pathetic, Ya_iz. What happens to you?' I turned my head, and I saw my little sister, staring at me like I was someone more pathetic.
'What are you doing here?' I asked coldly and stared at the picture in my hand again. She sighed and sat on the edge of the bed with her eyebrows raised.
"Dad worried too, do you know? Did not go to work, so asked me to deal with the company at the time the current."
I know she hates sitting in the office and working. Our father made her run the business just like me in order to help him run our business. She did what our father said because she really had no idea which path she wanted to take. She was in her third year of college when she realized she wanted to become a chemist.
I didn't know why she suddenly wanted to change course, but when I told our father what she wanted, he wouldn't let her. So she graduated from her business course and then did analytical chemistry. She is in her third year now. Our father was very angry when she continued to study what she wanted instead of helping him with work.
"Do not care. Just Atrkina and my business. She was staring at me with compassion in her eyes.
"I do not understand why I let . The last time we talked, I was happy too, and bragged that Bhazan had told me that you are to be submitted to us soon. What happened?' I asked anxiously.
I sighed and put the picture on the bedside table and then buried my face in Hazan's pillow. I can still smell it, but it is getting weak and slowly disappearing as the days go by.
My heart sank painfully just thinking about her. I wish I could take back everything I did. I wish I had told her earlier instead of continuing to cheat on her. Because of my stupidity, I found out the truth from other people rather than from my own admission. I understand why you didn't want to hear any clarification from me. Because I hurt her so much.
There's so much of a word that I wish I could have fixed all this. She didn't deserve all the pain I caused her. I wish I could turn back time, but I don't regret the special things we shared with each other, like love for each other and all the happy days we spent together.
“Yagiz, are you listening to me?” I have a hangover from alcohol, and listening to my annoying sister is the last thing I want right now.
"Please, can you leave me alone now?"
'No! Mom is very worried about you, you know? You did not behave this way before, and we are worried about you! Why not go back to the home instead of staying here? She looked angry now.
"No, I can believe this! And if I was talking to the wall, "I heard her say sarcastically.
'What?'
"I told you to go back to the house," I shook my head.
'Do not. I don't want that. What if Hazan returns? I want to be here when that happens," she replied, but she laughed sarcastically.
"No, I can believe it. You're acting like a teenager. Dear Hazan, has left already.
'I'm not acting like a teenager? I love her!' I laughed at my words.
Love you? You're the last person I expected to hear that word from. "
"Can you stop for this? I love Hazan." I raised my eyebrows. Athaddaha
"You love her, but you are here. Do you do anything but sink yourself in alcohol? Do you even work? You are miserable. Look to yourself; you cannot even shave! Do you think it will return to you without you doing something? I've left you, so should you have to do something here, but instead From chasing after her and trying to fix things between the two of you, you're here. Just a loser sexy pathetic ! I feel ashamed because you are my brother's big now because of the way you are dealing with your situation." I closed my eyes in order to prevent myself from yelling out.
"You do not know anything about what happened between us, so do not talk to me as if you know all things."
“Tell me about it so I can understand.” I sighed and sat upright with my back bent on the headboard. I didn't speak for a few seconds, weighing in my head whether to tell her or not. She kept staring at me while waiting for my answer.
'What? Will you tell me or not? I cried impatiently.
"You are not impatient. Do not believe that you, Taajia, are this way, though I had a broken heart at the time. The current
"Okay, Romeo. I'll shut up. Are you going to tell me?" She seemed curious, and at the same time she was only joking.
“Did I mention to you that she is Gokhan’s little sister?” Her eyes widened as she shook her head.
'Really the creator of hell?!' I thought you hated them? How is that?' She sighed before telling her everything. Although I was ashamed of what I had done with Hazan, I felt comfortable with my sister's news.
Although she is about five years younger than Neil, she has a mature way of thinking. We were always there for each other. I loved my sisters and always wanted to fight to the death for them.
