Chapter 11 Chapter Eleven
I cautiously lay my head on his chest, worried it will send him a step backward from me. Malakai moans softly, as he strokes my hair. Testing how far I can push him; I gently lay my hand on his stomach. Even relaxed his muscles are still rock hard. I smile as I slowly rub my hand over his abs.
“I thought you’ve seen better?” Malakai asks in an arrogant tone.
“Shut up.” I say gently nudging him. He laughs and kisses the top of my head. I wish that kiss was on my lips, but he said nothing can happen besides sleep, and I’ve already pushed my luck tonight. Maybe tomorrow I can kiss his soft full lips again.
“Get some sleep angel.” Whispers Malakai holding me tight. I cuddle closer to Malakai breathing in his delicious scent as I fall asleep.
My eyes fly open around five in the morning. I am never wide awake this early in the morning. Malakai’s strong arm is wrapped around me, keeping me pinned in place. I can feel his hot breath on the back of my neck. I slowly wiggle trying to free myself from his grip. He tightens his grip, and he softly groans.
“Good morning angel.” He whispers sleepily and kisses the back of my neck.
“Good mor…” My eyes widen and I lose my train of thought.
“What’s wrong?” Malakai asks sounding more awake.
I can feel the heat rising in my cheeks. “Umm nothing.” I say, trying to ignore the rock-hard bulge pressed against my ass.
“Something is definitely wrong angel. What’s going on? Did I say or do something that made you uncomfortable.” Malakai sounds concerned.
Not knowing what to say I softly mumble “I’m sorry I was wiggling around so much, I umm didn’t mean to make you, you know.”
Malakai releases his grip on me, allowing me to scoot away from him. “I am so sorry Leilani. I can normally control myself better.”
“No, it’s okay. I shouldn’t have been rubbing up against you like that.” I say as I flip over to face him. Malakai smiles. “It’s okay angel.” He says reassuringly.
“Do you want me to help you with that?” I wink.
Malakai’s eyes darken for a split second, but he quickly recovers. “Leilani.” He says warningly.
“I know, I know. I was just kidding.” I was just trying to see his reaction, but part of me is disappointed. Sometimes I think Malakai can read my mind. Malakai sighs and pulls me close to him. “Someday we can be together angel. We just can’t yet.”
My heart swells with happiness. Did he just say what I think he did? We will be together someday. I hope someday is soon. Without thinking I press my lips against his. Malakai speaks against my mouth but doesn’t pull away. “Leilani, we shouldn’t be doing this.”
I wrap my arms around his neck as Malakai deepens the kiss. Without breaking the kiss, I pull myself on top of him letting my legs straddle him on either side. His previously rock-hard bulge gets even harder as his front presses against mine through the fabric of his pants and my panties. I moan softly into his mouth.
Malakai places his hands on my hips, and rocks me gently back and forth against him. “I want you.” I say breathless. Malakai’s eyes are dark as midnight, his eyes are full of lust.
“We can’t.” Malakai says sounding as disappointed as me. I climb off of him and head to the bathroom. Malakai lets out a frustrated groan, as he follows me to the bathroom.
“Leilani please don’t be upset. I want you so badly, I want you more than I have ever wanted anything, but we can’t do this. You are not twenty one yet. I keep letting myself lose control, and I shouldn’t. I’m sorry.”
Sighing I stare at Malakai through the mirror. “I’m just confused, one minute you are all over me. Then you don’t want to touch me. I don’t understand what you want Malakai.”
Malakai grabs me from behind, pressing himself against my ass. “I want you. Isn’t it obvious.” He asks as he gently grinds against me. “If you were twenty one, I wouldn’t be able to control myself at all Leilani. I would have my way with you. If that’s what you wanted of course.”
“Yes, that’s what I want. I wish I was twenty one now.”
“Me too.” Malakai grumbles, making me laugh.
“How about you take a shower and take care of that.” I say as I wiggle my ass against him. “And I will go get you some clothes to wear.”
Malakai nods, closing the door behind me. I throw on some pants and run down the hall to the guest bedroom. Nora keeps the guest closet stocked with men’s and women’s clothing of all different sizes and styles per my father’s request just in case someone needs it.
I grab a few different things since I’m not sure what size Malakai wears and race back to my bedroom locking the door behind me. Malakai steps out of the bathroom wearing nothing but a towel. I bite my lip as I take in his body. His dark brown slightly shaggy hair is dripping water onto his muscular chest and abs. Malakai winks at me, before placing a quick peck on my lips. I hand him the array of clothes.
It only takes him a second to find something that fits, I face the other direction as he gets dressed. Malakai pulls me in for a quick hug before heading towards the door. “I’ll see you in a few.” He says smiling at me.
When the door shuts behind him, I throw myself on the bed and squeal into my pillow. Malakai wants me. In more than one way. I glance at the clock. Shit I have to get ready for school. I hop in the shower, reluctantly washing Malakai’s scent off of me. I throw my hair into a high ponytail and head to my closet. With not many options to choose from I grab a baby blue cotton dress with long sleeves and a sweetheart neckline. I really need to go shopping for more girlie clothing. I slide on a pair of black leggings, and puffy snow boots.
I put a quick coat of makeup on, and practically fly down the stairs. Malakai and father should already be eating breakfast. “Good morning.” I sing as I enter the kitchen.
“Good morning mija. You are in a particularly good mood this morning.” My father smiles.
“Yes, I am dad. Thank you for noticing.” After a minute of silence, I ask “Are you not going to ask why I’m in a good mood dad?”
He laughs. “Sorry mija. Why are you in such a good mood this morning?
“Thank you for asking. I’m in a good mood because I have a boyfriend.” I say in an overly chipper tone. Malakai chokes on the water he was sipping.