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karen -

I have a huge belly, fat like a sow, that's how I see myself, I look in the mirror and I see myself fat, round, but I'm loving it, because I already love my little package that's here in the oven, you have no idea how wonderful this is, I'm enjoying every phase, eating a lot, sleeping a lot, but I don't care about anything, because I'm completely happy, only those who are mothers know what I'm talking about, how wonderful it is to be pregnant.

It's okay that there are some setbacks, but that's so insignificant, given everything and the love I already feel for my baby, I can't wait to see his little face and be able to carry him in my arms, kiss and care for him, I think I'll be a tough mother, while the father will drool and spoil a lot, this will be great because then we will have the balance, we didn't want to know the gender, we wanted to be surprised, everyone is very curious to know if it's a girl or a boy, but we'll only know when it's born .

I'm about to complete 7 months and my wedding is already on top, I'm in a crazy rush, Ana is helping me with everything, she organized practically everything the way I asked, she and my brother-in-law, are my godparents and Júlio and Maria godparents of Bernardo.

As I said before, our wedding will be very different, we are going to get married in a nightclub, it will be a club wedding, yes I will have my wedding in a club, of course our wedding will be for guests only, but it will be a club, Ana arranged everything with Diego, and he left it free for her to organize everything, the only thing that will not be the way I wanted it is my dress, because pregnant I will have to moderate the size of the dress, but I am sure that it will be a very big surprise for all the guests.

But otherwise everything is ready, I already see myself there rolling to the ground, Bernardo is going to go crazy, my mother thinks my idea is too crazy, but I like to be original, I like to put my name on things and my wedding party it wouldn't be any different, there's only one thing that makes me sad about this whole story is my sister won't be there, even with everything she's done, I miss her a lot, she didn't give any more news, she didn't show up at my parents' house and she doesn't I gave him news too, I hope she's fine, that she follows her path there.

Mia is sewing my dress, the last fitting, it will be the day before the wedding, she said I can't stop putting on weight, after my baby is born I lose weight, I'm normal, a normal woman like everyone else, so not a little extra fat kills anyone, I'm already living with Bernardo, after what happened with my sister, he was afraid to leave me alone in my apartment, he was afraid of Leila's threats, but I don't think she would be crazy enough to try something against me, she's not that silly, I think she would be capable of something, but not so already, knowing my sister, she'll wait for the dust to settle and give time to time, one hour she reappears.

bernard -

My favorite pregnant woman is getting prettier every day, and our wedding is getting closer, Karen had a really crazy idea, let's get married at a nightclub, according to her it will be a ballad wedding, imagine that, my God, but when it comes to my fiancée, I can wait any day crazy, I brought her to live with me, I don't know, I was scared of Leila's threats, I think that girl would be capable of anything and after she threatened my baby, I was scared that she would do something to Karen, even though they are Leila's sisters, I hope whatever, that girl is crazy and capable of anything to get along, that she remains missing and far away from us, I wanted to hire a personal security guard for Karen, but she didn't want to anyway, but when the baby is born, it's no use complain, or squeak, because I'm going to hire him, my son won't be exposed to any kind of harm, we have to be very careful.

Honestly, these last few days I'm nervous, each day that passes and the wedding approaches my nerves are on edge, man is in love it's really crazy, you feel like you're in a different world, where you put the person you love in front of everything, today I can say that I live for Karen and my baby, I look in the mirror and I don't see her beside me, I feel alone, I just feel complete with her here beside me, I am and I am very happy, and this is incredibly fantastic.

me and my brothers went to try on our clothes and since the wedding is in the club, my clothes are more casual, sport chic, now I want to see what Karen's clothes will look like, with that big belly, I hope she doesn't come with a microdress , but also if you see I don't care, she dresses as if she feels good.

I wanted to surprise Karen during our wedding, but I still couldn't think of anything that would surprise her, because Karen is so badass, I don't even know what could surprise her, but I think I'll go with the idea that Ethan gave it to me, I just don't know if there's time to rehearse it, man Karen is going to freak out, I'm sure.

Another thing I'm trying to do, but nothing has come out yet is my vows I'm very good with words, but when it comes to writing it down it's kind of difficult, several times I have everything in my head and when I start to write it all just disappears and nothing comes out, but on the day I'm sure everything will be ready and everything will work out.

My parents are excited to be getting another son married in such a short time, Bernardo barely got married and there I go too, my mother just needs to drive me crazy, she calls me every day to find out how things are going, if her grandson is okay and if everything is right for the wedding and I always say the same thing and I say everything is in order, and she tells me that she is not holding up with so much happiness.