Chapter Twenty-Four
It was around midnight and I was obviously sleeping when I felt my bed dipped. I felt someone wrapped their hands around my waist making me jumped off the bed. I couldn't see who it was until I heard that hot chuckle. "Damn you Jake!" I cursed sitting back on my bed with a sigh. He kept on laughing.
"You should have seen your face!" he said rather loudly. I slapped my hand on his mouth.
"Shut up! My parents are sleeping! And what the hell are you doing here?" I asked laying back on the bed with him by my side.
"I can't sleep" he told me pulling me closer to him.
"Why?" I asked as he shrugged. I turned to look at him. "You want to sleep here?" I asked looking at him with a smile. He nodded and pulled me closer. My head was resting on his chest. I knew something was troubling him. "Will you please tell me what's the matter?" I asked knowing that he was awake as he was tracing circles on my back.
"Nothing" he told me. I pulled away and sat on the bed and he did the same with a sigh. A freezing air past by and I shivered. My head snapped to the open window. I stood up and closed the window through which Jake had come. I turned to look at him crossing my arms.
"Tell me" I demanded. He pulled me on the bed making fall next to him. He hovered over me with his hands on the either side of my head so that he was supporting his weight. His face was inches to mine. He was straddling me without me feeling his weight.
"The problem is" he said caressing my cheek with his fingers making me shiver. "I love you too much that I'm afraid that it will hurt later" he admitted. I pushed him off me and now I was the one straddling him.
"Normally, it's the girl who had to be afraid of that kind of thing, right?" I asked him with a smile. He was so damn cute.
"Yeah, but you're perfect and I know that I'll never leave you" he told me. Damn, he was opening up to me. He was feeling insecure thinking that I'll probably get bored with him.
"Jake, You're perfect for me. I love you. I will never leave you. I'll never hurt you" I told him leaning a bit closer to him. He smiled and kissed me. The moment his lips touched mine, I felt sparks. He ran his hand in my hair and tugged it. I moaned in his lips making him smile. I bite on his lips. He groaned and turned me over. He was straddling me with his hand now around my neck. He slide his tongue into my mouth. We fought for dominance but obviously he won. I wrapped my legs around his waist. His hand moved to my thigh. His lips were perfect against mine. He playfully bite my lips. I let my hands slip under his shirt to meet his toned abs. I let my fingers caressed his abs obtaining a groan from him. I felt a bulge near my thigh and I smiled into the kiss. He let his hand moved under my shirt and let his fingers run on my back. Goose pumps rose all the ways where he was touching me. He sat up with me still on him without breaking the kiss. He wrapped his hands around me as if afraid I would disappear. He pulled away and continued his assault on my neck.
His tongue felt so hot on my skin. He sucked on my neck making me release a moan. I started taking his shirt off but he grabbed my wrist to stop me. I looked at him in confusion. "I don't want you to feel force to do this. We'll do it when you're ready" he told me trying to control his breath and voice. Was I ready? As hell I was for him. I love him and I was ready for him. He looked at me with lust and love in his eyes. I leant closer and kissed him. He was frozen the first seconds and then he kissed me back, with force, love and passion. "I love you" he told me as he laid me on my back and hovered over me taking off my top. He kept on kissing me on my neck to my collarbone leaving trails of sparks. I took off his shirt and left kisses on his hard chest. He groaned and met my lips. His hands found their way to my back and he unclasped my bra. I suddenly felt self-conscious. My arms threw instinctively around me to hide myself. Jake took my wrist and pinned my hands above my head. "Don't hide" he said kissing me. "You're freaking beautiful" he said as he threw my bra on the floor. He ripped off my short and our clothes found their way on the floor. He placed himself in front of me and I bite my lips in nervousness. He kissed my forehead and thrust in me making me cry in pain and pleasure.
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I woke up feeling warm, too warm. I tried to move but suddenly I felt a pain in in my lower area. Jake tightened his arms around me. I turned to look at his flush face. He was still sleeping with our legs tangled together. It was then that I realized that we were naked.
I just slept with Jake Night!
I didn't regret last night. A smile crept on my face. I lost my virginity to him and I don't regret as hell. I looked at my table clock to see that it was six in the morning. Emma or Shane may burst in the room at any time. I tried to move but Jake's hand tightened around me making me chuckle. I moved closer to him and started kissing his hot face. He was so handsome and sexy with his messy hair.
"I wish I could wake up everyday like this" he mumbled and opened his eyes carefully. He looked at me and gave me a smile. Suddenly, it hit me. My eyes widened in panic and he quickly sat up. "Don't tell me you're regretting last night!" he told me nervously. I shook my head and stood up putting on my clothes. "Nya!" he shouted to gain my attraction. I was fully dressed and I threw this clothes at him.
"You didn't wear a condom!" I told him as his eyes widened in the realization.
