Chapter 40 In His Arms
Brielle's POV
Daylan and I drove in silence back to the apartment. He came with me all the way to my apartment door. I unlocked it and we stepped inside. I turned around as he stood in the doorway. He watched me with such an intensity. Butterflies fluttered in my belly. This was not supposed to happen because we are not together.
"Thank you for the evening," I said.
"Thank you for coming along with me. If I had known about Timothy, then I wouldn't-"
"Stop that. I can fight my own battles. Look where that got me and Tim. We are able to make agreements and try to get along. His reputation, his fiancé and unborn baby mean more to him than what I mean to him. So, don't do anything to him because I don't want to make things worse. Just leave things the way that they are," I said.
He nodded, "I'm still not happy about it though, but I need to respect you." he said, his eyes penetrating into me.
"Thank you." I bit my bottom lip, him staring at me like that just makes me want him even more right now.
"Please, don't do that," his eyes fell on my lips.
"Or what?" I challenged him.
Next thing I know, he moved closer, cupped the back of my head, leaned in and crashed his lips against mine. Closing my eyes, I dropped the clutch bag onto the floor, my hands moving up his chest as we deepened the kiss. He shut the door behind us as he cupped both sides of my face, and then he pulled away, our chests heaving.
"I know we shouldn't, but I just can't resist you," he breathed.
"Then don't."
His eyes moved over my body, "I want to rip this dress off you, but this dress looks too f^cking sexy on you and I don't want to destroy it." he rasped.
"Well, I have an idea," I said as I turned around, my back facing towards him. I felt his touch on my upper back where my skin was exposed. I looked over my shoulder, lips parted as he began to slowly unzip the dress, his fingers grazing my lower back, sending shivers down my spine. I sucked in a breath when I felt his lips against my skin, trailing soft kisses down my back. His hands moved to my shoulders and then slowly slid the straps off and down my arms, exposing my breasts to the cool air.
His hands moved to my back again, and then he moved my dress down over my ass until they dropped onto the floor around my feet. "This is just perfect," he said, which was barely a whisper.
He trailed kisses along my shoulder, my core throbbed, and I was already drenched. His arm snaked around my waist, his hand moving down inside my lace panties until his hand cupped my p^ssy. His finger found its way between my folds, and he flickered my cl^t, causing me to release a moan, throwing my head to the back. His other hand fondled one breast as he pressed his hard bulge against my ass. As he continued to flicker my cl^t, it sent tingles throughout my entire body. It was this toe curling sensation.
"I think you're ready for me," he breathed against my ear. He removed his hand from my breast and cl^t, and then he slid my panties down. I was still in my heels. "Leave your heels on," he said. I heard his clothes rustle, and I knew that he was getting undressed. I turned around as he discarded his shirt on the ground. He had already taken his jacket off before getting into the car earlier.
He then unzipped his pants, sliding both pants and boxer briefs down onto the ground. He had already taken off his shoes when I stood with my back facing towards him. His cck was in need of me, and he stepped closer to me, leaning down, pressing his lips against mine. My hands moved up his chest, and wrapped my arms around the back of his neck, he grabbed my ass and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist. He walked with me until my back was pressed against the wall next to the front door. He continued to kiss me, sliding his tongue into my mouth as soon as he found the gap when I parted my lips for air. I moaned as he reached between us, and then he thrust into me without stopping.
"F^ck, I never thought that I would be able to have this with you again," he rasped against my lips.
"Me too," I said, which was barely a whisper. He filled me all the way to the hilt.
"Are you alright?" he asked.
"Yes," I breathed, and then he began to thrust slowly at first, and then he began to pick up the pace.
I dug my nails into his skin, causing him to groan. The adrenaline was running through my body, closing my eyes shut at the sensation. "You're still on the pill right?" he asked between breaths, never stopping his pounding into me.
"Yeah," I couldn't think straight with him thrusting in and out of me. That familiar sensation started building up, and I knew that this might be the last time we would have this.
"I'm going to come," his voice was strained. As I pressed my back further against the cool, rough surface of the wall, I felt his body pressing even more against mine. I could feel my heels digging into his ass cheeks as he pressed himself closer to me, sending shivers of pleasure up my spine.
Our lips were locked in a passionate kiss, our tongues dancing together in perfect harmony. My body was on fire, responding eagerly to his every touch. As he trailed kisses down my neck and collarbone, I could feel my orgasm building up inside me.
With each thrust of his hips against mine, my body trembled with pleasure. I moaned his name over and over again, lost in the blissful haze of our intimacy. And just as I felt myself reaching the peak of ecstasy, he released with a loud groan. Filling me up with his fluids.
I clung onto him tightly, feeling the waves of pleasure wash over me as we both found release in each other's arms. As we caught our breaths and came down from our high, we stayed like that for a little while before he moved me away from the wall and then carried me all the way down the hallway and into my bedroom, pulling out of me and setting me gently down on the bed. He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss against my lips.
"I wish we could have more time together, not just with s^x but more than that," he said against my lips before pulling away.
"Please, stay for the night," I pleaded with him.
"Okay," he said, and he climbed onto the bed, wrapping his arms around me, as he held me close to him. He nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck. I want this, but can we do this if we are serious about each other? Maybe I should put my wants aside and just be with the one that my heart yearns for. "Are you okay?" he asked.
"More than okay," I said as I closed my eyes. I wanted to fall asleep this way.
"Are you no longer nauseous?" he asked, "No longer feeling unwell?"
"I feel better already, Doctor Hart." I smiled.
"I guess s^x cured you," I could hear the smile as he said that.
"I guess it did. I'm exhausted from the evening and the amazing s^x. You are great in bed and I guess that's why women like you the most."
"Please, let's not talk about them and my past. I'm no longer entertaining women. In my eyes, there is only one woman, and that is you, even if I cannot have you. Something in me has changed. I just don't want the life that I had before this. I want everything with you, and the only issue is the part where we have to compromise about things. I just want you to be happy most of all, even if it hurts me that you might be with another man to get your dreams to become a reality. I know some women would love to have a family, but they don't have a partner, they make it work without a partner, but I'm not going to get into medical things such as IVF's and all that. I just want you to be happy," he said with sadness laced in his voice.
"Daylan, maybe I'm not even meant to have what I want. Maybe I can settle for us. That is a sacrifice, but I need more time to think about it. To make sure I want to do that," I said.
He kissed my shoulder, not saying a word, and we continued to cuddle, until darkness consumed me as I lay in the arms I felt safe in.