NOTHING TABOO.

NOTHING TABOO.
"This is getting into me, what have I ever done to you to deserve such treatment from you, you hated me the moment you met me, even at the dining table your actions show it all, this isn't how well respected Alphas like you behave, what have I done wrong to earn such treatment from you.' She reacted. "This isn't right.'
"So, what do you want to do, beat me up because this isn't right, you are such a nuisance around here.' I mocked.
Gérard stepped in between us, interfering and stopping the both of us.
"That's enough, both of you.' He interrupted and faced Emily. "Stop this, Emily, let's go inside." He went to her and grabbed her hand, but she refused to go along with him.
"Emily." He called her.
"I'm not leaving with you, she must tell me what I did to make her hate me so much, I tried my best for her to like me, what did I do for her to hate me."
Gérard shut his eyes, like he was fed up and frustrated with the whole thing.
"Leave with him, I just don't want to see your face, it irritates me and I hate you, bitch, Alpha snatcher." I screamed.
"Oceana." He warned.
"Don't call me, Gérard, I wouldn't have it from you, cautioning me in front of this slutty bitch."
"Can you see what I'm talking about?" Emily told him. "Your sister despises me."
"Oceana, please leave here, and let this issue end here.'
"I wouldn't, she should do that instead, I grew up here, this is my fucking home, not hers and I'm somewhat the boss around here, she should do that instead, leave here, and not me." I stood firm, persisting against his idea.
"What the hell are you doing, make this end.' he flared up.
"I wouldn't end this, even if you are the last Alpha on earth, I will still go on with this issue.'
He walked up to me with a dark look as he whispered. "Behave yourself and stop causing a scene.'
"This is only just the beginning.' I snarled. "Since you want to cause me pain and make me cry for the rest of my life, I wouldn't let you be at peace with this witch.' my eyes welled up, the disappointed look on his face tore my soul apart.
Why on earth was I feeling this horrible, this mate bond is changing me and the more I let my anger out, the more pain I feel.
"Why are you trying to start trouble with an innocent lady who knows nothing about us? Stop involving her in our mess." he strictly warned and squeezed my shoulder with his hand.
I dared him with a sneer. "This is not a mess to me but to you. I'm not going to stop involving her between us, she must know the truth about us and my point of correction, you are the one stopping us from bonding, and don't ever call what we have a mess in the view of the fact that it is not a tangle. You are the cause of all this, if you will just accept me, all these will end.' my eyes dripped tears down my cheeks, I didn't care as I proceeded with my statements. "You are mine and the more tormented she gets from me, the more chances of me seeing you whenever I like, and getting the attention too.'
He laughed a little, rubbed his face countless times and made a long sigh.
"When I say you are just a child and a noisy brat you get offended by my words but you are immature and that's the damn truth.'
"I don't care if I'm immature, as long as I get what I get.'
"I think you should take a long nap, Oceana, think about your actions carefully and ask yourself if what you are doing is the right thing.'
"I don't need to take a nap or think about anything stupid.' I chuckled.
"Stupid huh! Let this be the first and last, this will go on, compose yourself and stop being a pain in the ass. Stop this monster side of yours, the attention and everything, I don't like it.'
"Emily." He called and went over to her, held her shoulder and muttered. "Let's go."
The door suddenly opened and my parents stared at us, wondering what was going on.
"Are you guys fighting?' My mother asked, I snarled and turned to Emily. "You better stay in your lane, trust me this won't go on for long." With that I walked out on them, omitting Jessie and my parents.
I got to my room, and my eyes nearly filled with tears when Jessie barged in and shut the door.
"What's the matter with you, this isn't like you." She went to my windows and opened the curtains for some fresh air to get in. "Why are you behaving like such a brat, what's the matter with you? You are quarreling with your brother's wife and you said, you hate her huh? I heard everything and didn't even think of lying to me, your words were filled with grudges back there. So, tell me, what did she do to you, because all I'm seeing is her being nice to you, she didn't do anything wrong and stop fighting your brothers, you have to be happy for them, they are adults now with responsibility, even if they don't have time to talk to you, don't take it to heart and vent it on her, you are older than this sis.' she explained.
"Stop making assumptions, when you don't even know what's going on." I blurted out and my eyes filled with tears.
"Oceana." She whispered, came to me and sat down beside me.
"I don't want to get married, I don't want him to get married to that woman either but he went ahead and did it, all because he wanted to protect me. Fuck his protection, fuck him and Carmine." I sobbed. "I didn't mean to talk to Emily in such a manner but the fact she got married to Gérard pissed me off, how could she do such a thing."
"What are you saying, you sound like a jealous wife for a minute there, he's your brother, stop acting like this. Even the woman you are hating on is innocent and doesn't know a thing.'
I looked over at her, scoffing. "Brother." I laughed bitterly. "Do you think I care about that anymore, I don't give a fuck, Jessie."
"Oceana, you are acting strange, what's going on?'
"I found my mate is that what you want to hear from me, damn, fuck the pretense, like you don't know what's going on here.'
She sighed. "Oceana, I know how you feel within you.'
"No, you don't know how I feel, leave me alone.' I burst out in tears and Jessie hugged me and patted my head.
"I'm so sorry.' she murmured as I cried so bitterly for heaven knows how long.