"Holy fuck!" he cursed standing up quickly and wore his clothes. "We need to buy birth control pills" he stated calmly. I quickly relaxed.
"Let's go!" I told him. Surprisingly, no one was awake at home. We walked out of the house without making a noise. I picked up the keys and he drove us to the nearby drugstore. He stayed in the car while I went to buy the birth pill. God! I didn't want to get pregnant that young. Last night was amazing. Thinking of it, I smiled while walking to the car.
"Why are you smiling?" Jake asked as I sat in the car. My cheek reddened. He smiled and chuckled. "Last night was amazing" he told me leaning to kiss me.
"Really amazing" I admitted kissing him back. He started driving after a few minutes. "What are we going to tell them if they asked where we went?" I asked as he parked in front of my house.
"We went to buy cakes" he stated showing me a bag full of cakes. "I bought them when you went in the drugstore" he told me. I pecked his lips as he walked to his house and I walked to mine. I opened the door to see my parents in the kitchen. Shane and Emma were walking down the stairs. They were already dressed for school.
"Where did you go?" Tom asked as I walked in the kitchen.
"I wanted to eat some cakes. I brought some for you too" I told them putting the bag on the counter and I ran upstairs to get dressed. I was fucking sore so imagine me running.
After taking a bath, I wore a black short and blue top which were showing me belly piercing. I put on my converse and let my hair loose. I was feeling really tired. I walked downstairs yawning. My parents were already gone. Shane, Emma, Nathan, Drake and Jake were in my kitchen. The only sight of Jake made my cheek turned red. I walked and sat next to him. He turned to me and kissed me. "I love you" he whispered in my ears.
"I love you too" I replied giving him a peck before grabbing Shane's toast.
"For once, can you make your own breakfast?" Shane whined and started making another toast.
"Obviously no" I told him as if it was normal to steal his breakfast. Jake and Drake chuckled.
We were all walking in the hall if the school when one of the jocks walked in front of us. "Hey guys!" he said with a smirk. "You're all invited to my party on Friday night!"
"Another party!" Shane shouted pumping his hand in the air. Peyton rolled her eyes and walked by my side pulling me away from Jake's arms.
"Hey!" Jake whined looking at Peyton with a glare.
"What?" Peyton asked innocently. "Yesterday you got your hands all over her!" Peyton continued attracting Shane's attention.
"When?" Shane asked with a glare. I shot Peyton a glare.
"Yesterday" I replied with a shrug. Please! Don't ask another question.
"When?!" he demanded as Jake rolled his eyes.
"At night, around midnight" Jake told him seriously. My eyes widened at his truth and surprisingly Shane burst out laughing.
"Damn dude! I seriously thought that you passed the third step!" Shane told us. He didn't believe Jake. I sighed in relief as Peyton rolled her eyes in disbelief not believing that Shane was that dumb.
"Let's go" I told them walking to our classes.
This night, I was sitting in the kitchen with my parents in front of me and Emma beside me. Shane was out with Peyton tonight. Jake and Drake were having a family dinner. His relatives were coming at his tonight so he couldn't come. We were all talking and joking when my phone rang. It was my father calling me. "It's dad" I told them before standing up and walking to my room to answer the call.
"Hey dad" I greeted.
"Hey daughter!" he greeted happily. It's been a while I've not talked to him. I was happy that out problem was finally over.
"Why so happy?" I asked teasingly.
"I met someone" he told me. I knew that there was a smile printed on his face. I was quite surprised but I was happy for him.
"I'm happy for you" I told him. "But dad, a relationship implies giving time to each other" I told him firmly. "And you devote all your time to your work" I told him.
"I'm trying to change that princess" he admitted with a sigh. "But it's going to be easy because she's my secretary" he told me. I've never heard my dad that happy. This made me smile more but quickly that smile disappeared.
"Dad" I said slowly and cautiously. "Isn't Fred your secretary?" I asked my eyes going wide. "You're gay?" I heard myself asked. I heard laughing in the background and my father groaned before chuckling.
"Nya!" he scolded. "My new Secretary, Martha" he told me. I burst out laughing realizing that I just called my father gay. "And I want you to meet her" he told me slowly maybe afraid of my reaction.
"When?" I asked. Sincerely I was happy for my father but I didn't want to go there. I didn't want to be far from my friends.
"Saturday" he told me, hope filling his voice.
"When will I return home?" I asked.
"You'll stay for only one week" he told me pleadingly. "Please come" he begged.
"I'll think over it dad" I told him and heard him sigh.
"I really want you to come Nya" he said.
"Yeah, but I have to think over it dad" I replied looking at Jake's room and saw two little girls trashing his room making me laugh.
"Love you Nya" he told me making me smile.
"Love you dad" I said before ending the phone call.
What should i do? Go or not?