Chapter Twenty-Nine

Nya's Point Of View:

It was around nine and I was already in bed with my earphones in. I wanted some sleep to get all off my head. I know that I've been the one to complicate all this matter. Anyway, only people who's been through this type of situation would understand. I was staring at the ceiling listening to Taylor Swift when my phone started ringing. The name Emma appeared on the screen making a smile quickly stretched on my face. I answered and waited for her to talk.

"Nya!" her voice seemed panicky. I quickly sat up and waited her to continue. "You need to calk Jake! He's been crazy! He locked himself in his room like Five hours ago!" she told me worriedly. What the hell?

"Did anyone tried to talk to him? Try to get him out of his room?" I asked as I stood up and started looking for a pair of jean.

"Yeah we tried! But he wouldn't reply or get out! He's been crashing his room!" she said. "Call him please!" she begged. I never thought that she cared that much for him.

"Okay" I said as I threw my phone in my pocket and took my keys. I wasn't going to call him. I needed to see him. Even if it was night, I had to be with him. Maybe I've been too far. I walked to my father's bedroom and knocked. He opened and I could tell that he was sleeping. "Dad, I need to get back home" I told me hurriedly.

"What happened? Is anyone hurt?" he asked as he started to panic.

"No, I need to talk to Jake" I told him.

"Can't you wait tomorrow?" he asked and he started to relax.

"No, I can't dad" I told him softly. "Please let me go, I promise I'm going to get back soon" I told him. He didn't reply and walked in his room. He came back and handled me his keys. I looked at me confusingly.

"Take my car, you didn't fill yours properly and I'm sure it isn't going to take you really far" he said. My eyes widened. I always wanted to drive his car! If I wasn't worrying dead about Jake, I would probably be screaming with joy. "Call me every half an hour" he ordered and I simply nodded and ran to my father's awesome car. I waved my father goodbye as he blew me a kiss. I drove faster when my father's house was out of sight. I didn't think that it will break Jake that much. I hurt him even when I promised him that I won't. I hit on the paddle to drive faster. I didn't care whether I was going to get problems, I simply needed to get to Jake.

After nearly one freaking hour, I reached home. I parked my car, well, my father's car on the street and called Drake. I needed him to open the door. I didn't want wake everybody as it was already late. "Nya?" he asked confusingly.

"Where are you?" I asked quickly.

"In my room, why?" he asked again. "Open the door" I told him.

"What?" he asked in disbelief. I swear I'm going to kill him if he ask another question.

"Open you fucking door Drake!" I yelled.

"You're drunk?" he asked making me face palm myself.

"Drake, open the freaking door!" I yelled in frustration. I heard him walking and after a few seconds, the door open. His eyes widened and his mouth dropped open.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"Where's Jake?" I asked.

"In his room, Why did you ask me to open the door?" he asked again.

"Not to wake everyone!" I replied as if it was obvious.

"They are already awaken" he told me rolling his eyes. "Come on" he said pulling me in the house. I didn't even went home. But Jake is the most important thing right now. Mrs Night was in the living room with his husband. As soon as she saw me, she smiled.

"Oh God" she said. "You're the only one who can get him out of his room, I know you had a fight, but please put an end to it" she said shaking her head. I nodded and walked to Jake's room with Drake behind me. I stood in front of his room and knocked loudly. No reply. I knocked again. My heart was beating faster. Open the door Jake.

"Jake!" I yelled. I haven't seen him for a while, I was dying to look at him, to feel his arms around me. To feel protected. I knocked again. He wasn't replying. The tears were finding their way to my eyes. I knocked even louder. In fact I was punching the door , begging for him to open the door. Drake pulled me backward and wrapped his hands around me.

"Calm down" He whispered. I kept on crying as he tried to comfort me. I needed to see Jake. An idea

came up. I wiped my tears away and pulled out of Drake's arm. I ran to my house with Drake running after him. I burst open the door not bothering whether I was going to wake everyone. I ran to my room. Shane and Emma appeared in my room looking at me wide eyes. Drake came in too. My eyes were fixed on Jake's room. His window was open.