Gérard's Pov.
I dragged her to our room and shut the door behind us and confronted her.
"What kind of stunt were you pulling out there?"
I'm not supposed to be angry, I'm not reckoned to be this nasty, filled with images of Oceana all over my head, tormenting me in every corner, I know why she is behaving like this, it is because of me.
Getting married to Emily was a ticket out of my bondage, with her I could forget about Oceana, sometimes I merely think, all this is a dream and that I should stop deceiving myself, face the reality and get down with Oceana, Mark her, claim her as my mate and fuck the hell out of here.
I am in love with my mate, she needs me, we both desire and need each other, that's why she's nasty.
I can understand the pain, I've gone through it before and I know exactly how it feels. She's getting miserable and those signs are beginning to show in her, truth be told, I love her so much, I wouldn't lie to you, I love her but we can't be together, that's the most painful part.
I don't want her killed, taken away from me, it is better she is close to me than to never see her again, that's what I'm trying to avoid and she doesn't understand what I'm trying to do.
The realms will never accept us, we will both be cursed, anywhere we go to will be a disaster.
I find out about it, I went through the books of siblings being mates and what I saw in the book terrified me, shocked me to the bone and I don't want Oceana to go through all that because of me.
I have always loved her since I was a child, holding her in my arms and wishing she could just be mine, grow up, get married to her and let her be the mother of my children.
I was wrong and little did I know I was going to cause her so much pain, I love her with all my heart.
When I came to the clan, seeing her was the happiest moment in my life, I wanted to claim her at the spot and throw caution to the wind, fuck the people, fuck the clan but thinking of the consequences she was going to face made rethink my steps and made an attempt to end things with her but she refused and wants to get with me instead, if only she knew what awaits her, she wouldn't say those things about me.



Adolph's Pov.
I came down from the car after my guards opened the door for me.
I strolled to the mansion wanting to see my father who had summoned me into his chambers. I would have rested properly in my chambers if my father hadn't asked for me to prepare so early in the morning to come see him. His time better be worth it.
Getting to his chambers, I saw my father there sitting down with one of his elders, he saw me and a smile revealed on his face.

"You are welcome, son.' he greeted, I bowed and showed my respect to him in return.

He stood up majestically and his height was somewhat intimidating as he approached me and I knew that whatever discussion he intended to have with me was huge.

"What is going on with Oceana, I've been hearing some kind of disgusting reports and rumors lately, do you know anything about it, son?' He gulped the wine in his golden goblet.

I sighed, swallowed before answering him. "What kind of rumors father, can I specifically know what you are referring to?' I had also been hearing rumors as well but I didn't want to take it so seriously, I knew he was talking about Oceana, probably.

"You see, Oceana is being surrounded by rumors and it's beginning to spread wide across the other clans, so I want to know if you know anything about it.' he questioned deeply, looking intensely at me.

I smiled. "Those are just rumors, father, it's nothing to be concerned about, father.' I faked a smile before him, I wish I could get out of here as soon as possible, I was getting tired.

"Do you know the type of rumors I'm talking about, that you are telling me it's nothing to be concerned about." he asked with a scoff and poured himself another drink with the elders listening attentively to him.