I hate it when they hurt because it hurts me doubly just seeing them cry. So when Neil and Gokhan's marriage ended, and I saw her suffering, I saw Red. I was angry, and my determination to avenge her was so overwhelming that I did not think clearly and rationally before mistakenly using Hazan to take revenge on him. Now my revenge is slowly killing me.
"No, I can believe you! How you can do it by? ! It's right when you stopped!" Echoed the angry voice of my sister in the room. So I took a pillow and threw it in my face.
"I know that I am vile and a varmint, but Sidqi does not give charity. I love her really, and I cannot live without her." It's my life."
'You love her? How do you say that? What if you just feel guilty and your conscience is who acts out of pity?
"Do you think I'm stupid? "Of course, I know the difference between the state of love and compassion," she lifted her hands like a surrender.
'Okay, well. I'm sorry. But seriously, what I did to her was terrible. I don't know much about what happened to Neil and Gokhan because we know our sister's side of the story, and that's why I don't judge them.” I looked at her in disbelief.
'What do you mean by that? Don't you believe Neal's side of the story?" I raised a sigh of relief and took her phone from her purse. Then I looked for something before handing her to me.
“Read this article.” I worried about her, but I took her phone instead and started reading the article.
Neil Yildiz Egiman was arrested and smoked drugs with her boyfriend. And he said, "Our sources say she began smoking and abusing drugs when they were not still in college." The family has not commented on this issue yet ...
I stared at my younger sister in shock.
'When did this happen?' How did I not know about these rumors? I am sure that they suffer from depression at the time because of this false news about "I said through my teeth sharply."
"She published this article in the original since the years after 6 months of her wedding, but someone republished it once again on the Internet in the past week, and it happened, and she saw him by chance. I asked Papa about it, and from what it seems, he knew already about this. I have to pay for the means of media Since years , so it does not leak this to the public . But now, the person is published once again.
"This news is just a hoax. Neil won't do it. Don't tell me you believe this article. " I asked her angrily.
"I did not believe it either when I saw him for the first time, but when I asked Papa about it, he assured me I was already doing so for this reason and disowned them." I was stunned.
"Disowned them?! Since when?!'
"I do not know when exactly, and I think that the pope had discharged them on the spot when he knew it. When you hear it, I traveled on the spot to the States of the United States to talk with them. It is completely different now for Neil that we know. I do not know what happened to her but changed very much . I do not know if it was so because they are no longer at home or because they are divorced, but there was something weird when I saw it. I wanted to ask you about what you should do. For this reason I came here, but you behave in this form, and you have your own problem, so I do not know what to do.
I suddenly felt guilty. I didn't even know about this article because I was so busy drinking that I was drowning myself in it because Hazan left me. But no matter what is in this article, I won't believe it until I talk to Neil.
"In any case, when you were in the US last week, I saw Jokhan about by mistake. Was with a beautiful woman and a child. I asked my friend who works in his company, and he confirmed to me that the woman was his wife and that the child was a daughter. Woman left him from before the reason is a favour . And now they are together once again.
"Despicable," she hissed.
"Why get angry about it once again? I've already got revenge, which wilt thou? Hazan is pregnant now. You must be feeling proud of yourself because you took revenge on him ' told me my sister Bnbarh is cynical. And when you heard the name Hazan, the pain came back again.
"I told you already, I love it! No matter what happened between me and Angela, it is not related to him or what happened to Neil and her brother. I will win them.
She stared at me like she couldn't believe what I just heard.
'Okay. So I guess you are ready to be your husband's brother, Gökhan? Would you be a family with this guy?! Are you ready? "
I was stunned and couldn't say anything.
"No, I think you do not like Hazan, including a sufficiently
'I love her!' My anger towards her brother is not related to him. Before that, yes, but it is different now," she screamed angrily. Shook her shoulders.
'Okay. So what is your plan now? Do you go to the States of the United American and talk to Neil about the article or prosecute Hazan? "
“Both,” I said resolutely, and stood up. I went to the bathroom and decided to take a shower.
Wait for me, my love. I will fix the whole thing, and this time, I promise that all things will be fine. I will do my best for you to forgive me. whispered resolutely.