"I told you to call him! Not to come in the middle of the night!" I heard Emma screeched from behind. "You're lucky that mom is not home! It's the second time you did that" She said shaking her head. I ignore her and look at Shane who was looking at me worriedly.

"I'm going in his room" I stated as I opened the window. A hand grabbed my elbow and pulled me backward.

"Do you want to die?" Shane yelled at me.

"Listen! I need to get to him! I didn't know that I would hurt him that much. I hate myself for hurting him!" my tears were back. "Nothing would happen!" I said pulling my hand away from Shane's.

"Stop! You're over reacting! You're going to have a panic attack!" Shane said pulling me in his arms. I had two panic attacks but I never got them again. I don't want to get a panic attack again. It made me feel weak. I took deep breath to relax myself. "You needed some time, he understood and accepted it" he said softly.

"Jake locked himself in his freaking room and isn't willing to talk to anyone! How the fuck can you say that he accepted it!" I yelled. Shane sighed and glared at Emma probably angry that she told me.

"When you called earlier, Jake was with me, he heard when you said that you don't know when you're coming" Shane explained. "He got pissed and locked himself in his room" this time, I glared at Shane.

"You could have told me that he was here!" I screeched at him.

"He didn't want me to tell you" He replied softly. Damn, now I feel guilty that I yelled at him.

"Listen, I'm going in his room, now just go to sleep, if I need you I'm going to call you" I told him. This time he didn't stop me from climbing out of the window. I, who was afraid of heights started singing a mantra in my head, Don't look down! Don't look down! Don't look down! Shane, Drake and Emma were looking at me and by the look on their faces, I was sure that they were praying for me not to fall. I quickly reached Jake's window and I turned to look at Shane only to see them walking out of my room. I jumped in Jake's room and my eyes quickly looked for me. There he was, sitting on the floor with his head resting on the bed. His earphones were in his ears, probably the reason he didn't hear us calling. I was damn happy to see him. I wiped my eyes and made my way to him. He was sleeping. He looked so peaceful. I sat next to him and slowly took off his ear phone out of his ears. His room was trashed. So many things were broken. His hands had dried blood on his knuckles. I leant to peck his lips. I was afraid that he would push me away once he'll see me. I've hurt him after I promised him that I wouldn't. My fingers find their way to his cheek and I pecked him once more. His eyes slowly opened and once he saw me, his eyes widened. I was waiting for him to yell at me but he didn't. It was as if he wasn't realizing that I was here.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into him. His grip on me tightened. "Please tell me I'm not dreaming" he whispered. I chuckled and tried to pull away but be didn't let go of me. "Don't go away" he said again. So I sat on his lap and rested my head on his shoulder.

"You're not dreaming" I told him. "I had to come in through the door as you locked your fucking door making us all damn worried" I told him wrapping my hands around his neck.

"You're really here" he said again pulling away to look at me. "You've been crying" he noticed as he touched my cheeks.

"I'm sorry for hurting you Jake" I apologized on the verge of crying again. "I know I promise that I wouldn't hurt you, but I did. I didn't think that you'll hurt that much if I left for a few days" I told me as a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Stop crying" he said kissing my eyes. "The moment I've realized that I've hurt you, I wanted to apologize" he said. "I should have trusted you" he continued lowering his head.

"Well, let's say that we are both guilty" I said pecking his lips. "Damn I missed you so much" I told him engulfing him in a tight hug.

"Don't ever go away like this" he pleaded in my ears. "These days have been horrible" he mumbled like a child. "I love you Nya, so much" he said and kissed my lips. I kissed him back.

"I love you too" I told him as i stood up. "Look at your room" I told him with a glare.

"Yeah" he dragged his words and scratch his head in nervousness. "I'll clean it tomorrow, let's go to sleep" he said looking at his room.

"Let's sleep in my room" I told him pulling his hand and climbed out of the room.

"I'm going to sleep well tonight" he said jumping on my bed. I took a piece of cloth and wiped the blood off his hand. "I love you" he said kissing my forehead.

"I'm sorry" I apologized again.

"Will you please stop apologizing please" he asked rolling his eyes. "Let's forget all this please" he asked pulling me in his arms.

"I love you Jake" I told him and we soon fell asleep.